Chapter Six
Patsy had never been nervous about sex before. To her, it was a natural act and she usually enjoyed it. She was a sexual woman and she craved it just as any normal woman would but the thought of having sex with Micah was more than scary to her. What if she didn’t please him? What if he wasn’t good in bed? What if she didn’t have an orgasm?
Good Lord! Stop! You’re going to drive yourself insane. She’d already had a really good one in the tub, but she wanted a better one during sex.
She climbed up onto the bed and pulled the sheet up to wait for him. She didn’t have to wait long. He walked out of the bathroom in all his naked glory, leaned against the bedpost, and folded his arms across that gorgeous chest. She had to bite her cheek to keep from groaning. Her eyes followed that thin line of hair that swirled around his belly button and traveled down to the thatch of hair surrounding his dick. She loved a good happy trail and he definitely had one. The man had one hell of a body—all over—and she couldn’t wait to feel him inside her .
God, she wanted this so much. No matter how wrong it was. They’d danced around each other long enough. It was time to face the music. Maybe it would be so horrible they’d never speak of it ever again.
“What’s going through that beautiful head of yours, Patsy? Are you changing your mind?”
“No way, Agent Turner. Come here.” She crooked her finger at him.
She watched him push himself away from the post, but he still didn’t get into the bed.
“You’re not going to call me that in bed, are you?” he asked with a smirk.
She burst out laughing. “Only if you want me to.”
He grinned and shook his head.
“I don’t know if this is a good idea. All I know is I want you like no other.”
Patsy smiled. “I feel the same. Now, get your ass in this bed.”
Micah laughed and pulled the sheet back and got into the bed.
“My ass is in the bed. Now what do you want me to do?”
She leaned over and kissed him. “You just do whatever you want.”
“Whatever I want? Patsy, never tell a man that.”
“I trust you.”
“Do you?”
“Yes, or I wouldn’t be here—in your home or your bed. ”
She let out a little squeal when he pushed her to her back and laid over her, keeping his weight off her with his elbows. He lowered his head and kissed her softly.
She moaned. “Kiss me more, please. I love how you kiss.”
“Whatever you want,” he whispered against her lips, before taking them in a deep kiss.
She moaned again. Oh yes, the man could kiss.
When his tongue entered her mouth, she sucked on it, making him groan. She loved that she could do that to him. He took her hands in his and raised them above her head, holding them with one hand while his other hand ran down over her breast, and rubbed her nipple with the pad of his thumb until it stiffened into a peak. He lifted his lips from hers and kissed his way down her chin, to her neck, and then to her breast. He was driving her insane. His tongue moved over her breast, but he stayed away from the nipple. She wiggled her hands to be free and couldn’t stop the whimper that escaped her throat. When she felt him grin against her breast, she growled.
“You want something, sweetheart?”
He let her hands go.
“Damn you, Micah Turner,” she muttered, making him laugh.
“I’ll get there when I get there. Just relax.”
“You are so dead, Agent Turner. You’ll get yours. ”
Micah laughed. “Can’t wait. Now, hush.”
He ran his tongue around her breast and slowly moved it to her nipple.
Patsy groaned and pulled his hair. “Please,” she begged.
She was past the point of trying to be strong and not give in to begging. He had her right where he wanted her and if she were honest, right where she wanted to be.
She heard him chuckle right before his tongue rolled around her nipple. She gasped in a deep breath when he put his teeth around it and tugged on it, then sucked it into his mouth and pulled on it hard. Patsy fisted her hands in his hair to pull him tighter to her. When he pulled back and blew on it, she moaned long and low. He moved across her chest and paid her other breast the same attention.
God! She was dying.
Micah kissed his way down her stomach to her strip of curls. He teased her there by kissing her inner thighs and down to her knees then back up. When his tongue flicked at her clitoris, she almost jumped off the bed. He pushed her legs apart and moved his tongue up and down her wet, hot slit.
“You’re getting wetter, Patsy. You like what I’m doing?”
“Oh, God. Yes. Yes, I do. Don’t stop.”
“I won’t. At least, not yet.”
His tongue moved against her clitoris as he inserted, first one then another finger inside her and moved them in and out of her. Patsy moved her hips up and down meeting his hand.
“You’re close,” he whispered.
It threw her over the edge. She screamed out his name. Actually screamed! That she had made her laugh as he moved up her body then she could feel him grinning against her lips. She could taste herself there and she threw her arms around his neck and gave him a quick kiss.
“Good?”
“Oh, dear God. That was fantastic.” She gulped in deep breaths.
Micah reached into the nightstand then she heard him rip open a packet. She glanced down to see him sheath himself then she looked up into his eyes.
“We’re not done yet, sweetheart,” he said as he inched into her.
She moaned when he filled her. Who knew this hot, sexy FBI agent could turn her on so much? She wrapped her legs around his waist, ran her hands down his back to his ass, and dug her nails into him and pulled at him.
“You are one impatient woman, Patsy,” he said with a laugh.
“Only for this. Come on.” She bucked her hips up.
“I should make you wait for it but I’m so hard, I ache. Let’s do this together, pixie.” He took her hands in his and interlaced their fingers, placing them beside her head then he started moving his hips against her.
Patsy kissed his shoulder and then his jaw, loving the raspy feel of the day old scruff on it. She leaned up and bit at his bottom lip. He crushed his lips down on hers and kissed her deep and hard. She couldn’t believe she was close again. She was thinking the man definitely knew what to do just as his hand moved between them and he rubbed her clitoris with his thumb. Oh yes, he does .
“Come with me, Patsy. I can feel you clenching around my cock. Now,” he groaned as he rubbed her harder.
She threw her head back on the pillow and bit her lip but he was having none of that.
“Let it go,” he growled. “I want to hear you scream again.”
She couldn’t hold back anymore and screamed his name just as he groaned hers in her ear. She felt him throbbing inside her.
Wow! Never felt that before!
Micah collapsed on top of her. She couldn’t catch her breath yet could not believe she wanted him again. Already. Wrapping her arms around his neck, she couldn’t stop the tears that rolled down her temples and into her hair.
He lifted his head and stared into her eyes.
“Why are you crying? Did I hurt you? ”
“No.” She shook her head. “It was just so good. Silly, I know but I can’t help it.”
He leaned down and kissed her.
“It was damn good,” he whispered then kissed her tears away and rolled off her and lay beside her, breathing hard.
A moment later, he rolled to the side of the bed, sat up, swung his legs over the side pausing to take a deep breath, stood then entered the bathroom. When he came back to bed and crawled in beside her, she rolled over toward him and wondered what to do now. Would he want her to leave his bed now that he’d had her? He silently answered her by wrapping his arm around her and pulling her close. She put her arm across his waist and placed her head on his shoulder. Patsy smiled, closing her eyes as she felt his arms tightened around her then drifted off.
****
Fuck! Micah held her tightly against him and resisted the urge to run like hell. He had a feeling it would be good with her. She was too fiery for it not to be and she certainly brought that to the bedroom. Her body was amazing. The damn pixie had one hell of a body and he wanted her again. He wasn’t sure how, but he did. Sex had never been that good with anyone before.
Shit! Shit! Shit! What the hell was he going to do now?
“What are you thinking?” Patsy raised her head and looked at him with sleepy eyes .
“How I want you again,” he murmured.
A smile lit up her beautiful face.
“Really? I was thinking the same thing.”
He snorted. “You were sleeping.”
“Before I went to sleep.”
He chuckled. “Okay. Now what do we do about it?”
Patsy moved over him and straddled his hips. He gazed up at her.
“I’m sure we could think of something. I’m thinking I’d love to take a shower with you.”
“A shower, huh? Yeah, we could do that.”
Micah rolled her under him and kissed her. “Let’s go…grab a shower.”
He rolled off her then stood by the bed. He put his hand out to her. When she took it, he pulled her up and kissed her then led her toward the bathroom.
“Oh…grab a condom out of the nightstand…just in case,” he told her dropping her hand and pointing back toward the bed.
While she did as he suggested, Micah turned the shower on and the bathroom quickly filled with steam from the hot water. He turned when Patsy entered the bathroom. She held up two condom packages. He raised an eyebrow at her.
“You know…just in case.”
He grinned and shook his head. This is some woman.
“All right. ”
He stepped into the shower and held the door open for her. She stepped in behind him.
“God, this feels amazing. Even though I just got out of the tub.”
He took the condoms from her, set them on a shelf inside the stall, and then reached for the bar of soap, lathered it up good, and turned to face her.
“Turn around,” he ordered.
She grinned at him and turned her back to him. He moved his hands over her back and down to her amazing ass. He leaned forward, kissed her shoulder, and moved his lips up her neck to her ear.
“You are so fucking sexy.”
“Right back at you, Agent Turner.”
“Is that some type of endearment?” He grinned against her neck.
“Do you want it to be?” Patsy gasped when he nipped her shoulder.
“You can call me anything you want, pixie.”
“Is that some type of endearment?” she said with a laugh.
“It never used to be. Could be now, I suppose. If you hate it, I’ll stop.”
“I like it.”
She turned to face him.
Micah reared back. “Seriously?”
“Yep. I know you called me that because you didn’t like me—”
He pulled her to him and took her lips in a deep kiss .
“I don’t kiss or have sex with women I don’t like.”
Patsy smiled and then frowned up at him.
“How many women have been in your bed?”
“How many men have been in yours?”
“Fair enough. I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have asked that. It’s just that when I grabbed a condom, I saw that quite a few were missing, and it does sit right by your bed. Never mind…”
“I have the box there because it’s easier to grab one to put in my wallet when I go out.”
“Bella mentioned you were seeing someone or was she talking about Vanessa? Or are you seeing someone new? Do you usually fuck around on the women you’re seeing?”
“What the fuck is this, Patsy?” Micah asked, frowning and not liking her sudden interrogation.
“Nothing. Forget it.”
She stepped from the shower, grabbed a towel, dried off, and walked out of the bathroom with the towel wrapped around her.
Micah blew out a breath and shut the water off then reached for a towel. After drying off, he entered the bedroom to see her sitting on the bed.
“Not that it’s really any of your business but first off…it was Vanessa I was seeing and if I was still seeing her, you and I wouldn’t have had sex. No, I don’t fuck around on the women I’m seeing,” he told her, leaning against the bedpost folding his arms in a very defensive manner.
“I had no right asking, Micah. I’m sorry. I guess the green-eyed monster raised its ugly head.”
“You were jealous?”
“I’m a jealous person.” She shrugged.
“Well, don’t be. I never try to juggle more than one woman at a time.”
“Good to know. But then, we aren’t really seeing each other anyway.”
Micah stared down at her. “Do you want to?”
“Do you?” She threw back at him with wide eyes.
“I like you…and I really liked what we did here.” He jerked his chin toward the bed.
“I did too,” she said then stood and stepped close to him.
She pulled open the towel around his waist then dropped it to the floor.
“I can’t believe I want you again so soon,” he groaned as he picked her up and her legs wrapped around his waist then he laid her down on the bed. “God, I want to be inside you. Grab a condom. I left the others in the shower.”
Patsy reached into the nightstand, took a condom from the box, opened the packet, and rolled it down over him. He moved between her legs and slid into her. When she moaned, he almost came .
“You are so fucking hot.” He put his forehead against hers moving in and out of her hard and fast. “Sorry, I have to do this fast.”
“Please…yes.”
A groan tore from her as he pounded into her. He felt her clench around him in no time and he tried to slow down but when she cried out, he lost it, and tumbled over the edge with her. He couldn’t stop himself from kissing her if his life depended on it.
“Just so you know you’re the only woman who has been in this bed. I don’t bring women here.”
“Not even Vanessa?”
“No.”
“Good. Can I ask what happened with her?” Patsy asked him.
He blew out a breath. “What is it with women? You have to know all the details.”
“We’re like that. Spill.”
“She wanted me to quit my job. I told her no.”
“Why would she ask you to do that?”
He shrugged. “It’s dangerous. I guess she was afraid I’d be injured…or worse.”
“It is dangerous, isn’t it?”
“Very. I no longer go undercover but it’s still very dangerous out there.”
“Do you wear a bulletproof vest?”
“When I’m in the field—yes.”
“That’s good. I’d hate for something to happen to you too, Agent Turner. ”
“Same with you, pixie. I’ll protect you from whoever is out there.”
“I’m glad I came here,” she whispered.
“Me too. Now, since we didn’t actually get to shower earlier, let’s do that, and then get some sleep.”
Later, he held her while she slept.
He had to find Melbourne.
He couldn’t let any harm come to Patsy.
Not just because she was best friends with Isabella or because she was a person in trouble, but because she meant a great deal to him.
He’d known from the minute he first set eyes on her that she was going to be trouble to his heart and he’d decided to stay as far away as he could.
He didn’t need to have his heart stomped on by her.
It was one reason he’d acted so perturbed with her any time he saw her.
The feelings she made him feel pissed him off.
His job was too dangerous for him to consider having a family—people who depend on him.
He could go out on an assignment at any time and never come back.
Sure, there were plenty assignments where he never worried about it, like investigating a bank robbery, but there were still the ones that could get him killed.
It was the main reason Vanessa had asked him to leave his job.
They’d had a huge argument over it.
He’d told her he wasn’t leaving the FBI, so she’d told him she was leaving him.
It had been disappointing, but it certainly didn’t break his heart.
He hadn’t been in love with her, although she’d claimed to be in love with him.
The sex had been good or so he’d thought until the damn pixie lying beside him showed him it wasn’t .
He wrapped his arms around her tighter when she snuggled against him.
It felt so right to hold her.
Damn it! He couldn’t afford to get involved with her.
You’re already involved, idiot!
No, he can’t be.
It would only end in heartbreak.
He wasn’t willing to settle down due to his job.
Not that she’d even mentioned it, but he knew it couldn’t happen with anyone.
He loved his job.
Being an FBI agent had been a dream of his since he was a kid.
His father had been an agent and it had ruined his marriage.
He could remember his parents arguing constantly about it.
His mother hated his father being an agent.
She’d always been afraid that when he walked out the door, she’d never see him again.
Micah knew it was always a possibility and he couldn’t put anyone he cared about through that.
He blew out a breath and felt Patsy stiffen beside him.
“Why aren’t you asleep yet?” she whispered.
“Can’t sleep.”
“Are you sorry we—this happened?”
He tightened his arms around her. “No. Are you?”
“No way. It was the best sex I’ve ever had. ”
“Really? Same here.”
She lifted her head and looked at him. He could just make out her face in the dark thanks to the moonlight coming through the window. He brushed her hair back from her face. He leaned forward and kissed her. She rolled on top of him and deepened the kiss.
“I feel something else waking up,” Patsy said smiling against his mouth.
“I have no control over it and especially with you lying on top of me.”
Patsy laughed and kissed his jaw then ran her tongue down his neck to his shoulder, and then to his chest. He fisted his hands in her hair.
“Relax. Isn’t that what you said to me?”
He blew out a laugh. “Is it payback time?”
“Bingo.”
She moved down his hard chest to his muscled stomach and wrapped her hand around his hardening cock and squeezed. “You are so very impressive, Agent Turner.”
Micah chuckled. “Music to my ears, pixie.”
“It’s not your ears I’m interested in.”
She moved her tongue down his thigh and back up to his balls. When she ran her tongue over them, he about sprang off the bed.
“Patsy,” he groaned out through his teeth.
****
Patsy grinned and ran her tongue along his hard length. She wrapped her hand around him and put her mouth down over him making him groan. She loved having this power over him. She ran her tongue along the base of the head and moaned. Then she opened her eyes and gazed up at him. He was watching her through lowered lashes and it was such a turn-on. She put just the head in her mouth and sucked hard. His head went back on the pillow and his hands fisted in her hair as he moaned.
“I could stay here for quite a while. I like having you under my power, Agent Turner.”
“You’re killing me and you’re enjoying it way too much, pixie.”
She chuckled and put her mouth down over him as far as she could.
Micah was a big man.
Everywhere, so it wasn’t easy but she did her best.
Hearing him moan was so erotic.
She had the big bad FBI agent moaning and she was enjoying every minute of it.
When she ran her tongue back down his hard shaft to his balls, his hands tightened her hair. Then she licked her way back up and put her mouth down over him again, and sucked. She kept at it for a while but then he suddenly tried to pull her away from him.
“Patsy…God, you have to stop. I’m too close,” Micah growled out.
“Shut up and enjoy,” she said and lapped her tongue along him again.
She put her mouth down over him and sucked while she pumped him with her hand. She felt him harden more and a deep guttural sound tore from his chest then he came in her mouth. She kissed her way up his stomach to his chest then to his lips where she pressed hers against them.
“Are you all right?”
“Christ, that was good,” he said in a breathless voice. “You didn’t have to do that, but thank you.”
“You’re welcome. I enjoyed it. I liked having you under my power.”
Micah laughed. “I had a feeling you were evil.”
She laughed along with him as she stretched out next to him dropping her arm across his hard belly. “You have no idea.”
“I’ll give back, I promise,” he said as his arms wrapped around her and pulled her tighter against him.
Patsy had no doubt he would. She liked being here. She kissed his chest, closed her eyes, and smiled .