Chapter 3
A KITCHEN WASN’T A BAD PLACE TO LIVE. It contained pleasant aromas—usually—and warmth to counter the chill of old stone.
Deep in the heart of the keep’s ruins, it was the only room that Sebastian had refurbished.
The old armory, located on the eastern side of the ruins, had been paneled, furnished, and divided into three rooms that served as bedrooms.
They had been back in France for almost a week.
Mme. LeCarré, the mother of the farmer who lived down the road, came each day to make their meals.
They kept no servants other than old Maurice, the caretaker, who lived in the only intact guard tower that was still attached to the crumbling outer walls.
They had tried hiring a maid a few years back to tidy up their rooms, but they couldn’t get one to stay more than a week or two.
The local women simply had an aversion to working in a pile of old stones.
John had been spending most of his time in the conservatory since their return.
He’d built it himself. His flowers had gone to seed as usual while he was away.
Maurice refused to tend the flowers while John was gone and had to be bribed to at least keep the braziers burning during winter so the flowers didn’t all die. Many died anyway from neglect.
Since he had joined them, Timothy had taken over the task of caring for the horses, which were kept in the old great hall.
A small portion of it still retained a bit of ceiling, enough to shelter the horses from rain and snow.
Timothy didn’t like the ruins and was always somewhat gloomy while they were in residence there.
Today he was pouting, having failed, once again, to draw Sebastian’s attention for more than a moment.
A threat to Timothy’s life might have moved Sebastian to action in Austria, but ironically, the boy meant nothing to him.
John had grown fond of him, but Sebastian barely noticed Timothy when he was around.
Nonetheless, he’d chosen to be responsible for him, and he took responsibility seriously.
Which meant the boy couldn’t come to harm while he lived under his protection.
What had happened in Austria he’d seen as a failure of his responsibility, which harkened back to the sense of familial duty that had been instilled in him in his youth.
John viewed his relationships from a simpler perspective.
He came from a small family with no siblings, just him and his father.
His father had been a butler for the Wemyss family for many years, had groomed him in the same line of service, though John preferred a more personal level of commitment.
Actually, he simply didn’t like the high responsibility and authority of the butler position.
The Wemyss family was very closely associated with the Townshends.
The eldest sons of each family had been the best of friends, their fathers were the best of friends.
And as servants will talk, John was one of the first to know when Sebastian lost his valet and he jumped at the opportunity to take his place.
He never dreamed that choice would lead to such adventure, but he didn’t regret it for a minute.
He had enjoyed working at the Townshend estate, had been there for a little more than a year when Sebastian left England.
He wasn’t asked to go into exile with him, he volunteered.
He’d formed an attachment to the young lord, thought of him as family, and couldn’t bear for him to go off with no one to care for him properly.
But truth be known, John thrived in his second line of work, derived immense satisfaction from it, and had fallen into it almost naturally.
He simply had a way with people, of getting them to open up and reveal things that weren’t common knowledge.
He wished he’d put that talent to work in Felburg before they’d been incarcerated in that dungeon.
But they hadn’t planned to be there more than one night, so he’d taken the opportunity to rest instead. His mistake.
They’d done some hard, fast riding, escaping from that area. “I really don’t think he’ll send anyone after us, but I don’t want to be tempted to go back to make sure of that,” had been Sebastian’s last words on the matter.
John was more pragmatic. “We could have just saved ourselves the trouble of making a new enemy and losing a country of opportunity—we won’t be able to return to Austria now—by accepting the job. You probably could have gotten triple your normal fee from him.”
“Go to England? No.”
John had expected the curt reply. It had been worth a try. Not once, in all these years, had Sebastian been tempted to return to England, not even to find out how his father and younger brother fared, if they were even still alive. When his family had disowned him, Sebastian had disowned them.
Timothy was late for luncheon today. The two men didn’t wait for him.
“Shall we do a little refurbishing while we’re in residence this time?” John asked as soon as Mme. LeCarré left to return to her home.
Sebastian raised a brow. “Why do you ask that every time we’re here?”
“Well, sir, this is a large property, yet only the kitchen and bedrooms are up to scratch.”
“Exactly. What more do we need than a place to sleep and eat while we’re here? We don’t stay here for very long.”
“But this place has such potential!” “It’s a bloody ruins, John,” Sebastian said dryly. “Let’s leave it that way.”
John sighed. He’d hoped to bring Sebastian out of the ennui he’d fallen into since leaving Austria by giving him something to do besides brood.
Unfortunately, Sebastian fell into a dark mood whenever England came up in a conversation, which had occurred too frequently during their stay in Felburg.
Word had been left with Maurice about three new job possibilities, but Sebastian had yet to inquire about them.
John went back to work in his conservatory behind the ruins. It was midafternoon when Sebastian wandered out, a glass of brandy in hand. A bad sign, that brandy. The brooding was getting worse.
“Tell me, John, is it luck that has followed me all these years, or merely coincidence?” Sebastian asked, his tone somewhat bored.
“In what regard, sir?”
“My career, of course. I can count on both hands the number of times I probably should have died, or at the very least been maimed for life, yet I’ve received no more than a nick or two, despite the numerous times weapons have been turned on me.
And these jobs I take, no matter how bizarre or seemingly impossible, I always manage to accomplish, and usually with minimal effort.
So your honest opinion, is it luck or amazing coincidence? ”
“You’ve neglected to include skill in the choices,” John pointed out.
Sebastian snorted. “I’m no more skilled than the next man. I wield a pistol well enough—”
“With exceptional aim,” John added.
Sebastian waved that aside as inconsequential, continuing, “Hold my own in a fight—”
John cut in again. “Have you ever looked at the unlucky man’s face after your fist has been there?”
“These are not remarkable talents, John,” Sebastian said with a tinge of annoyance. “And quite unrelated, as it happens.”
John frowned thoughtfully before he asked, “What brought on this bout of introspection?”
“I risked four pistols being fired at me, at close range, no less, to get my hands on that blasted duke back in Austria. The odds were that at least one of those guards would have been quick enough to fire before I reached my target. My phenomenal luck has lasted eleven years. I’m beginning to feel uneasy about it.
It’s bound to turn soon, don’t you think?
A man can’t go on being lucky indefinitely. ”
“Are you thinking of retiring?” John asked. “You certainly don’t need to continue in this line of work. Time to start a family perhaps?”
“A family?” Sebastian scowled darkly. “No. I wouldn’t wish myself on my worst enemy. But I was thinking of putting it to the test.”
“What?”
“This extraordinary luck of mine.”
Good God, the brooding had gone too far this time, John realized with alarm.
He knew that a part of Sebastian had a death wish.
He’d had it since they’d departed England.
And nothing in all these years had occurred to alter his belief that he should have died instead of his friend Giles.
Honor hadn’t been satisfied that day at The Dueling Rock, it had failed miserably.
“How do you plan to test your luck?” John asked worriedly.
Before Sebastian could respond, Maurice showed up to announce, “You have a visitor, Monsieur. A lady. You want I should show her to the kitchen?”
It was said with a snicker. The caretaker thought it was hilarious that a man as rich and renowned as The Raven was living out of a kitchen.
Sebastian didn’t even notice Maurice’s tone, or he chose not to. “A lady?” he said. “Or one of those tavern wenches trying once again to win their bet? You called them ladies, too, as I recall.”
Maurice flushed. John managed to hide a smile.
The day the three tavern lovelies had shown up had been rather entertaining.
They’d had a wager going, on which one of them could entice Sebastian to sample their wares.
Sebastian would have been accommodating—all three were rather pretty—but none had won that day because they’d ended up fighting over him, literally.
Quite a few repairs had had to be made to the kitchen after they’d departed.
And the wager was now as renowned as The Raven was, at least to the locals, since the women had continued their fight after they’d returned to the tavern.
It wasn’t just a three-way bet now. Half the town, or more by now, had placed wagers as well.
“This one, she dresses like a lady,” Maurice assured. “And she is as English as you.”
John groaned. Maurice could be wrong. The woman might not be English at all. But it didn’t matter. Sebastian’s former homeland had been mentioned and now his brooding would only get worse. He would send her away without even finding out why she was there.
Predictably, Sebastian snarled. “Tell her the kitchen is closed and will remain closed—to her.”
Looking puzzled, Maurice turned to John. “Monsieur?”
Sebastian might not be the least bit curious about their visitor, but John certainly was. “Run along, Maurice. I’ll take care of it.”