Chapter Twenty-One
It was ten past one in the morning when William Morgan came into the world.
Ben and Charlotte were sitting in the waiting room, surrounded by so many of their friends.
He squeezed her hand when the nurse came out to tell them that mother and baby were doing well.
He smiled to himself, thinking of little Ethan.
He knew the kid would be thrilled to have a little brother, he’d been dreading a sister.
Charlotte looked into his eyes with a sad smile.
“Do you want to go home?”
She shook her head. “We came, we’ve waited this long. We need to go in and see them, but then, yes, I’d like to go home. As long as you’re coming with me.”
“You know I am.” He got to his feet, knowing that Kenzie and Gabe would want to go in with Doc and Lizzie, but hoping that he and Charlotte could get in before some of the others.
Missy caught his eye and raised an eyebrow.
As always, she was looking out for him. Once the family had gone in, she got to her feet.
“I think we should form an orderly line,” she said with a grin.
“Some of us are okay to hang out all night and wait our turn, but I know some of you want to get home. If we’re allowed to go in twos, I say Ben and Charlie should go first.”
Everyone murmured their agreement, and Ben shot Missy a grateful look. Charlotte smiled at him. “What would we do without her?”
Ben shook his head. He had no idea. When Kenzie, Gabe, and Renée came out, Doc Morgan ushered them in. Michael beamed at them. “He might have come early, but he was an easy delivery.”
Megan laughed. “Speak for yourself, Dr. Morgan. I’m the one who did all the hard work.” Ben and Charlotte laughed with her as they peeped at the baby.
Charlotte’s hand came up to cover her mouth as tears rolled down her cheeks.
“Are you okay?” asked Megan.
Charlotte nodded. “Sorry, yes I am. He’s just so beautiful, Megan; he’s a little miracle.”
Ben had to blink away tears of his own. “Congratulations guys,” was all he could manage to say. Michael grasped his shoulder as he made for the door. “Thanks for being here, it means the world and I know it can’t be easy for you.”
Ben smiled at him and took hold of Charlotte’s hand as they made their way out.
He walked straight past the waiting room where the others were still sitting.
He raised his hand at Pete who gave him a curious look.
“Goodnight, guys,” he called as they hurried down the corridor and out into the cool night air.
Once they were in the parking lot, he stopped and hugged Charlie to his chest. They didn’t speak; they didn’t need to.
They just stood that way for a long time, clinging to each other and to what might have been.
Eventually Charlotte lifted her head and looked into his eyes. “That could have been us, Ben.”
Ben closed his eyes. He’d been thinking the same thing. He shook his head sadly.
“It still could be. I hope it will be, one day.”
Ben opened his eyes and looked deep into hers. What he saw there surprised him. He saw a deep longing he’d never thought she would feel. “You do?”
She nodded. “I do. I’ll never forget, I’ll always love the little one we lost, but I hope that someday we’ll be able to try again. I used to say back then that we’d be great parents in our thirties. We’re in our thirties now, Ben.”
He drew in a deep breath. “We are. It’s a lot to take in.
I feel as though we’re facing our loss again all these years later, we had to do that before we could come back together.
It sure as hell isn’t made any easier by watching our friends bring their little ones into the world.
And now we get to think about whether we want to, whether we can try again ourselves. ”
“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have bought it up now. I just … Seeing first Emma and now Megan with their little ones, it makes me want what I’ve always wanted.”
“I want it too, but this time I want us to do things in the right order. I want us to get married and find a house and then start our family.”
Her eyes shone as she looked up at him. “That’s what I want, Ben. I think we’ve proved to each other that this is it now. We’re back together. We’re meant to be together. Now we just need to get on with our life.”
“You’re right, well almost, there is one thing we need to deal with before we can make our new start.”
“What’s that?” She looked worried.
“Our parents.”
Charlotte’s eyes widened. “It’s nothing to do with them. It’s none of their business.”
“Part of me feels that way too, but it is their business. They are our business. They’re our family and we need to make things right.”
“You’re right, but honestly I don’t even want to think about that tonight. Can we just go home and we’ll figure it out tomorrow?”
“Gladly. I don’t want to face it either, but you know we have to.”
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The next morning Charlotte took her coffee to sit out on the deck while Ben was in the shower.
She’d only been back a few weeks, and yet so much had happened.
She and Ben were back together, planning a new future.
That was the most important thing that had happened.
They’d helped both Emma and Megan welcome their new babies into the world, and in doing so had finally been able to grieve together.
She’d made a start on her new career, and Ben had started living his career in a new way.
She smiled. She was still amazed at how much time he was spending with her.
It wasn’t as though he was neglecting the resort, he still put in a huge amount of work, but he was ready to walk away at the end of the day, and ready to stay away with her when they wanted to.
This morning was one of those times. She knew most of the gang would be at the Boathouse for breakfast this morning.
They’d want to talk about the new baby, and maybe even set up a time for a redo of Gabe and Renée’s bachelorette parties.
She didn’t feel any need to join them, and she knew Ben didn’t either.
She knew he wanted to talk about their parents. She wasn’t exactly looking forward to that, but she knew it had to be done. He was right; they were family. And if she and Ben were finally going to become family, they’d have to make their peace with those around them.
She looked up with a smile as Ben came out to join her. She ran her gaze over him, he was such a good-looking guy.
He smiled. “When you look at me like that I get the feeling we’re not going to get much talking done.”
She laughed. “I’d much rather do other things than talk, especially when you look like that, but I’ll be good.”
“I’ve been thinking—”
“Uh-oh, that sounds ominous.”
He laughed. “Don’t worry, I’ve been thinking good things. You always said you wanted to live in a house down by the water.” He looked around. “This place is nice, but I don’t think it’s really what you had in mind, is it?”
“No, but it’ll do for now. I do like it.”
“I meant what I said last night, Charlie. I think it’s time for us to get on with our life. If you agree, if you’re ready, I’d like us to start looking for a place of our own.”
She flung her arms around his neck and kissed him. “You know I’d like. More than like, I’d love that. What are you thinking? Where are you thinking?”
He shrugged. “I haven’t gotten that far yet. I thought we should decide together. Explore what’s out there.”
“Well, I can live anywhere. I’ll be tootling all around the area visiting clients, so it doesn’t make much difference to me. But you need to be close to the resort.”
He smiled. “Not necessarily.”
She laughed. “Come on! You know you do. No matter how much time you’re spending at home with me now, we both know that will wear off. And even if it doesn’t, I don’t want you having to drive a long way every time you get a call to come in and solve a problem.”
He nodded. “I just don’t want to tie us to the area around the resort. There’s not much up for sale down there. And there are a lot of great spots farther out.”
“Let me go grab my laptop, and we can see what kind of listings there are.”
“I think we should search the whole area to start with. We don’t want to focus in around the resort just yet.”
Charlotte went inside to get her laptop.
She couldn’t wipe the big silly grin off her face.
This was it! They really were making a start on their life together.
When she came back and sat down beside him, Ben looked serious.
“What is it?” she asked. “You haven’t changed your mind already, have you? ”
“No, silly.” He reached out and touched her cheek with a smile. “I guess I’m just being dutiful Ben. I’m thinking about our parents. I think we should call them.”
“What, now? And tell them what?”
He chuckled. “Yes, now. We need to tell them that we’re back together.
We’ll probably have to deal with my folks coming back here, which I imagine will be nice for you, but not so much for me.
And I don’t want to hide from your parents.
They obviously didn’t want us to be together, for some reason.
I think I’ve managed to forgive them for what they did.
I don’t understand it, but I choose to believe that they had their reasons and thought they were doing the right thing for you.
But they may still not want us to be together, and they’re just going to have to deal with the fact that we are.
I’d like their blessing; I doubt we’ll get it, but I refuse to hide from them. ”
“I hadn’t thought about it like that. I haven’t been trying to hide from them, hide us from them.
I was just tired of them trying to tell me how I should live my life.
It’s none of their business, they don’t get a vote.
But you’re right, they should know we’re together, I want them to know.
I’d like to think they might be happy for us, but either way we should tell them. ”
“And we should tell them now, get it over with.”