Chapter 1
ONE
SUMMER
I swipe my sweaty palms down my white linen dress and take a deep breath. This is it. This one night is going to change my entire life.
In only a few short months, I’ll finally be free.
From the moment I was matched with this man on the Indulgence app, I felt a connection.
Of course, we’ve barely exchanged more than sexual preferences, but in his photo, I captured the longing in his green eyes that made them appear darker and found myself completely transfixed. The longer I looked into his orbs, the more I felt like I was seeing deep into his soul.
Something told me he’d been hurt, that this was more than sex for him, and I knew he would take good care of me just from the description on his profile. He was searching for something, and for tonight, I hoped that something was me.
If only for this one night, when I sold myself for someone else’s pleasure.
My mind flips through some of our exchanges, and I’m quite possibly out of my depth.
Saintly Sinner: Are you as innocent as you’re trying to portray?
Innocent Angel: Do you want me to be?
Saintly Sinner: Yes. Although, I’d love someone who is innocent but happy to feed into my darkest thoughts.
Innocent Angel: Like what? What dark thoughts?
Saintly Sinner: I want to take you roughly. Uncaring if I hurt you. But I want to know you’re enjoying having me treat you like my fuck toy and using you.
Innocent Angel: I can be whatever you want me to be.
Saintly Sinner: I only want you to be one thing.
Innocent Angel: What’s that?
Saintly Sinner: Completely innocent.
He asked for completely innocent, so that’s exactly what he’s going to get.