A builder

There’s still a long way to go until it’s ready.

The roof has been repaired, the broken and boarded-up windows replaced.

The floors have been relaid, and he replastered the ceiling himself.

Refitting the bar is his next project. It’s goodbye to the old booths and the old stage, too, but Seb is taking care of that.

As capable a workhorse as he is a project manager, you’ll often see him lugging slabs of old tables or chunks of dividing wall to the skip out front.

Usually, his daughter is right by his side.

Stepdaughter? Nora doesn’t look much like him, but she’s just as stoic as he is, silent behind her dust mask as she stomps about the place.

Smudge, the guy Seb brought on to help out with the sound, has taken to the whole thing like an overconfident crowd-surfer.

Word has it that he sold his van to help fund the music-and-lighting grid system that was, only yesterday, hoisted into place over a new stage halfway through its assembly.

They still need to secure all the correct licences, to appease the right local councillors and soundproofing tsars.

The place is still empty, devoid of décor, in need of some personality.

A soft launch before Christmas might be just about achievable.

Until then, the builder is hard at work, and Smudge is calling Seb’s name.

Now they’re clambering on to the stage together, testing its sturdiness, treading the boards.

They look out over an empty room, imagine a crowd filling it.

‘Hello,’ Seb shouts, testing the acoustics.

‘Hello!’ Smudge yells, louder, letting his voice echo around the walls.

‘Hello?’ says Nimesh, poking his head around the door.

This mate of theirs lives up in the Midlands, but once he caught wind of the project, he started visiting on all his spare weekends. His wife, Maisie, is with him this time, as well as their kids. And someone the builder has never met before. Someone short and blonde.

‘I still can’t believe how much it’s changed around here,’ Nimesh says. ‘They’ve closed down the feminist sex shop. It’s called Big Daddy Vapes now.’

‘Dad,’ says his son. ‘What’s a—’

‘Hey,’ Nimesh cuts in, quickly. ‘Nora’s going to show you where the rat king lives.’

The boy shares a look with Nora. She gives a short nod, then they scamper off in search of adventure. The lads are still up on the stage, staring down at their new visitors. The arms of Seb’s filthy T-shirt are rolled up. The blonde woman looks a little flustered.

‘Seb,’ she says, looking up at him.

‘Clara,’ he says, stepping down to meet her.

They share a brisk hug. He says something quietly, and she laughs a little too loudly. Nimesh and Maisie smirk at each other. The builder keeps on scraping old wallpaper. Smudge is still up on the stage.

‘Just like old times?’ Maisie says, bouncing the baby on her hip.

Smudge has a broad smile on his face. ‘Better.’

One thing about working in a place like this is that you’ll overhear a lot of conversations behind half-finished walls.

The builder is lying behind the bar, screwing in some shelves, when Seb and Clara pause by one of the old booths.

He can see them through a hole made for cables.

Seb is holding a sledgehammer, still covered in plaster dust. Clara is looking him up and down.

‘You seem happy,’ she says.

Seb looks around at the thousand things still left to do. He nods. ‘I am. Thank you.’ He swings his hammer idly. He gives her a look. ‘And you,’ he says. ‘You seem happy, too.’

‘I am, I think.’ She puts a hand on his arm. ‘Thank you.’

Seb looks at the hand. His eyes track slowly up her arm. They make eye contact. Then they both break away, as if expecting to be interrupted. But Nora is still running around with Finn, and no one else is expecting anything of them. They linger, neither of them seeming to know what to do next.

‘You want him.’

That’s what Maisie says, afterwards, in the barren ladies’ bathroom. The builder is crouching behind the flimsy divider between what will soon be two properly functioning toilets, trying his best to fasten a pipe into place.

‘That is not true,’ Clara replies.

‘It is,’ Maisie says. ‘I can hear it in your voice.’ By the sounds of it, she’s changing her daughter’s nappy. ‘Please don’t shag him at the barbecue.’

‘Maisie!’

They both laugh. The builder stifles his own. Maisie hands the baby to Clara, begins washing her hands at the sinks.

‘It’s not as easy as that,’ Clara says. ‘It wouldn’t be fair on Nora. He’s good for her.’ A pause. ‘And it’s been nice, having him around. Even as a friend.’

‘Even as a friend,’ Maisie repeats, in a mock-sexy drawl. ‘You want him!’

‘Trust me, it couldn’t be further from my mind,’ Clara says. She lowers her voice to a near-whisper. ‘I haven’t done it since, you know…’

‘What?!’ Maisie says, and her voice is loud enough to echo around the entire venue. ‘Since Nora?’ She goes quiet. ‘That’s insane.’

‘Where would I have found the time?’ Clara says, exasperated. ‘Or a willing participant?’ A pause. ‘Not everyone has a rota.’

It’s Maisie’s turn to sound embarrassed. ‘We don’t have a rota.’

‘You’re married to Nimesh,’ Clara says. ‘You definitely have a rota.’

Nimesh’s head appears around the doorway. ‘All OK in here?’

They tell him, a little too enthusiastically, that they’re fine. After he’s retreated in confusion, Clara lowers her voice.

‘OK,’ she says. ‘If I tell you something, you have to promise not to laugh at me.’

Maisie makes no such promise. ‘Go on.’

‘I had a dream about him.’

‘A sex dream?!’

The builder almost fumbles the pipe. Clara hides her face, groans.

‘That means something,’ Maisie says, leaning in close. ‘It means you want him.’

Clara pushes her away, but doesn’t protest. ‘What can I say?’ It seems that she is still searching for the words as she and Maisie head back to the main room. ‘With him, it was better than anyone.’

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