Chapter 13 #2
“I don’t deserve you,” I said quietly as we walked to our room.
“Probably not, but you’re stuck with me since you claimed me,” Abel said.
I looked down at my beloved, and he had a smirk on his face.
I stood there for a moment, my mouth open in shock, but when he rolled his eyes at me, he shook his head.
“We’re mates,” Abel said. “You take care of my needs, and I’ll take care of yours.
I don’t have to like you, you don’t have to like me, it doesn’t matter.
We have a commitment to one another.” Abel entered the bedroom, leaving me to follow.
“That’s not how you feel, is it?” I asked as I entered and gently closed the door behind us.
I flipped the lock before I crossed the room to where Abel was kicking off his shoes.
He pulled his shirt off, but I stopped him when his hands went to the waistband of his pants.
I noticed he was wearing a pair of tan pants, but they had an elastic waistband.
“Please answer. Do you truly feel as if I don’t like you? ”
Abel sighed. “No, I don’t feel that way.
I know you at least like me.” I gave Abel a look.
“You fought to stay away. Because even before I knew about your existence, you knew things here would be difficult for me and that I would struggle with things.” Abel sat down on the bed.
“Well, things can’t be changed. We’re mated, and we are having twins in about six weeks. ”
I moved to where I was kneeling in front of my beloved. I took his hands and held them together in front of us. “I have messed up so much when it comes to you. To us. I should have approached you in Montana, but I didn’t. I thought I was doing the right thing.”
Abel stopped my words by placing our joined hands on my mouth and shaking his head. “No looking back. Remember? Us together is in the now and future. It doesn’t matter because we can’t change the past. But we can make sure the future is what we want.”
I stared at my beloved for a long moment before I nodded. He might be quite a bit younger than I was, but he seemed to have a much better grasp on certain things. Especially when it came to working things out between us.
“I want to make you happy,” I told him. That was true. I wanted to give him everything he had ever wanted and had never had. I wanted to see him smile and feel his happiness through our bond.
“You don’t make me unhappy,” Abel told me. I shook my head because I knew that wasn’t true. I’d hurt him, and I needed to make up for it.
“I’ll try to make you as happy as possible going forward, all right?” I said, changing the wording a bit. I stood and took my shirt off and then stepped out of my shoes. I dropped my pants, and Abel’s eyes widened.
“Since when do you go without underwear?”
I smirked. “Since this week. I didn’t feel the need to put them on, and the hope was that eventually I’d be able to seduce you. Hopefully in my office.”
Abel’s eyes widened. “In your…but there are others nearby that could hear.”
I nodded. “Yes. That was a bit of the point. We are mated, and I really don’t care if others hear me pleasuring you. In fact, it very much excites me.”
I gently pulled Abel to his feet and helped him undo his pants. Not only was there elastic in the waist, but a drawstring as well. I was immensely surprised when I pushed his pants down and saw how rounded his stomach had become in just a week.
“You’re showing,” I said without a thought.
“That’s what happens when you are carrying twins, have a short gestation, and are a bit on the skinny side to begin with.”
I could feel Abel’s discomfort, so I fell to my knees and kissed his tiny baby bump.
“I think it’s beautiful,” I told him. “These are our babies in there. You are doing something that I cannot, and you are doing it for us.” I looked up at Abel.
“This is such a beautiful gift. One I cannot ever repay.” I kissed his stomach again and then gently pushed on his hips.
I wanted him on the bed. Not only because I really wanted to be inside of him, but also because I was feeling a bit dizzy.
I followed Abel to the bed and started to slowly kiss my way up his body.
I stopped at his cock, which was already hard, and gave it the attention it needed.
Abel’s hands went to my hair as I sucked down his length.
The throbbing ache in my fangs had me wanting to bite down and suck, but it was too soon.
My beloved was gifting me something despite the fact that I’d been an ass to him unfairly, and he deserved more than a quick orgasm because I had no restraint.
I sucked up and down his cock, feeling his growing desire through our bond, and smiled around the mouthful of hot flesh. He’d reopened our bond. At least a little. Not that he’d ever kept it completely closed. He had simply ignored me and kept his feelings hidden.
When Abel gave my hair a hard yank, I pulled up and off his cock and looked up his body. “What’s wrong?”
“I’m about to come, but I don’t want to yet. I really want you inside me, and I want to come when you bite me,” Abel said. His head dropped back to the pillow, and I moved on to kissing up his body.
“I need to stretch you,” I whispered against his stomach.
“Can you do it quickly? I promise I’m slick already, and my body is definitely ready. But I really want you inside me when I come.”
I hesitated but nodded. I wanted to give my beloved what he asked for, what he desired.
I moved enough to where I could slide a pair of fingers into his hole.
He hadn’t been exaggerating when he’d said he was slick.
My fingers slid in without any issue, and although he needed at least two more to be fully stretched, I felt my body running out of time.
“I need you,” I told him.
“Then you know what to do,” Abel responded. “I’ve needed you all week. I’m tired of stroking myself in the shower while sitting on a dildo.”
I froze. “What?”
Abel smiled. “You heard me. I’m pregnant, Marcello. And a pregnant omega, especially a fox one, is really, really horny.”
I lowered my head to his shoulder and took several deep breaths.
It was no use, though, because not only was my nose filled with Abel’s scent, but now my mind was picturing my beloved doing exactly what he’d said, and I wanted to see that more than I cared to admit.
The thought of him riding a dildo while I watched or, better yet, while I sucked his cock was too much, and we were absolutely going to be doing that in the next few days.
For now though, it was time to show my beloved just how romantic I could be.
I slowly pulled my fingers from him and then moved between his legs again. “Are you certain you’re ready?”
“Very.”
I took a deep breath, and after I was lined up with his leaking hole, I pressed forward. I slid in easily, and I had to bite my cheek to keep from coming as I was finally surrounded by my beloved’s tight, hot heat.
“You feel so good. It’s not possible this is real,” I said as I continued to push in until my hips were resting against Abel’s ass.
“I’m going to last seconds, Marcello. Ugh.
It’s…you feel so good. I’m so full, but I need more.
” Abel rolled his hips, and that was all it took to get me to fall onto my arms above him.
I started moving in and out of him slowly, letting him feel all of me as I built our pleasure.
Abel moaned, and it went straight to my cock and fangs.
I leaned down and kissed my beloved, and when I did, his arms wrapped around my shoulders from under my arms. Abel moaned into the kiss again, and my body shuddered.
I groaned and wanted to scream in frustration as I felt my body start to lose control.
I needed to come, and I needed to sink my fangs into my beloved.
I picked up the pace of my thrusts, and when Abel pulled his mouth from mine and turned his head to the side with a gasp, I could only look at him through a red haze.
I leaned down and kissed his jaw before moving to his neck, where I could not only feel the throbbing of the vein below the skin but also hear the blood pumping through it.
I kissed his neck several times, first peppering it with quick touches of my lips before I changed to longer, lingering kisses.
Abel was my everything, and he more than deserved to know that.
Yet I’d not told him. Why? I needed to change that, and although it probably wasn’t the best time, it felt right.
“I love you,” I whispered against his neck when my need became too great to resist any longer.
“Please don’t ever leave me,” I said quietly as I let my go and came.
Abel’s sharp intake of breath told me he’d heard me, and seconds later, I bit into my beloved’s shoulder, and my mouth was flooded with the metallic taste of his blood.
Abel’s moan could only be described as passionate.
I felt his body tighten and then the throbbing of his cock, which was trapped between our stomachs, as he came.
I sucked in a mouthful of blood and felt an intense wave of pleasure go through me.
I sucked again and again, my cock pulsing with every suck.
My beloved was pregnant, and I didn’t want to harm him in any way, so I pulled my fangs from his neck and licked up every drop of blood that ran from the two puncture wounds.
My hips rolled once, pushing just a little deeper into my beloved before I stilled them and rolled us to where my angel was lying on top of us.
Already, I could feel the blood from my beloved settle in my stomach, and a warmth began to spread throughout my body. I would need to feed again in a few days to regain full strength, but I was so content now that I felt my body finally start to relax.
“Did you mean it?” Abel asked as he lay on top of me.
“I love you, Abel. With every ounce of my being, I adore and love you, and that terrifies me. I…my world is not made for love. There is little room for it, because when you love someone, it becomes a weakness, and that causes mistakes, which lead to death,” I told him.
I ran my hands down his back and held him to me tightly.
“I would gladly give up everything for you, and I would certainly die if it meant you and our twins would be safe. Yes. I love you. More than anything.”
Abel lifted his head from my chest and smiled. It was a drowsy, sexually satisfied smile, and I would never get tired of seeing that look on my beloved’s face because I put it there.
“I love you too,” he said. “So much I ache because I cannot understand why.” Abel moved up my body, and it caused my dick to pull from his hot, wet hole, and I grimaced when the cooler air washed over my cock. I moaned when his lips crashed into mine, and he thrust his tongue into my mouth.
I sat up, taking my beloved with me, and the cool air was nothing but a passing thought as I reached behind my beloved and guided my rebounding cock back into him.
We both sighed into the kiss as I filled him.
I grabbed Abel’s perfect ass and held on as he started rolling his hips, riding me and chasing another orgasm.
We had all day to make up for our lost time, and I was going to make sure my beloved knew just how I felt about him.
I started by opening our bond and letting him know just who he was mated to.
Abel’s hips faltered, and he looked up at me with wide eyes and then smiled. “I love you,” Abel said just before he pulled my head close enough so he could kiss me again.
“I love you,” I said. “Please don’t despise me,” I whispered through our bond. It would kill me if he suddenly couldn’t stand the sight of me because he knew just how much of a ruthless monster I could be. I had to trust in fate and that he wouldn’t leave.