Chapter 30
“Iunderstand,” she ground out between gritted teeth. I loosened my grip on her, but still held her tight enough so she couldn’t escape me. “But you understand this, Zarren. It might be your name I cry out tonight, but it’ll be another’s name soon.”
“Aurora,” I warned, punctuating it with a growl.
I dropped my hand from her throat and ignored her look of triumph as I gripped her hips and dug my fingers so deep into her soft flesh, knowing she would wear my fingerprints on her flesh for days.
“Maybe I should even get a head start now and call out his instead.”
The match was lit as the adrenaline rushing through me was set aflame. Now liquid fire burned its way through my veins as I leveled her with a glare. Her body shook, but that victorious expression never left her face, even when I started to fuck her harder.
“You’ll never call out another’s name while I’m balls deep inside of—”
“Mik—”
My fist came down hard beside me on the wooden edge, and she stopped mid-taunt. I slammed back into her, then paused, causing regret and what resembled fear to fill her eyes. Reaching to her side for the other pool cue, I pushed her back, then quickly wedged it under her chin.
She gasped for air, but I didn’t care. The very idea of another’s name falling off her lips had me completely incensed. Jealousy burned through me. And anger, too.
Anger at Aurora for ever giving me her love...
Anger at my uncles for taking it away...
And most of all, anger at myself for ever allowing myself to fall when I had known the ending.
It was like knowing the epilogue of a fucking book before even reading it.
Knowing the ending of a movie before the opening scene appeared on screen.
Knowing the love of your goddamned life had already been pledged to another.
I was drowning, and I couldn’t will myself to come up for air. Hell, I hadn’t even taken a single breath before submerging myself into her ocean... the wildly chaotic and unforgiving seas of my siren drawing me to what would be certain death without her.
“My name... Say it, Bellezza!”
Her defiance was still front and center, and deciding to fuck it out of her once and for all, I kept the cue pinned against her, then began to drive hard and fast inside of her.
Her body tensed as her eyes rolled back into her head.
I could see and feel her lower body as it shook.
Her pussy was tightening around me like a vise grip, but I wanted the pain as much as she did.
And when her mouth opened again, I expected to hear my name, but she silently screamed as she came. Maybe I had stolen that from her as well, or she was purposely withholding it from me. It didn’t matter which because I was nowhere near finished with her tonight.
A few more hard thrusts not only triggered another orgasm in her, but mine as well. I came hard and stayed inside for a few additional seconds as I tried saving this feeling to memory. When I pulled out, I was not only still rock hard, but my cum dripped from her onto the felt table top.
I tossed the pool cue somewhere to the side, then brought two fingers to her pussy, collecting our combined release on the tips.
After, I dragged them lower and grinned at her gasp when I not only teased her ass like I had in the past, but actually started to work those long digits of mine inside of her.
It felt like a lifetime when in reality, it’d been no more than a minute or so before I had three fingers inside of her as I scissored them apart to stretch her. The entire time I prepared her to take me there, she just looked at me with tears brimming in her eyes.
Once or twice, she looked like she was going to say something, wanting to either preserve what was left of her dignity or to piss me off...
Hell, who am I kidding? She would sew her mouth shut first before crying out my name because she knew how much I needed to hear it.
When I finally removed my fingers, she crawled backward as much as she could before flipping over onto her hands and knees. Before she could get away from me, I jumped onto the table and quickly pinned her underneath me.
“I know you don’t think we are done, Bellezza. We’re not done until I tell you we are, and I wouldn’t hold your breath for that day.”
“You can’t expect me to... fuck, what are you—”
I cut Aurora’s words off when I reached underneath her and raised her up enough to thrust back into her pussy. I stayed inside of her for a few more seconds before pulling out and lining my cock up at her ass.
“Relax, or else this is going to hurt.”
“I want the pain. I’ll need it to remind me to hate you when I’m in another’s bed.”
I half-groaned, half-growled as I slowly worked my cock inside of her. Of course, she was strung tighter than a rubber band. “If pain is what you want...” I said to her as I pulled out. “Be careful what you ask for.”
She screamed the moment I slammed into her ass, burying as much of my cock as I could in her. Fuck! She was so tight. It was Heaven, and I’d need to remember every second of this before my life turned to an even bigger Hell than it had been before her.
I fucked her even as she writhed beneath me. Aurora tried her best to escape me, but she hadn’t had any luck since arriving here, so she sure as fuck wouldn’t when my cock was buried in her ass. And damn, I was about to come so damn hard. First, I needed to get her there.
“Don’t fight me, Bellezza. Or this. You will come again for me. The last thing I’ll do is give you more ammo to forget me once I’m gone.”
She said something, but it was muffled as I held her face down against the table with one hand and brought the other between her legs. As soon as I slipped three fingers into her pussy and pressed down on her clit with my thumb, I had her where I needed her.
I withdrew, then slammed back inside of her. I didn’t stop as the need inside of me grew. The harder and faster I pounded into her ass, the less clear what those needs were became.
Aurora took everything I had to give her, and right as she was about to come, I stilled my fingers. “Say my fucking name!”
“No,” she cried out.
Thwack!
I removed the hand from her neck and slapped her ass cheek roughly. “Say it!”
Thwack! Thwack!
Her only response was the frantic head shaking. At least until she let a guttural sob escape.
Thwack! Thwack! Thwack!
“Z-Zarren,” she finally stammered so softly that I almost hadn’t heard it at all.
I didn’t know if I had expected a choir or band to play in my head when I finally broke her, but whatever the fuck this emptiness was, it wasn’t it.
There was no satisfaction to be found in her shattered pieces because time was running out.
Not wanting to waste another second, I drove into her as I fingered her pussy and fucked her ass to another orgasm.
“Whose pussy is this?”
“Yours, Zarren.”
“And this ass?”
Thwack! Thwack! Thwack! Thwack!
“Yours, Zarren. Yours, goddamit,” she sobbed. “Always only yours, Zarren.”
My name slipped from her lips once more as I thrust into her a final time. As I came myself, I wrapped my hand around her throat and pulled her head up toward mine. She was trembling uncontrollably at this point.
I’d broken her.
I’d wrecked her.
Although I didn’t have tears rolling down my cheeks like she did, I still felt every ounce of her pain. Every godforsaken second of her anguish. I kissed along her salty skin from her chin to her jaw and finally to her ear.
“You're so fucking beautiful, Bellezza. So goddamned MINE!"