CHAPTER THREE
K ade had simply responded “Yes” to both her messages, nothing more or less than that, but her body was tingling from his response nonetheless.
Madison tossed her phone beside her on the white faux leather couch Alison had bought at the high-end furniture store in town and groaned. She tangled the fingers of her right hand in her black wig and pulled it off, throwing it to the side to join her phone and glared at the empty flask and half-empty bottle of cheap Pink Moscato sitting on the small white end table beside her.
Everything in this freaking apartment was white. And silver. And cream.
“This is all your fault,” she spat at the inanimate objects, blaming them for her state of lust and momentary lapse in sanity when she texted her classmate-turned-first-sexual-encounter, Kade Wilder.
Madison quickly unfastened the bobby pins from her scalp that helped hold her natural curls in place from under the wig she wore that evening. She had changed when she got home about two hours ago, but had taken a minute to drink before tackling the wig. The thong and hem of her dress had been soaked by the activities she indulged in at the party, and she was super uncomfortable as she made her way to her apartment. Luckily, it was only a five minute walk from Kade’s place since Alison made sure their apartments were close when they decided to move off campus last year. She said it was so everyone could study together, but it was obviously so she could be close to her boyfriend. At least it was just her and Alison in their apartment, so it was quiet most of the time. The boy’s apartment was always loud with Christian and Jesse throwing party after party, especially since they used Kade’s access to his brother’s bar all the time.
Feeling more relaxed now, Madison sat waiting in a pair of pink velvet shorts and a white T-shirt that Kade had left here on one occasion when he’d spilled pasta sauce on it.
She smiled for a minute, thinking back to that memory, remembering how she was supposed to go over their notes with him while he hurried to eat the lunch she had made before an exam a few weeks ago.
Kade was a very sexy distraction sitting in all black in her very bright kitchen. He was nose-deep in her charts, highlighting points that she told him were sure to be on their test. When he looked up at her to tease her that learning about writing shouldn’t be quite so organized, the spaghetti dropped from his fork onto his stomach.
Madison jumped up and demanded his shirt before she could stop herself.
“Give it to me. I know how to get the stain out,” she said, holding her hand out to him from across the table. He looked from her hand back up to her face and dropped his fork back on his plate.
“Madison, we don’t have time. We have to leave in less than five minutes, or we’ll be late,” Kade mumbled as he undid the Renegade Rebel leather jacket from his waist, careful not to get anything on that as well.
“Kade, just give me the shirt. You have to take it off anyway,” she pushed, coming around the table to stand in front of him. Her knees bumped his as he turned in her direction, and for a second, she worried she was standing too close. Despite the blue jeans and black hoodie that sported their school paper’s logo of an R and B scrawled across an image of open book pages, she felt a nervous rush go through her body at their proximity.
Kade stood and draped his jacket over Madison’s outstretched hand. He caught her eyes as he quickly removed the ruined shirt, careful not to mess his hair up too much. The black hair still teased his forehead before he threw his head back and combed a hand through it. He grabbed the jacket back then and replaced it with the stained white tee in one smooth motion, while Madison did her best not to stare openly at his chest.
She failed spectacularly.
Because even though she knew this man, she realized she didn’t know him at all.
Well, ahe didn’t know much about his body–which was covered in tattoos.
She didn’t even know he had any until now. There wasn’t even so much as a hint of one on his arms or hands. But they were there, hiding under his clothes this whole time—skulls and roses were intertwined with barbed wire that wrapped around where his heart lay just beyond the inked flesh. His torso was covered in more barbed wire with what looked like poetry? Or, maybe it was just words. She had to resist the urge to bend over and look more closely.
There was a deep exhale of breath that brought Madison back to her senses. She must have been staring pretty hard because Kade put the jacket on and started zipping it up slowly, staring at her and waiting for her attention to break from his chest. Her face flushed as she watched how his fingers worked the zipper into place at his neck, and she turned around to head to the kitchen sink, where she ran the spot under the cold water.
“Maddie, seriously. Just throw it out,” Kade said suddenly behind her while gathering their things in his bag. He was breathing heavily when she looked over her shoulder at him and wondered if he was feeling the tension like she was. After another minute, Madison finally admitted defeat and left the shirt in the sink to rush with Kade out the door.
She groaned as the memory faded and drew her knees to her chest, resting her chin lightly on the tops, and looked out the large window beside the couch into the night.
He never asked what happened to his shirt; he’d always assumed she threw it out like he told her to. But she cleaned it and wore it to bed almost every night, to the point that it was starting to come apart at the one shoulder seam. Her mind pulled her back to the present, achingly aware that he’d be there any minute.
I can’t believe I asked him over, her mind whined. I should have just told him goodnight and thank you.
Madison rubbed her eyes with the backs of her hands, not caring if it smudged her makeup, and let out a frustrated groan.
“Thank him for what?” She whispered out loud in a mocking tone before she continued to make fun of herself in a louder manner. “Hey, thanks for the orgasm and making me squirt and then cleaning up my mess. Golly, what a swell time! My parents will be thrilled my education extends to that of a sexual nature.” She pulled a nearby throw pillow to her face and let out a small scream before dropping it to her lap.
“You don’t have to thank me for tonight.”
The steady voice came from the doorway, and she stopped breathing.
Madison’s head snapped towards Kade, who was casually leaning against the doorframe. He was wearing pajama pants tucked into his unlaced motorcycle boots, his bare chest peeking through the opening of his leather jacket. Those tattoos on display. Oh, lordie.
“ God, Kade! ” She hissed as her cheeks burned. “Can you stop walking in on me like that?”
He stayed where he was and raised an eyebrow at her.
“Why would I do that? It keeps leading me to the most interesting scenarios.”
Madison blushed even harder if that were possible. Her whole face was starting to hurt from her embarrassment and she resisted the urge to turn away from him. Kade had always been confident, even though he was certainly more of an asshole to others, but this was different . The way his voice was dropping every time he spoke to her with that husky tone–
He sounded so in control the whole night; and honestly, she loved it.
Madison cleared her throat a little, “How’d you get in anyway?”
Kade raised his left hand to show a set of keys with various rhinestones and fur keychains attached. In response, he said, “I stole them from Ali Cat.”
Madison sighed. “Of course.”
Kade straightened as he put the keys in his jacket pocket before shutting the door behind him and turning the lock with a soft click. Madison swallowed hard as she looked at him. He’d been in this apartment dozens of times, but she felt his presence ten-fold right now.
“Nice shirt,” Kade said with a cocky smile as he started to walk towards her, pointing at it and eyeing the faded pink blotch where a stain never made its exit. “I told you to throw that thing out.”
Madison sat up a little straighter and tugged the hem away from her body as she looked down, giving Kade a flash of skin above her hips.
“I love this shirt; It’s my sleep shirt,” she argued and then froze, realizing what she had admitted and then trying to cover it up with, “I could have gotten it out—the stain, I mean—I could have if you’d given it to me sooner, or let me finish.”
“Well,” Kade said, sitting next to her on the couch and toying with her black wig lying beside him. “We would have been locked out of the exam room if we were late to that final, Maddie.” He looked up at her, and his smile was sinful when he spoke next.
“Besides, I let you finish tonight.”
Madison playfully smacked his arm and rolled her eyes to cover how his words made her pussy pulse with arousal, but he saw right through her.
“You are something else this evening, aren’t you?”
Considering what their evening already entailed, Kade couldn’t hold back his laughter at that. “I could say the same thing about you. I wasn’t exactly expecting you to cum all over my kitchen floor, either.”
Madison’s mouth dropped, her emerald eyes wide.
She shifted awkwardly as she stuttered, “I-I, well, I can assure you I never did that before, so, so…” She looked down at his hands, which were still casually holding her wig. “I didn’t mean to; I’m sorry.”
Kade took a deep breath in and exhaled loudly while leaning his back onto the couch, his legs spreading a bit wider as he did so, his knee skimming along Madison’s thigh. “I promise you, Maddie, you never have to apologize.”
Madison relaxed a little and leaned back as well, both their faces turning in towards one another. His hair was falling dangerously close to his eye, and she brushed it out of the way without thinking. Kade grabbed her wrist before she could take her hand back and took in her appearance. The makeup around her eyes was smeared a little, and her red hair was all down around her shoulders and back in messy curls. The blush she had on her cheeks had traveled, and she had a light pink flush on her skin right down into the neckline of his shirt.
Suddenly, he found it a little hard to catch his breath.
Kade had always been the one to not get distracted. To focus on school, the gang and an occasional hookup. But there was just something about Maddie that made him want to get down on his knees for her. He thought she looked incredible tonight at the party, but here—like this?
She looked perfect.
He didn’t let go of her wrist, instead tossing her wig to the ground with his free hand before moving it to tilt her chin up.
“As much as I enjoyed your little costume, I have to admit that I prefer you like this the most.”
His lips crashed down upon hers, her moan caught in her throat and her lips parting for him as he yanked her forward onto his lap. His tongue swept inside as she straddled him and brushed her tongue against his in earnest. Kade’s head swam with inconsistent thoughts of how she tasted of cheap wine and something so perfectly Madison. How hot her cunt was against the length of his cock that was threatening to tear through his pants. And how the little sounds she was making as she released herself from his grip only to fist her fingers in his hair were making him insane with a deep-seated need to be inside her.
Right. Now .
Madison pulled back for a moment, gasping for air as her eyes searched his for answers to questions she didn’t even know she was asking. Everything was happening so quickly and so backwards.
Madison had never…done this before.
Never ‘hooked up’ with someone.
She’d focused on school and had one boyfriend in high school who she ended up finding was gay when she tried to give her virginity to him on prom night. Not only did she remain a virgin, but she became single and jaded all in one night. But, how could she bring that up? She’d just been fingered for the first time, and now he was in her home.
Because she was starving for his touch like it was the next breath she needed in her lungs.
It was like all those teenage hormones she’d kept pushed down successfully through high school and college were resurfacing all at once, and the only thing she knew was that she wanted him inside her. No, she needed to feel him inside her–feel how it felt to be stretched to the brim with a cock as thick as his seemed to be beneath her. She didn’t know if it would fit but she’d do her damn best to make sure it did.
Her hands were now on his bare chest, pushing his jacket open, and her lower half was grinding down hard into him of its own accord. Her body was responding so quickly to him, not able to escape the feeling that having his hardness pressed against her throbbing pussy was giving her.
His head dropped back against the top of the couch and bucked up against her with his hips, signaling it was affecting him just as much.
“ Fuck, Madison. That was one hell of a first kiss,” he groaned with his eyes shut tight, his hands finding her hips and guiding her as she continued to move over him.
Madison couldn’t help but smile in her lust-filled haze. “I concur, Wilder.”
She licked a stripe against the side of his neck before kissing down his throat while letting the scent of leather permeate her senses. Kade let out a noise between a whine and a moan as his hands traveled up her shirt to grip her breasts firmly in his hands.
“Stop using smart words. It’s not fair in the bedroom.”
Madison smiled against his collarbone and bit down playfully. “Good thing we’re not in the bedroom then.”
“Touche,” he mumbled as he pinched her nipples through the fabric of her flimsy lace bra, eliciting a quiet yelp from Madison. “You like that, princess?”
Madison groaned and fisted her hands in the front of his jacket and pulled him towards her, his back lifting off the couch. She stared into his eyes, and Kade licked his bottom lip before taking it between his teeth.
Madison felt like she was losing her mind.
Has he always been this fucking hot? She mused.
Kade grinned as he pulled back to answer, “Not sure, but I think you’re fucking hot, too, Maddie.”
Madison’s eyebrows shot up as she realized she must’ve said her thoughts out loud and brought her face down to his.
“Are you gonna fuck me or not?” She nearly growled.
Kade didn’t need any more confirmation that she wanted him after that.
“Fuck, yes, I am.”
He held her gaze as he slowly stripped his jacket off his shoulders and tossed it onto the ground, the sound of Alison’s keys in his pocket echoing off the floor. Madison’s breathing hitched as he grabbed the hem of his old shirt, brought it up over her head, and threw it to join his jacket.
“Do you like this bra?” He asked steadily as his fingers toyed with the clasp in the back.
“Yes,” Madison whispered. “Why?”
“No reason,” Kade said as he unhooked the material and slid the straps down her arms, his fingertips grazing her skin. He dropped his gaze for a second to take in her breasts, her pink nipples standing to attention under his gaze. After dropping it to their pile of clothing, he leaned down to take a taught peak in his mouth, his tongue lavishing every inch with an exceptional amount of interest.
Madison moaned and wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling his head into her chest. He took a nipple between his teeth and bit down firmly enough that when he pulled back a little to look up at her, it was still in place while stretching away from her creamy skin. She was biting her lip so hard from the mix of pleasure and pain that he was giving her that she was starting to worry she’d drawn blood. Kade released her from his teeth and she gasped down at him, continuing her grinding motions. She didn’t know what to do but her body was in control more than she was now. Every movement she made, she was willing him to lose control with her. His hands moved to her ass, where her shorts had ridden up her thighs.
“What about these? Do you like these?” He whispered, grabbing the fabric in his fists.
“What?” Madison asked, confused and lightheaded. Her eyes fluttered shut as his dick twitched against her swollen clit through their layers of fabric.
“Fuck it.”
He tightened his grip on her shorts and pulled them apart, successfully tearing them down the seam.
“Jesus, Kade! What are y—” Madison squeaked out, feeling a familiar rush of wetness pool between her legs as Kade continued tugging the material until it had split in multiple places. He pulled the scraps of her shorts out of the way, although most were still wrapped around her one thigh, and his fingers were met with smooth skin.
No panties.
His forehead rested against hers for a minute as he tried to gather himself.
Holy shit, I’m gonna lose it.
Her wetness was all over the front of his pajama pants, the opening in the fly was drenched, and it was a miracle that he hadn’t slipped out of them and inside her during all of their rutting against each other. Kade took her hips in his large palms and eased her off of him for a moment before pulling his waistband down. He released his length and then pulled her back to him, his forehead dropping to rest on her shoulder. Madison’s legs opened wider for him as Kade settled her at the base of his cock and pulled her along his hard shaft, teasing her clit with the hot underside of it. He wasn’t even inside her yet, but having her tease him like this was the most exquisite torture.
“Are you–?” Kade began to ask before things got too far.
Madison nodded. “Yes. It is.”
Kade paused and drew back from her. “Is what?”
“My first time.”
That simultaneously made Kade want to stop and fuck immediately into her all at once.
He managed to compose himself, though.
Barely .
“Christ, Madison. I was going to ask if you were on the pill. I assumed you’d done this before.”
Madison’s eyebrows furrowed as she looked down at him, her curls spilling over her shoulders. “I am on the pill. And you did? I guess I have been acting like I have. Your recent impressions of me certainly point to ‘slut’.”
Kade sighed, and his cock brushed against her clit again, making them both moan. “I did not say that.”
“Please, Kade. I just want you inside me. Please,” Madison pleaded against his hair. Her nails bit into his shoulders as he continued to pull her along him in a slow, agonizing rhythm. “I’ve never wanted someone enough to do this, but that’s all I can think about when I see you,” she choked out. “I’m going to die if you aren’t the one to do it.
In one fluid motion, he turned them both over to the side, setting her backside onto the couch. He quickly kicked off his boots and pants while her legs instinctively wrapped around his waist, and her hands pulled at his dark locks. Kade had one hand on her hip, and the other was wrapped around the base of his cock, angling the tip in slow strokes against her throbbing bundle of nerves above her entrance.
It felt incredible but it wasn’t enough , and Madison was about to burst into flames.
“Kade!” she gasped out, her eyes clenched tight at the lightning sensations running through her lower half. She waged war on her senses. “Fucking please.”
Kade wrapped a hand around her throat and squeezed lightly, his breathing erratic as he slowly started to lose himself in her sounds of pleasure.
“Look at me,” he commanded.
Madison whimpered and bit her bottom lip between her teeth as she bucked her hips, forcing the smooth tip of his cock to slide against her slit with urgency.
“Maddie. You’re going to look at me when I do this,” he growled, pulling her out of her trance, and her eyes shot open to lock with his. The second he had her attention, he pushed his tip down her folds and, holding her gaze with such an intensity she thought she would come right then, he finally pushed himself inside.
“Oh, my god. Fuck, fuck, ” she nearly sobbed, her voice echoing in her ears.
Kade let out his own, “Fucking hell, baby,” As he started to rock into her.
She yanked his hair tightly in her grasp and arched her back off the couch, her chest pressing against his. Kade let out a sound that was a cross between a yelp and a moan from the pain in his scalp, but his thrusts never faltered. Kade kept his one hand wrapped around her throat but had switched his weight to his palm, exerting more pressure against her collarbone. His other hand had snaked its way behind her lower back, and his fingers pressed into her ass cheek, tilting her hips up and allowing his cock to graze the spot deep inside her that hit just right . They didn’t pull away from one another, meeting each other with equal passion. Desire. Need.
“How does it feel? Are you okay?” he panted, the perspiration on his forehead tangling in the dark wisps of hair falling onto his face as he towered over her.
Madison felt a drop of his sweat hit her chest, and she arched even harder at the feeling, letting out a small cry. “ Nngh! Oh, shit. Kade. Are you kidding me? It feels so good, I didn’t know it felt like this,” she rasped out, her legs sliding even higher on his hips so she could dig her heels into his back and help push him deeper inside her—if that were even possible.
“Even the pain is incredible,” Madison admitted, her eyes shining at him with the truth of her words. Kade welcomed the feeling of her heels pressing against him but chose to release her from his grasp and turn her so she was lying wholly on the couch. He followed her and slung her right leg over his shoulder, turning his head and placing a kiss on her ankle, the same way he did earlier that night. Madison held his gaze as best she could, but her eyes drifted backward at the simple gesture, which was causing her to catch her breath.
“You’re lasting a little longer than you did in the kitchen,” Madison teased between a few shallow thrusts, a small smile playing on her lips.
“Caught that, did you?” Kade groaned and gently slapped the side of one breast with the flesh of his fingertips, eliciting a high-pitched squeal from Madison as her breast jiggled to the side once before settling.
“Can’t help myself around you, Mads,” he confessed. “Not anymore, not after finding out that you want me,” he slowed his thrusts to match his next few words, moving with conviction. “Just. As much. As I. Want. You.”
Madison pulled his face down to hers, and their tongues took turns claiming residence in each other’s mouths. They were both getting close, their bodies tensing and reaching toward their release. Kade broke the kiss but didn’t pull back, instead placing open-mouthed kisses down her neck as his right hand moved between them to rub circles against her clit. Madison’s hand flew up to cover her mouth to muffle her need to shout as her orgasm threatened to overtake her, her other hand frantically trying to push Kade away from her pussy.
“No way, princess,” Kade admonished with a dark look. “You’re not covering up those sounds.” The look he gave her had her pause her movements and stare at him wide-eyed. “You’re going to cum all over my dick this time,” he continued, pausing his ministrations to reach for both her wrists, pulling her hand from her mouth and bringing the other between their hips to meet. He effectively held both in one of his large hands above her head and kissed her mouth softly before drawing her bottom lip out with his teeth before he said, “And I’m not going to finish until you do.”
Kade grinned as he saw her eyes dilate at his words, returning his free hand down to her clit. He rubbed quick circles in time with hard thrusts, and she writhed beneath him, chanting his name like it was a lifeline. He applied more pressure and switched to a rapid back-and-forth motion, and within seconds, she was spasming around his cock, his movements not letting up and sending droplets of her orgasm onto her pelvis.
Madison screamed his name and cried out against his shoulder as her head came off the couch, burying her face in his neck, riding out the convulsions ripping through her core and throughout her body. Kade shuddered as her pussy clenched around his cock, and his thrusts became sloppy, lost in the fact that he was soaked in her.
“Christ, Maddie,” he moaned into her ear. “You’re such a good girl for me,” he praised, kissing her temple. “Such a good fucking girl.”
His words had her reaching the cliff of an orgasm again, and she knew he was close to losing it with her. She turned her wrists in his hand, virtually freeing them, and then guided his hand back to her neck. Kade lifted his head to look into her eyes, a look of confusion flashing in them before he watched as she used her own hands to tighten his grip around her throat.
What. The. Fuck.
It immediately sent them both over the edge.
Kade pumped into her in one deep thrust and emptied inside of her, his cock throbbing against her walls as he coated them in his release. Madison’s second orgasm surprised her, and she was lightheaded from choking herself with Kade’s hand, so her grip on him slackened. The feel of his cock twitching inside her from his orgasm brought her crashing again, and she couldn’t figure out if she was coming a third time or if her second orgasm just wouldn’t let up. Her cries were muffled only by Kade’s slew of curses that were being pulled from his throat as he struggled to catch his breath.
Eventually, Madison completely released Kade’s grasp on her throat, and she coughed a little as he pulled back from her.
“Fuck, baby. Are you okay?” Kade asked, concern across his face as he took in the sight under him. He was still inside her, but his cum was already running down her thighs and his balls. There was a hint of blood mixed in from it being her first time, but it wasn’t much. Still, he was worried they’d gone too rough.
She smiled sheepishly at him. “Yeah, Kade. I’m great, just parched,” she chuckled a bit and smoothed some damp hair back off his forehead. “Are you okay? You look positively wrecked.”
Kade grinned and kissed her nose. “I’m pretty sure I left my soul in whatever realm you just took me to. So, yeah, I’d say I’m wrecked.”
He placed his hands on her hips and slowly pulled out of her warmth, and they both flinched–her from being sore and him because of a sharp pain in his thighs from overworking them during their sex. He reached onto the ground and retrieved his old shirt, and before Madison could register what he was doing, he started to clean their fluids from between her legs.
“No! Not my shirt,” she complained to him. “You’re going to ruin it!” Madison tried to grab the shirt from his hand weakly, feeling how wet it was beneath her fingers.
“Ugh,” she groaned. “It’s going to be impossible to clean now.”
Kade laughed at how serious she was about the silly shirt he’d left here ages ago. “You can still clean it,” he offered, “You’re just going to have some fun memories attached to the new stains.”
Madison rolled her eyes and tossed the shirt back onto the floor, sitting up on her forearms. “We’re going to need to shower anyway; a whole beach towel couldn’t help us right now.”
Kade laughed again and moved off the couch to help Madison to her feet.
“A shower sounds perfect.”
He slowly tugged down the remnants of her shorts and helped her step out of them before they took off down the hall towards the bathroom.
“I’ve never been choked like that,” Madison said suddenly as she turned the water on in the walk-in shower. Steam was already filling the room of the bathroom before Kade cleared his throat and responded.
“I would assume not since this was your first time.”
When she entered the shower stall, he reached out to touch her back.
“Was it okay?” Kade asked quietly, suddenly feeling insecure.
The worry was thick in his voice and it touched Madison that he cared so much.
Madison looked over her shoulder at him and smiled. “Yeah. It was honestly everything I’d fantasized it would be and more.”
Kade wrapped his arms around her from behind and sighed as the hot water cascaded over them. “You fantasized, huh?” He teased, dropping a kiss onto the crown of her head.
Madison wiggled her ass against his groin in a tantalizing manner, earning a deep growl from him. “What do you think made me so hot and bothered that I went to town in the office? You do something primal to me, Wilder. Even just in my thoughts.” She turned around and draped her arms around his shoulders before looking up at him.
“I’m glad it was me, Madison,” he admitted but didn’t back down from her gaze. He wanted her to see he wasn’t just feeding her a line. He wanted her to know he wasn’t using her. Madison brushed a kiss across his lips and smiled. When his gaze lingered on her, she was nervous about how this was going to be when moving forward.
“I have a feeling I know where this may be heading, or at least I hope I do,” she whispered, trying to mask any doubt she felt about them. “But... Can we do this again sometime?”
Kade couldn’t contain the heat in his eyes when he rested his forehead against hers, water trailing down the hard lines of his jaw onto her chest. “There’s another party next weekend,” he whispered as his hands moved over her soft curves and settled over her breasts. “They called it an ‘ABC’ party–it stands for Anything But Clothes.” He gave her the most wicked grin, and she almost wished he’d slam her against the shower wall and take her again.
“Sounds perfect,” she breathed and pressed another kiss to his mouth. Kade returned her kiss until he felt himself getting hard again. It was too soon so he gently turned her around and then worked on washing Madison’s hair and scrubbing her body.
“I’ve got to work a shift at The Serpent Pit for Jag next weekend, but I can meet you there after it’s over. Or we can just come back here and skip the whole thing.”
Madison rinsed her hair out, the bubbles pooling at her feet as she turned to face him. “Nope, I’m going to that party. I’ll make you go insane before you need to drag me back here.”
“Fine. But first, we should burn your couch before Alison comes home,” Kade teased, and their laughter bounced off the tile around them as they talked about how to clean up the evidence of their night.