Chapter 18
18
KATE
Y ou got this.
The alert pings on my phone at five in the morning the day of my CPA exam. Mickey remembers the day and time, reaching out to send me one message that doesn’t say good luck but informs me of the faith he has in me. A warm flush that’s something like happiness flits through me before I push it down and get ready to go. Rory comes in from the gym.
“I have my test today,” I tell him.
“Good luck,” he says and heads to take a shower. So encouraging, as usual.
The test is a blur but I’m so focused on trying to recall everything I’ve studied and fold it into my responses. I’m done right before the four hours are up. I go home exhausted and wander around the house doing laundry and dishes, dumping some bagged salad in a bowl and eat that with about half a bottle of dressing on it.
I can’t think, and I want to talk about the exam because I’m so wired from the pressure and adrenaline of it. But the person I want to talk to is the same guy who quizzed me on the test prep while we sat on his roof deck with my bare feet in his lap. The memory feels like getting punched repeatedly so I make myself quit thinking about it.
Unable to relax, I go through more info on the Oyster employees starting with the lowest paid. By this time, I know who has a new seventy-five-inch smart TV and who has fertility problems. Every detail. I squirm a little about some of the private stuff, and I will be glad to work in the legal sector again when this is done, but I don’t want anyone else cracking this case. Something makes me want to be the one to find the traitor and deliver the name to Mickey myself.
I have a couple suspects and I dig deeper on them, eventually falling asleep with my laptop. Mickey’s out of office the following day, but I shoot him an email letting him know I’ve narrowed it down. He asks me to meet with him the next evening to go over my data. I’m so excited to see him that it’s borderline embarrassing. I flat iron my hair so I can take it down for the meeting. It’s reckless, and I own that about myself.
We get food sent up from the restaurant, and I lay out the red flags. I don’t have a single definitive culprit yet, but I have six names, people close in age and neighborhood of residence who work the same or similar shifts and have all shown an increase in purchase transactions as well as increased credit card activity without carrying a balance in the last four or five months.
“This is good. How’d you think to look at their appliances and car repairs?”
“That’s big stuff that people put off when they’re paycheck to paycheck. Before I sold my car after my bachelor’s in LA, I had to wait three months to save up for the AC to get fixed.”
“You thought of everything. I’m gonna give the names to Rory tonight.”
“Okay. Is there anything—” I stop when I hear an alert on my phone. It’s the tone I’d set for the NASBA score release. I grab my phone and check the app.
I shoot to my feet, “Ninety-six! I got a ninety-six!” I crow, beaming.
“Of course you did. You knew that shit backward and forward. C’mere,” he rounds the table and I go to him, beaming.
Mickey grabs me in a bear hug, lifts me off my feet. “I’m so fuckin’ proud of you, Katie,” he says into my hair.
“Thank you,” I say, my throat tight and happy. “I couldn’t have done it without you. You gave me a job so I could afford it, you helped me study—”
“It was the least I could do.”
“I miss you,” I blurt out. “I miss you so much. I want to talk to you like fifty times a day.”
“I do as well,” he says roughly, and he looks away.
“I don’t know how I’m gonna do this,” I admit, stepping back from his embrace. I feel cold and bereft as soon as I’m out of his arms. “It sucks.”
“I’m sure it does,” he agrees. “But you’re gonna be in the twenty percent that pass all four the first try. I know it. You’re that smart.”
“I don’t mean how I’m gonna do the CPA, Mick,” I say, exasperated.
“I know what you meant,” he says and it sounds bitter. I step toward him before I stop myself and put my hand on his arm.
“Mick,” I say softly.
“Better not touch me unless you mean it,” he says gruffly.
“I mean it,” I blurt out.
He kisses me then. I don’t even get a chance to catch my breath before he’s on me, mouth rocking over mine and every dip and slide of his tongue feels so good it’s got to be a sin. I grab on to his shirt so hard I’m going to tear it any second now. I know I’m crying as we kiss, and he brushes tears off my face with his thumb without even breaking the contact. He combs his fingers through my hair and strokes my scalp and my neck. It’s a shock in the best way, how it electrifies my whole body.
“Let me take you out to celebrate,” he says against my cheek when he breaks the kiss. “If you don’t, I’ll have you right here.”
“Is that supposed to make me want to go have dinner? Because I’m not sure you wanna threaten me with a good time.”
He chuckles and I feel the rumble of it low in his chest because I’m pressed so tight right up against him.
“Katie, it’s your call. You wanna go out and celebrate?”
“Yeah, I do,” I admit. “I’m really excited and proud about this.”
“You should be. Let’s go.”
We take the elevator down to his car and a driver whisks us to a high-end restaurant I’ve only heard about because of the six-month waiting list. They take us right in and seat us at a private dining room in the back.
“I can’t believe we got in here,” I say, taking in the sumptuously decorated room in sleek black and white with purple accents. Candlelight and soft music seem to envelop us. “No menu?” I ask.
“We’re having the chef’s tasting menu,” he explains and tells me what it is. It sounds like it is going to be the fanciest food on the planet.
Over the first few courses, I tell him all about the CPA exam. He listens and then starts talking as fast as he can like he’s got pent up things to tell me. I grin and take it all in. I’ve missed his considerate listening and his unexpected enthusiasm over telling me something random he saw or read about.
By the time we’ve finished the fifth course, I shift in my seat a little uncomfortably.
“You okay?” he asks.
“I’m great,” I say. “This place is gorgeous.”
“Yeah,” he says. “But I’m ready to get out of here.”
“Me too,” I agree.
He gestures to the server and tells them we’re leaving. He pays with his phone and when the man objects and offers to wrap up the remaining two courses, Mick tells him that he can have them. “Sit down and have dessert or whatever,” he says. “Tell the manager it was my special request.”
As soon as we’re in the car, Mickey starts talking rapid-fire once more.
“I miss you, Katie. So much. I want you back,” he says. I gape at him, my mouth open. “In my life, in my house. Everything’s trash without you, and it took me a lot less than three weeks to figure that out.”
“You’re serious?”
“I am. How do you feel about it?”
“I miss you too,” I tell him. “I’m miserable without you.”
“Come home with me. Spend the night,” he says. I nod.
“I have to go back and get my tablet.”
“In the crow’s nest? Nobody’s going in there except the cleaners tonight. Don’t worry about it,” he says.
“I really want to go get it now,” I tell him. “It’s important to me.”
“Okay,” he relents and directs the driver to stop at the Pearl.
I grab Mickey’s hand as we walk to the side entrance. I smile up at him, gleeful and excited to go back and reunite with him at his house, the real celebration of my exam score and us coming to our senses.
I’m still smiling when I see the man step out of the door and head toward us with a gun in his hand.