Chapter 9 #2
He gathered the child to him, then went to search out some blankets, Taby held securely in the crook of his arm.
He saw Laren looking at him. It was the first night he had kept Taby with him.
He walked to her and said, “I will see to Taby tonight.” He paused a moment, studying her upturned face.
Her face was flushed from the heat and from her success.
He smiled at her, and to his surprise, she smiled back.
It was a lovely smile and he felt the warmth of it all the way to his belly.
Yet he wanted to see her smile again and yet again.
But not now, not at him. So he turned away, saying as he did so, “You will stay close to the longhouse. Remain by Sarla’s side. I will decide where we will go soon.”
In her hand were seven small silver pieces.
She closed her fist over them, holding them close.
They tingled against her flesh. Perhaps they were enough to buy her freedom and Taby’s and Cleve’s.
She said, “I would speak to you, Merrik, perhaps on the morrow. It is important.” Then she was uncertain.
She had eleven pieces of silver. Surely that was a lot of silver, but she had no idea what she or Cleve were worth in the slave market.
“Perhaps I can speak to you not tomorrow, but later, perhaps in three or four days. Or perhaps I can question you about certain things, about the value of things.”
She’d said nothing about Taby, sleeping soundly, now cupped in one of his arms against his shoulder, and that surprised him.
“Your meaning is as clear as a piece of bog ore. Nay, don’t try to confuse me or yourself more.
Now, I would have a promise from you. Do you swear you will stay close to the longhouse and to Sarla?
” She frowned at him, then nodded, not understanding.
He knew she didn’t, but said nothing more.
Early the next morning when she went to relieve herself, she came out of the privy to see Erik standing there, his hands on his hips.
“I have been waiting for you,” he said, and he smiled at her.
“Why?” He frowned and she quickly added, “My lord.”
“That is better. I am the lord of Malverne and you are naught but a slave. It is good you don’t forget that. You are comely, Laren. You are still much too thin, but I shall take care not to grind myself against your bones.”
“Why would you wish to do that?” But she knew what he wanted now, she recognized the lust in his eyes, and his supreme confidence. He wanted her and he would have her, and she recognized the certainty in him. But she would feign ignorance until she could think of something, anything . . .
“Actually, Merrik tells me you are still very thin but you don’t look thin with your gown and tunic covering you. I will remove your clothes, look at you and study you and decide for myself.”
Still, she merely cocked her head to the side and looked at him like a questioning half-wit. “My lord, I will go assist your wife now. I make an excellent porridge.”
“You will assist no one but me, Laren.” He took a step toward her now and Laren quickly took a step back.
He frowned. “What are you doing? I am lord here, and if I want to bed you I will bed you. You have no say in the matter. But still, I am a man of handsome parts and there is no reason why you wouldn’t want me to touch you and caress you. ”
Ah, she thought, but the parts didn’t add up into a handsome whole. She said hesitantly, looking beyond his left shoulder, “I cannot, my lord. I am Merrik’s slave, his possession. I am his concubine. You must ask him if you wish to share me with him.”
That drew Erik up short. He frowned. “My brother said nothing about keeping you. You haven’t slept with him. By all the gods, he sleeps with your little brother, or alone. You lie, wench. He doesn’t want you. He even told me so. He said he took you only because you were the child’s sister.”
She felt a shaft of pain at his words, a pain so deep she thought she’d strangle with it, but she managed to say calmly enough, “It is my monthly flow. Merrik doesn’t like to touch me at those times.”
“I am surprised my brother would let such a simple thing deter him. As for me, I don’t care.” Erik took another step toward her.
She shook her head even as she eased to her left, toward the longhouse.
To her unspeakable relief, one of Erik’s men, Sturla by name, a huge man with arms larger than her legs, bulging with muscle, came striding from the longhouse.
He said, “The men are ready, Erik. The boar was seen just late yesterday and I know we can find it. I have promised Sarla she will have it to make us boar steaks this very night.”
She wanted to kiss the huge man, who could, if he wished, kill her with one blow from his immense hand.
Erik looked at her, saw the relief in her eyes, and cursed quietly. It was obvious he’d forgotten about the boar hunt. He said nothing, merely turned to Sturla. “Let us be off, then.” He said over his shoulder to her, “I will see to you this night. You will not gainsay me.”
Laren said not a word. She waited, unmoving, until Erik disappeared through the palisade gates with six of his men.
A woman said from behind her, “I heard Merrik warn you, yet you came out here alone. Do you not heed your master’s warnings?”
Laren said nothing, just continued staring after Erik and Sturla until all the men were gone from view.
The woman continued, “Erik will have you, despite your wishes, despite his brother’s wishes.”
Laren turned slowly to face a young woman with brilliant blue eyes and blond hair that looked filled with the morning sunlight. She was taller than most women, deep bosomed and well garbed. Laren said, “I had to relieve myself. That is not a thing done with others. Who are you?”
“I am Caylis. Erik has kept me for nine years now. His father bought me when I was only thirteen years old to assist his wife and to be a companion to their niece Sira. Erik wanted me and took me. My son is eight years old now. He is Kenna, a good boy, strong and proud. If Sarla has no children, then Erik will doubtless make him legitimate. I pray it will happen. I have borne him three other children, all girls, but they died.”
“But Erik is wedded to Sarla.”
“Aye, the poor little weak fool. Over two years now. ’Twas a marriage arranged by Erik’s father, Harald.
She hasn’t the guile to hold him, to make him do what she wants him to do.
She is timorous as a newly foaled calf.” She paused, looking Laren up and down.
“Erik was careful whilst his parents still lived. He only visited my bed and the other women’s after his parents had departed to their sleeping chamber for the night.
He knew they were fond of Sarla, so he did nothing untoward toward us whilst they were about.
But now he has no reason to deny himself anything.
He can do whatever he pleases, and for whatever reason, he wants you.
I suppose it is because you are new, and like all men, Erik will seek to bend you to his will until he has bedded you and discovers that you are but like the rest of us, only not as pretty or as well made. ”
Laren didn’t say anything, but as she lifted her skirt, she smiled at the woman. Caylis sucked in her breath. “Your leg—it’s horrible!”
“Aye, I burned myself. I will show your lord Erik. Perhaps that will cool his ardor.”
Caylis just shook her head. “So you are Merrik’s mistress, just as I heard you tell Erik. Merrik is a beautiful man, I have many times remarked on it. Is he a good lover or does he just want you to pleasure him and watch whilst his face flushes with his own passion? Does Merrik care what you feel?”
Laren stared at her. Caylis laughed. “So, you haven’t bedded with him.
Resign yourself, then. It is Erik who will have your virginity.
It isn’t bad, if he is in a pleasant mood.
If he isn’t, you will know much pain. Sometimes he enjoys pain, sometimes not.
You will learn soon enough what it is he will want from you.
“It is a pity that Merrik has no power here now. Erik will grant him none. If Erik wants you, he will have you. Do you really make an excellent porridge? Sarla doesn’t. Come, then, for I am quite hungry.”
That night, replete with the delicious boar steaks that Laren had helped Sarla to prepare, Erik called for the end of the tale of Grunlige the Dane.
Laren thought first of the silver coins, then of what would come after. She knew that Erik would come to her tonight. She simply didn’t know what to do about it. First, she would tell her story, then she would decide.
She rose and rubbed her hands together, saying nothing until all attention was on her.
“ ‘I will tell you who and what I am,’ Grunlige said, his foot poised over Parma’s neck.
‘I am still myself and none other. I am not a shade from the nether regions. I am flesh and bone, but I have gone beyond a mere man’s flesh and bones to a higher realm.
But mistake me not, Parma, I am still myself and Selina is still my beloved wife.
You see my hands are still bandaged. That was for you to remark upon and feel superior about. ’
“Grunlige slowly unwrapped the bandages from his hands. Parma could but stare. No longer were Grunlige’s hands shriveled like claws, fingernails twisted and blackened. No, his hands were whole and clean and strong, and the sword handle fit well into his palm.
“‘Your witch wife, she brought you back,’ Parma gasped, so frightened now, he felt his bladder loosen and knew great shame for his fear.
“ ‘Nay, ’twas Odin All-Father,’ Grunlige said matter-of-factly. ‘He deemed me worthy, deemed my people worthy, and thus restored me. You are a fool, Parma, do you not recognize where you are?’
“Parma gazed about him, but he recognized nothing. Then he saw Selina walking toward them, her white robe flowing, her shoulders proud, her walk confident.
“ ‘You have gone nowhere, Parma. You are still here where you attacked my wife. Odin but played with you, teased you, and you were a fool. Now, what have you to say for yourself?’
“Parma thought furiously, and knew he had but one chance to keep his life.
He said, ‘If you are truly a hero, if Odin All-Father truly deemed you brave and worthy, why then go perform a deed that would prove your greatness. Do not crush my neck with your foot. That would be nothing, it would be more the act of a coward. Aye, go, Grunlige, and prove yourself. Go in a vessel into the seas east of Iceland. Once again, shred the ice floes, once again, aye, and see if you are truly the gallant hero you believe yourself to be.’
“Selina cried out, ‘Listen not to him, Grunlige! His tongue is wily and he wants only to mock you, to make you lose your sense of what is right! Don’t heed him!’
“But Grunlige had lifted his foot from Parma’s neck.
He stepped away from Parma, who didn’t move at all, who resembled a statue, so still did he lie.
Grunlige gazed upward at the heavens. He threw back his mighty head and shouted, ‘Odin! Hear me, oh mighty lord of the heavens and of all warriors! I will go again to prove myself and when I return you must grant me what it is I deserve!’
“Suddenly, a great white flash of lightning streaked through the sky, turning the air itself to vapor.
Again and again there was that sheer white filling the air, filling their lungs.
It was followed by crash after crash of thunder that shook the ground itself.
Selina fell to her knees, burying her face in her hands.
Parma felt fear, but now he also felt hope. He stared at Grunlige.
“Grunlige was smiling. ‘I hear you, Odin. I go to prove myself yet again to you.’
“Before he strode away, he grasped Parma by the throat and hauled him upright.
He shook him until Parma believed his neck would break apart from his body.
Grunlige said, ‘If you touch my wife again or any of my belongings or any of my people, I will peel the flesh from your body. I will then fling you onto an ice floe and there your seeping blood will freeze and you will know more agony than a man can bear.’
“He strode to his wife, drew her to her feet and embraced her. Then he was gone, his shoulders straight and strong, his stride quick and sure.”
Laren stopped then, and smiled, first down at her clasped hands, then at each of her audience in turn.
“I will not accept this dithering,” Erik shouted at her. “Finish the damned tale! Finish it!”
She just shook her head.
It was Sturla, Erik’s huge warrior, who said now, “Nay, my lord, leave her be. I like this suspense, it teases my wits and makes me wonder what will happen next. Aye, perhaps tomorrow night she will continue the tale. Mayhap she will even finish it for us.”
Erik subsided. He sat in his lord’s chair, fingering the magnificently carved chair posts that had come through the family for two hundred years.
The oak was smooth as silk with the many fingers that had stroked it, but the images of Odin and Thor and Frey were still clear, the expressions on their carved faces still sharp.
He waited, was content to wait. He watched Sarla dismiss the slaves, watched all the children herded off to the small sleeping chamber where they slept, watched his men and Merrik’s men roll themselves into blankets.
He waited until all was nearly silent. He prepared to rise, but stopped.
Merrik was walking to where Laren was lying near the fire pit, her blanket wrapped closely around her, Taby tucked in the curve of her belly.
He came down beside her on his haunches.
He said low so as not to awaken Taby, “You are my concubine, I have heard said today. I think it is the only thing that might save you from my brother’s lust. You will give Taby to Cleve and come with me. We will sleep in my sleeping chamber.”
She stared up at him in the dim light cast by the dying embers. “Will you hurt me?”
“I will look at your leg and at your back and probably apply more healing cream to both. Then we will see.”
“I don’t want you to see,” she said. “I don’t want to be your concubine, Merrik, ’tis just that I could think of nothing else to say.”
“I know, but you are the one who said it. Therefore we must continue as you began, else Erik will be beside you within another instant. Well? What do you wish?”
She didn’t look at him, just said calmly, “Where is Cleve?”
Merrik smiled at her. “I will fetch him.”