20. TWENTY #2
Colton launches into action, striding across the room. When he reaches me, his hands are gentle, though, stroking my forehead, lifting me into a sitting position.
He takes the cup of water from the nightstand and brings it to my lips. “Drink.”
I do as I’m told, happy not to have to think for a little while. This will go better if I switch off my brain, if I let myself be in the moment without worrying about what this means.
“Can I undress you?” he asks.
I flush, but honestly it will be a relief to get my soiled clothes off and be naked. “Yes.”
He carefully peels my top off and lifts it over my head. I raise my arms to help him.
With my breasts exposed to him, he kneels in front of me and lets out a long sigh. “Are they sore?”
I shake my head. “Not like when my milk came in. Besides, Jayden must have fed all afternoon. Your mom came and took him.”
“I know. Can I touch you here?”
I nod and he lets out a huff of breath as his large hands cup the weight of my breasts, easing any pressure and massaging gently. “I’m so sorry I wasn’t here for you.”
A little sob bursts from me as his thumb grazes over my nipple and my body riots. It’s like every part of me is screaming, More!
“I’m so sorry, but I’m here now. We’re going to get through this, OK?”
“OK.” Somehow, even though I’m feeling so strange and up until this point I’ve been so worried, when he says we’ll get through it, I believe him.
“Can I take off your other things?”
I lift my hips to help him, and he tugs down the shorts and my ruined panties. I’m so delirious with need I let him do it, but when he nudges my thighs apart and rubs his hands up my legs, I wince. “I can’t remember when I showered last.”
He chuckles softly. “You think I care about that?”
“I probably smell.”
He shocks me by leaning in close and drawing in a long deep breath, letting it out on a growl. “Was I unclear before? You smell fucking perfect. I bet you taste perfect too. Can I taste you?”
I hesitate for a fraction of a breath, but my pussy aches and I just know his mouth on me will make me feel a hundred times better.
“Should I wash first?”
“Fuck no.” He spreads my legs wider, lowering his head until his lips are an inch from my clit, and then he looks up at me, waiting for my answer.
“Oh god. Please.”
He groans as his tongue meets my wet pussy. In half a moment he has applied a soft suction, and my back is bowing off the bed. My body wants to lift off like a rocket ship.
Oh god. Oh god. This is what I needed.
Far from being disgusted, Colton is acting like this is exactly what he needed too. He holds me tight, tucking his hands beneath my ass to tug me closer. His tongue slides over my clit in little laps that have me falling apart. I’m trembling, rocking against his mouth.
When he pushes a thick finger inside me, I start sobbing his name. And bless him, he doesn’t lift his mouth, doesn’t let up until I cum with a gasp and a rush, releasing so much squirt that I probably drench his face.
When he looks up, he’s dripping with it. He shuts his eyes for a long moment, breathing hard.
“I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be sorry!” Slowly he withdraws his finger and strokes my pussy like a well-loved pet.
I shiver. “I’m trying hard to keep control of my shift is all. I don’t want to frighten you, but when you’re like this, I get a bit wild.”
His hand is moving slowly over my pussy, and I’m already restless again.
I’m never normally ready to go again so soon after the first orgasm, but today I feel insatiable.
I guess that’s what he said it would be like.
I whimper, rolling my hips to chase more pressure from his hand.
“You could get wild. I don’t mind it. I like the way you look when you shift. ”
His fingers flex, cupping me as his thumb slips possessively inside.
I cry out.
“You couldn’t be any more perfect if you tried,” he mutters as he starts to work me in faster strokes. “You really like it when I shift?”
I nod. I’m breathless, hunting down the next orgasm, squeezing around his finger. “Yeah I like it. I like how big and strong you are. How pretty your eyes are and…” I break off, suddenly shy. “I like how long your tongue is.”
Interest flashes in his eyes. “Oh, you like that huh?” His form seems to ripple as I watch, like his face can’t decide what shape to stay in.
Feeling bolder, I nod. “Yeah. I do like that.”
He freezes, squeezing his eyes shut again and breathing hard.
An incoherent curse tears from him. Then he reaches over his head and pulls his shirt off.
The bull seems to take over then, because his form explodes into the powerful beast shape I recognize from his games.
Horns sprout from his head and his face lengthens.
His hands grow too and the finger that’s inside me suddenly takes up a lot more space.
I moan.
“You want me to eat you just like this?” he asks.
“Yes.”
Quick as a flash, he drags me forward to the edge of the bed and drops to the floor in front of me.
He pulls me against his waiting mouth and groans as he plants his lips right around my clit.
A flick of my oversensitive bud and I’m right on the peak again.
Then his strong tongue spears inside me, licking the upper wall, and I scream.
Pleasure bursts in a wet, messy, and violent explosion.
When I come down I’m gripping his horns, shaking and clenching. My breasts leak with milk that dribbles down my sides.
He doesn’t even stop.
It’s barely a minute before that magic tongue has me cumming all over again, and I’m along for the ride, holding tight to him as if he’s my lifeline in a storm.
How is it that he knows exactly what I need and exactly how to give it to me?
I’ve never had a guy touch me like he does. Not even Miguel, who was meant to be my forever person.
It makes me ashamed of settling when clearly there was something possible that I could never have dreamed of before meeting Colton.
When he finally lifts his head again, we’re both shaken. My muscles are sore. I can’t stop shaking, but the need hasn’t eased at all. In fact, my pussy is tight and waiting for another release.
I groan in frustration.
“Shhh. I know. You need more. You need my knot. I just need to shift back so I can give it to you.”
I lift my head, struggling up on my elbows to look down at him in surprise. Does he only have a knot in human form?
What I see makes my mouth go dry and my chest heave as my heart rate jumps back up to a million beats per minute. At some point he must have undressed, because he’s standing in front of me completely naked, and my god!
If I thought his dick was big before, in his beast form he is huge. Swollen and pink at the tip, with a dark bulge at the base that’s almost as big as my fist.
I swallow, but even though I’m a little scared, I have never wanted anything more. “Why do you have to shift?”
He looks down at me, and his brows crease. “I don’t want to hurt you.”
“Please.”