Chapter 1 #2
“You sure about that?” Hazel asked innocently as she paged through my research on the table and held up a printout.
The craggy, irritated face of author Earl Wiggens, my white whale, stared back at me.
He was more of a dick than Moby Dick, but if I could land him as a client, my financial woes would turn into whees.
I snatched the paper out of her hand and stuffed it into my oversize tote. “Positive. Do I need a coat?”
Early spring in eastern Pennsylvania was mercurial at best, and it was impossible to gauge the early April temperature and wind speed through my room’s window.
Hazel remained seated and looked pointedly at my tote bag.
“Earl Wiggens is an old-school misogynist asshole. He once told me at a cocktail party that romance novels are ‘unrealistic drivel’ because women can’t have multiple orgasms. He’s never had a female agent because he believes they’re genetically inferior.
You’ll need a coat. And you could move here. ”
I shot her a dirty look.
The second Hazel had officially gotten engaged to broody contractor Cam, she’d become hell-bent on convincing me that Story Lake was the perfect place to rebuild my literary agent empire.
“Haze, I’m glad you’ve embraced small-town, ‘everybody knows your name’ life.
Love that for you, blah blah blah. But I can’t poach New York Times bestselling shitheads from narcissistic buffoons like your ex-husband and the rest of my former colleagues if I’m living hours away in a tiny town that voted for the slogan Towny McLake Face.
Agents have to live places where book things happen. ”
She scoffed. “Please. Ninety-five percent of your job can be done from home these days. Most agents don’t even commute to an office anymore.
Think of how much money you’d save moving here for just a year.
” She rose and placed her hands on my shoulders.
“Think of the closet space you could have here.”
This was the problem with best friends. They knew exactly which buttons to push. As a proud and devoted clothes whore, most of my fantasies involved spacious closets. One of the only things New York could not provide in my price range.
“I’ll weigh my options,” I promised.
Yes, an extended stay in Story Lake was an option.
But it felt like accepting failure. I wasn’t made for small-town life.
I was a busy, successful Manhattanite…or at least I had been.
And I would claw my way back if necessary.
I just needed to survive the next few months, launch Hazel’s book into the stratosphere, and land the moderately gross Earl Wiggens as a client. Easy-peasy.
“Now can we please leave?” I asked. “You have paperback orders to sign, and we need to strategize preorder details.”
“Sure. But you do know you’re not wearing pants, don’t you?”
“Shit!”
After I remedied the pants situation with a pair of cute tailored shorts over patterned tights and wrestled my favorite bra out of Meetcute’s jaws, we headed downstairs.
Story Lake Lodge sat on the quiet tree-lined eastern shore of the lake.
It was a rustic three-story building outfitted with black board and batten siding and green metal roofs.
Two wings angled out on each side toward the rocky shoreline.
When I’d first set up camp here, there had been entire weeks when I was the lodge’s only tenant.
But thanks in large part to the public’s interest in Hazel’s real-life happily ever after, both the lodge and town were seeing a boost in book-loving tourists.
There were even a handful of readers who had inexplicably decided to make Story Lake their new permanent home.
We exited the elevator into the chaos of the sunny lobby.
“Whoa,” I said, dodging the end of a roll of shimmery tulle that innkeeper and head chef Hana carried over her tattooed shoulder.
“Sorry, Zo. Wedding prep,” she called as her long legs carried her past us.
Two burly men jogged after her, pushing carts stacked with trays of jingling glassware.
Billie, Hana’s wife and business partner, waved to us with her elbow from the front desk, where she had two phones to her ears and was using aggressive head nodding to point a delivery guy toward the lobby bar.
I waved back and nearly fell on my ass when a woman with flushed cheeks and manic happiness in her eyes cut in front of me. She was wearing an oversize sweatshirt that said brIDE #2.
“Ohmygod,” she said in a starry-eyed rush.
“It’s really you. I mean, I knew you lived here.
That’s why we—me and my almost wife, yay!
—decided to get married here. We came up from Maryland for Winter Fest and the Ultimate Bingo Championship to basically stalk you and ended up falling in love with the town, so we booked the lodge for our wedding, which is this weekend. You should totally come! We love you!”
Bride #2 said all this in one breath over my head to my significantly taller, more famous best friend.
I took an agent-y beat to make sure the bubbly bride posed no physical threat to Hazel before reluctantly taking the dog’s leash and stepping out of the way.
“You’re getting married here? Me too! Congratulations,” Hazel squealed.
“OMG I’m getting married in the same venue as Hazel Freaking Hart?”
The octave change had Meetcute whimpering pathetically. I took pity on him and headed out the front doors into the sunny but chilly spring day.
The dog sniffled and snuffled his way down the sidewalk as if he had important business to attend to.
“Oh God. Please don’t poop. Please don’t poop,” I chanted to the gods of animal defecation until Hazel joined us a minute later.
“That’s one excited bride,” I said, gratefully hurling the leash at her.
“Adorable, right? Fair warning. I’m going to be totally insufferable for my wedding,” she said dreamily.
Meetcute executed a tight circle on the grass and squatted.
Ha. Thank you, poop gods! At least one thing went my way today. “I have no doubt. I’d be disappointed if you weren’t. How is Cam handling the wedding planning?”
She unfurled a doggy poop bag out of the fancy dispenser clipped to the leash. “He’s surprisingly opinionated on the food, the flowers, and the invitations.”
“What’s he say about the dress?”
Hazel’s smile was sly despite the fact that she was cleaning up crap. Love did strange things to people. “He said it has to be easy to remove.”
I sighed. “If I didn’t love you so much, I’d probably hate you.”
“I get that,” she said smugly.
“How’s writing going?”
She winced. “I’m still feeling out the characters.”
That was code for doing more online shopping than actual writing.
“You know the only thing better for a comeback than a bestselling book is—”
“I know. I know. Two bestselling books.”
“What are you hung up on?”
“I don’t know. I guess I just don’t know who they are yet. Which means I don’t know why they can’t be together.”
“Tell Cam you need him to step up the inspiration,” I suggested.
“Oh, he did. This morning. In the kitchen,” Hazel said with the creepy self-satisfied smile of a woman who had orgasmed on her kitchen countertop.
“Love is so unhygienic.”
We decided to walk to the bookstore. It gave Meetcute a chance to pee on every tree we passed.
And it gave me the chance not to break all my fingernails gripping the door handle while Hazel navigated the half-mile trip in the used Suburban Cam had bought her.
Her driving was improving. Slowly. The sheer size of the SUV ensured her safety behind the wheel, but the same couldn’t be said for the town’s curbs and the neighbors’ recycling bins.
The sun was bright in the cloudless blue sky and sparkled off the last vestiges of snow lining Lake Drive. Green spears of daffodils and crocus plants poked their heads up, promising beauty and warmth soon. New beginnings. Fresh starts.
Yep. Everyone was enjoying a new chapter. Mine was just a bit less triumphant than everyone else’s. Losing my apartment was the latest metaphorical squirt of lemon juice in the eyeballs of a downward spiral of failures.
“So guess who was sitting on the breakfast table this morning eating cat food when Cam and I got up?” Hazel said, adjusting the leash she had clipped to her belt because she was the type of person who had dog leashes that clipped to her belt now.
“I’m going to guess DeWalt.” DeWalt was Hazel’s pudgy orange cat that kept her company on her desk while she wrote. And by kept her company, I meant spread his girthy body across her keyboard, inserting meaningless characters into her manuscript.
“DeWalt and Bertha,” she announced as Meetcute trotted into the woods in search of the perfect stick to carry to town.
Hazel had purchased her pink monstrosity of a house in a moment of panic from a less-than-accurate online auction only to discover that it was in a serious state of disrepair…
and home to a large kinda-sorta-domesticated raccoon.
I liked to think of Bertha as a combination of Liam Neeson and reverse Houdini.
She had a special set of skills that allowed her to get back inside the house no matter how many raccoon-proofing measures Cam took.
“This is going to send Cam back down the rabbit hole again, isn’t it?” I teased.
“I believe you mean the raccoon hole. And he was already on the phone with his brothers, discussing some surveillance tactics.”
“That sounds like inspiration for book two.”
“Ugh. We’ll see. Writing’s hard, but I really don’t want to get a real job.”
“You wrote a whole book inspired by you and Cam. Maybe you just need to find a new couple to inspire you?” I suggested.
“That’s not a terrible idea. No wonder I keep you around.”
Meetcute bounced out of the woods with a medium-size tree limb clamped in his teeth. He proudly smacked me in the shins with it.
“Aww! Cutie! What a good job,” Hazel crooned.
“Ouch. Yes, very athletic of you. This won’t impede our walk at all,” I said, giving him a grudging pat on the head. He dissolved in joyful full-body wriggles without dropping the stick.
We continued on in the direction of town.
As we approached, Hazel gestured toward the nondescript mailbox with a wooden placard that read bishop.
“Levi’s making progress on his manuscript.
He’s taking it pretty seriously. He’s only let me read a few chapters, but they’re good.
If you’re interested, I could get you a copy once his first draft is done. ”
“If I haven’t worn down Earl Wiggens by the time Levi’s ready, I’ll take a look,” I promised.
Hazel wrinkled her nose. “Seriously, what do you want with that old-school, ‘back in my day men were men and women made dinner’ geezer?”
“That bestselling geezer hasn’t missed the New York Times hardback list in his last fifteen releases,” I pointed out. “Besides, once we launch your book to the top of the charts and I poach another bestseller from my old firm, I’ll have officially won at life.”
“Thirsty for Vengeance Zoey is one of my favorite Zoeys. But you know what I’d say if you were my heroine.”
“I’m nobody’s heroine,” I insisted.
Hazel brought her hand to her heart. “I’d be the gorgeous and talented best friend who would point out to the gorgeous and talented heroine that vengeance isn’t the most rewarding quest in life.”
“Oh really? What is?”
“Love,” she said dramatically.
“Well then, it’s a good thing this is real life and not one of your books so I don’t have to listen to you.”
Just then, a shadow fell over us. Meetcute’s googly eyes went even wider, and he dropped the stick to bark ferociously at what lurked above us.
“Damn it, Goose,” Hazel said, glaring up at the bald eagle that had landed on a bare tree branch over our heads.
I still wasn’t used to the fact that this town just happened to have its own bald eagle.
In New York, all we had were pigeons. This bird was huge and maybe just the slightest bit majestic.
He was also an absolute menace. If one could have an animal nemesis, Goose was mine.
He’d greeted us on our arrival to Story Lake by hitting Hazel in the head and dumping a giant dead fish in my lap. I was still emotionally scarred.
“Do not shit on us,” I ordered in my best authoritative voice.
“Do not eat my dog,” Hazel said.
“Yeah, don’t do that either,” I added quickly.
“Is that something in his talons?” Hazel asked, cocking her head.
Meetcute paused his barking for a beat and mimicked her head tilt.
I squinted up. There was definitely something moving against the knobby gray bark of the oak tree. Something long and thin.
I swear to God, the bird looked me dead in the eye as he spread his massive wings.
“Is that a…?” Hazel’s voice trailed off in horror.
“Don’t you do it, Goose,” I warned in a hoarse whisper.
But it was too late. The bird opened his talons and sent his prey plummeting toward me.
The snake—an actual goddamn live snake—hit me in the forehead and slithered off my shoulder.
“What. The. Fuuuuuuuck? You feathery jackass!” I screamed. Survival instinct kicked in, and I sprinted down the road, brushing vigorously at my hair and shoulders. “Get it off! Get it off!”
I ran a panicked zigzag pattern across the asphalt as I tried to put as much distance as possible between me and that damn eagle and his damn snake.
But the fear and adrenaline had narrowed my field of vision.
By the time Hazel yelled my name, I was already blinded by the glint of sunlight on glass and metal.