Chapter 5
CHAPTER FIVE
RUSSELL
She tastes even fucking better than I remember.
All sweet and tart, and so fucking mine.
I take a second to look at her, lying there looking so damn gorgeously blissed out from the pleasure I gave her.
She looks like a goddess.
Such a beautiful sight.
I could look at her like this forever.
But I’m nowhere near done with her yet.
She tastes sweet as sin, but I already know she’s going to feel even better.
I strip off the rest of my clothes and get back onto the bed, moving up to hover over her. Positioning my palms on either side of her head, I lean down and brush a delicate kiss against her brow, then her cheek, and finally her mouth. Her lips part and my tongue teases hers with soft, seductive strokes.
I briefly wonder if she loves the way she tastes as much as I do.
But it’s a passing thought because I’m desperate to be inside her.
I sit back on my heels long enough to put her feet on my shoulders and press my throbbing cock against her hot core. I fight the urge to let my eyes roll back as I sink into her slowly. I need to see her. The way her eyes widen as she stretches around me, the way her lips part with a gasp.
So damn sexy.
“Fuck, baby,” I rasp.
She feels fucking incredible.
Hot. Tight. Fucking soaked.
I fuck her slow and sweet, changing my angle so my cock hits all the right spots to build her climax slowly. It’s delicious torture for both of us. Slipping one hand down between us, I work her clit as my cock slides in and out with deliberate motions.
I fill her over and over until she tightens around me and cries out my name.
Her fingernails dig into my back, and I groan.
When her body melts back into the bed and her grip loosens just slightly, I lower her legs to my waist and start again. I keep a slow and steady pace until my balls draw tight, until I feel the pressure build and I’m not sure I can hold off until she comes again.
So I don’t.
I lean forward and kiss her roughly, increasing my pace to fuck her harder.
“You feel so good,” she says in between panting breaths.
“Not as good as you.”
I can feel every muscle in her cunt working against my dick and I don’t think she’ll ever know just how good she feels.
My entire body flushes with heat, every nerve feeling like a livewire.
With one last thrust, I lose all control.
I come so hard, my vision goes white as pulses of pleasure flow through me, one right after the other until I can’t do anything but rest my weight on her and try to catch my breath.
She trails her nails up and down and across my back while I come down from the high of being with her like this again. It feels amazing, and I'm so at peace right now, I wish I never had to move.
But I do, rolling to the side and pulling her with me because I need to hold her for a while.
“You're perfect,” I tell her.
And I can't see it, but I can feel her smile.
It's everything.
She's everything.
I knew leaving her would be hard, but I never imagined it would be this hard. I don't want to fucking go. I think we both know that.
Having this time with her has been exactly what I needed, and I can't wait to come see her again. My mind is already thinking about work schedules and days off and when I’ll be able to drive out here next. Three hours doesn’t seem like a lot of time until it’s the amount of time between you and the woman you can’t live without.
I already know it won't be long before I'm packing my shit and moving here permanently. We haven't talked about it yet, but we will because it's inevitable.
Elizabeth is my end game.
She's all I want.
“I know it might seem too soon,” I tell her, looking into her pretty hazel eyes, “but I'm so fucking in love with you.”
I don't care what anyone says. I know how I feel, and I'll never hesitate to tell her.
“I love you, too.”
Those words from her lips…
They give me life.
I was pretty certain she felt the same way but hearing her confirm it is even better than hoping.
Standing on the sidewalk outside of her bookstore, I give her all my truths. Because I refuse to go back without her knowing that she owns me… mind, body, and soul.
“I'm not letting you go this time, Elizabeth. I want forever with you.”
“I want the same thing,” she admits.
“I know the distance sucks, but we'll do whatever we have to do to make this work,” I say, pulling her against me and wrapping my arms around her tightly. “And when you want me here with you permanently… all you have to do is say the word.”
I press a kiss to the top of her head and just hold her.
“I just wish I had more time with you,” she says quietly.
“We have all the time in the world, baby. This is only the beginning.”
She pulls back and pushes up onto her tiptoes, kissing me slowly.
I try to memorize the feel of her lips against mine, inhaling the scent of her, knowing it’ll have to be enough to hold me over until I see her again.
I know I need to get on the road, but I can’t seem to make myself pull away from her. This girl has me so damn deep, and now she knows it.
She pulls back first and looks up at me, eyes glowing with happiness.
“It still doesn’t quite feel real.”
“It’s as real as it gets,” I tell her. “You’re my sun, my moon, and all my stars. I’m so fucking thankful to have you in my life again.”
Elizabeth smiles.
“After all these years.”