Chapter 6 #2
Jessica arrived at the ball in a state of resentful frustration, which ensuing events did little to improve.
She had spent several hours before the party fussing about her hair, her gown, and her accessories. She spent more than two hours after her arrival enduring a lot of subtle innuendoes from the female guests and not so subtle ones from the males.
By half past eleven, Bertie had already lost a few hundred quid in the cardroom, drunk himself senseless, and been taken home.
Genevieve, meanwhile, was dancing for the second time with the Duc d’Abonville.
Her beatific expression told Jessica that her grandmother was not going to be of any assistance this night.
The French aristocrat had made an impression.
When Genevieve was impressed with a man, she could not concentrate on anything else.
Normally Jessica could view her grandmother’s romantic frailties with a mildly amused detachment. Now she understood, viscerally, what Genevieve felt, and it wasn’t at all amusing.
It wasn’t amusing to be edgy and restless and lonely and bored past endurance because it was nearly midnight and one despicable brute couldn’t be bothered to come. It wasn’t amusing, either, to know it was better he didn’t come, and to want him here all the same and to hate herself for wanting it.
She had even left two dances unclaimed, in the mortifying hope that His Satanic Majesty would take a whim to haul her about the dance floor. Now, watching Genevieve and the handsome French nobleman, Jessica’s heart sank. With Dain, it would never be like that.
He would never gaze down upon her with such a melting smile as Abonville’s, and if Jessica ever looked upon him with an expression as enraptured as Genevieve’s, Dain would laugh in her face.
Crushing a despair she knew was irrational, Jessica yielded to her two most pressing suitors. She gave one of the reserved dances to Malcolm Goodridge and the other to Lord Sellowby.
As he wrote his name upon the last empty stick of her fan—it was to be a souvenir of the occasion, her last night in Paris—Sellowby said, sotto voce, “I see there is no dance left for Dain. Are you confident he will not appear?”
“Do you believe otherwise?” she said. “Have you detected a whiff of brimstone or a puff of smoke heralding his approach?”
“I have a hundred pounds riding on his appearance,” said Sellowby. He took out his pocket watch. “At precisely—Well, we shall see in a moment.”
Jessica saw the minute hand of his timepiece meet its shorter mate at the same instant she heard a clock somewhere loudly chiming.
On the tenth stroke, heads began swiveling toward the ballroom entrance, and the clamor of voices began to die away. With the twelfth chime, the room fell still as death.
Her heart thudding, Jessica made herself turn, too, toward the entrance.
It was an immense, ornate, arched affair.
It did not seem large enough for the dark, towering figure that paused beneath it.
It was a long, dramatic pause, in keeping with the dramatic midnight entrance.
And in keeping with his Prince of Darkness reputation, Dain was garbed almost entirely in stark, uncompromising black.
A bit of snowy linen showed at his wrists, and another bit about his neck and upper chest, but they only heightened the effect. Even his waistcoat was black.
Though she stood the room’s length away, Jessica had no doubt the dark gaze sweeping carelessly over the assembly glittered with contempt, and the hard mouth was curled in the ever so faint, ever so scornful smile.
The recollection of what that dissolute mouth had done to her a fortnight ago sent a wave of heat up her neck.
She fanned herself and tried to drive the memory away—along with the suspicion that Sellowby was watching her out of the corner of his eye.
She told herself it didn’t matter what Sellowby or anyone else thought, except Dain.
He had come and she was here, so he could have no complaint on that score.
All she had to do now was figure out what game he meant to play, and play it by his rules, and hope the rules fell somewhere within the bounds of civilized behavior.
Then, mollified, he would laugh and go on his merry way, and she could go home to England, and he would not come rampaging after her.
She would pick up with her life precisely where she had left off, and in a very short time, she would forget that he’d ever existed.
Or she would remember him as one did a bad dream or a bout of fever, and sigh with relief that it was over.
It must be that way, Jessica told herself. The alternative was ruin, and she would not let her life be destroyed on account of a temporary madness, regardless how virulent.
It took Dain exactly nine seconds to spot Miss Trent in the mob.
She stood with Sellowby and several other notorious rakes at the far end of the ballroom.
She wore a silver-blue gown that shimmered in the light, and there seemed to be a lot of shimmering and fluttering objects dancing about her head.
He supposed she had it screwed up in the ridiculous coils again.
But the coiffure, like exaggerated sleeves and bonnets heaped with gewgaws, was the current fashion, and he doubted it could be any more atrocious than the birds of paradise standing upon a topknot on Lady Wallingdon’s fat head.
Lady Wallingdon’s fat face was arranged in a rigidly polite expression of welcome. Dain stalked to her, made an extravagant bow, smiled, and pronounced himself enchanted and honored and, generally, beside himself with rapture.
He gave her no excuse for retreating, and when he sweetly asked to be introduced to her guests, he took a malicious pleasure in the consternation that widened her beady eyes and drained all the color from her jowly face.
By this time, the mob of frozen statues about them was beginning to stir back to life. His trembling hostess gave a signal, the musicians dutifully began playing, and the ballroom gradually returned to a state as close to normal as one could reasonably expect, given the monster in its midst.
All the same, as his hostess led him from one group of guests to the next, Dain was aware of the tension in the air, aware that they were all waiting for him to commit an outrage—and probably wagering on what kind of outrage it would be.
He wanted, very badly, to oblige them. It had been nearly eight years since he’d entered this world, and though they all looked and behaved as he remembered polite Society looking and behaving, he’d forgotten what it felt like to be a freak.
He’d remembered the stiff courtesy that couldn’t disguise the fear and revulsion in their eyes.
He’d remembered the women turning pale at his approach and the false heartiness of the men.
He had forgotten, though, how bitterly alone they made him feel, and how the loneliness enraged him.
He had forgotten how it twisted his insides into knots and made him want to howl and smash things.
After half an hour, his control was stretched to the breaking point, and he decided to leave—just as soon as he put the author of his miseries in her place, once and for all.
The quadrille having ended, Malcolm Goodridge was leading Miss Trent back to her circle of admirers, who were loitering near an enormous potted fern.
Dain released Lady Wallingdon. Leaving her to totter to a chair, he turned and marched across the room in the direction of the grotesque fern. He kept on marching until the men crowding about Miss Trent had to give way or be trodden down. They gave way, but they didn’t go away.
He swept one heavy-lidded glance over them.
“Go away,” he said quietly.
They went.
He gave Miss Trent a slow, head-to-toe survey.
She returned the favor.
Ignoring the simmering sensation her leisurely grey gaze triggered, he let his attention drift to her bodice, and boldly studied the rampant display of creamy white shoulders and bosom.
“It must be held up with wires,” he said. “Otherwise, your dressmaker has discovered a method of defying the laws of gravity.”
“It is lined with a stiffening material and bones, like a corset,” she said calmly. “It is horridly uncomfortable, but it is the height of fashion, and I dared not risk your displeasure by appearing a dowd.”
“Ah, you were confident I’d come,” he said. “Because you are irresistible.”
“I hope I’m not so suicidal as to wish to be irresistible to you.
” She fanned herself. “The simple fact is that there seems to be a farce in progress, of which we are the principals. I am prepared to take reasonable measures to help put an end to it. You set the tongues wagging with the scene in the coffee shop, but I will admit that I provided provocation,” she added quickly, before he could retort.
“I will also admit that the gossip might have died down if I hadn’t burst into your house and annoyed you.
” Her color rose. “As to what happened afterward, no one saw, apparently, which makes it irrelevant to the problem at hand.”
He noted that she was gripping her fan tightly and that her bosom was rising and falling with a rapidity indicative of agitation.
He smiled. “You did not behave, at the time, as though it were irrelevant. On the contrary—”
“Dain, I kissed you,” she said evenly. “I see no reason to make an issue of it. It was not the first time you’ve ever been kissed and it won’t be the last.”
“Good heavens, Miss Trent, you are not threatening to do it again?” He widened his eyes in mock horror.
She let out a sigh. “I knew it was too much to hope you would be reasonable.”
“What a woman means by a ‘reasonable’ man is one she can manage,” he said. “You are correct, Miss Trent. It is too much to hope. I hear someone sawing at a violin. A waltz, or an approximation thereof, appears to be in the offing.”
“So it does,” she said tightly.
“Then we shall dance,” he said.