Chapter 25 #2
“Haley, stop it. Come on.” He moved with me, gathering me into his arms. The streetlight filtered through my sheer pink curtains, making it light enough to see.
The door was closed, and he was now in bed with me, which gave me anxiety because if the girls needed him, he’d be missing from his bed and that would probably scare them.
“Just go to bed, Liam,” I groused, my voice muffled by the blanket.
He held me tighter. “I can’t. You’re not in it.”
I rolled my eyes, even if his words did melt me just a little.
“You didn’t need me earlier at dinner when I was too young to drink. Or when you couldn’t even sit on the same couch as me. I have no idea why you think you need me now.”
His arms loosened around me, and he let out a heavy sigh.
Minutes passed as we lay there, and I wasn’t sure what he was waiting for. Finally, he gathered me again, this time turning me so that I was facing him.
“I’m sorry. I was trying to show that I cared and was responsible to Cole, and that I wouldn’t be careless with you.”
My forehead creased as I watched his lips move, confusion spinning my thoughts.
“Why? That makes no sense.”
“Well, love doesn’t make sense, does it?
It fucks up your brain, has you doing weird shit, like sitting on the fucking floor so that you don’t mess up the best thing that’s ever happened to you.
Love has me wanting to impress the only family member I’ve ever heard you say mattered.
Love is me not able to sleep in my bed unless you’re in it, because my sheets smell like you, and my arms are empty without you. ”
He stopped…and the silence seemed so loud as my heart hammered in my chest.
He loved me?
He actually said the words.
My tongue was stuck to the roof of my mouth as he continued.
“I just felt like if I said it out loud, if I told the girls and showed it in front of Cole, then somehow I’d lose it. It would slip through my fingers, and it’d be gone.”
My hand went up to his jaw, stroking his chin and his bottom lip.
“I did it anyway though because I’m an idiot. I love you, and I don’t want to hide you in this room anymore. I don’t want you to think you have other options for where you might stay if you’re mad at me. If you’re mad, you’re still here, with me. I want you in my bed every night.”
I didn’t allow my skeptical self to overthink it or doubt it.
I leaned forward and kissed him. I pressed my lips to his and allowed him to hold me to his chest and deepen our kiss.
His hands moved under my sleep pants, cupping my ass and squeezing.
His other hand tangled in my hair, moving us until he was hovering over me.
“You want to punish me tonight? I fucked up, make me earn this pussy.”
I pulled away, smiling up at him.
“Why that is an excellent idea, Mr. Croft.”
He groaned, leaning down to kiss my nipple. “It does things to me when you call me that. What do you want me to do?”
I sat up against the headboard as an idea hit. This would be so kinky, and maybe pushing things too far, but I loved exploring with Liam, and at least it would be something that would always make us remember the night he confessed loving me.
“Go into that drawer next to the bed and pull out the box inside.”
He raised his dark brow but did as I said. I leaned over on the other side and grabbed the key I had taped under the desk. I wasn’t ashamed of my toys, but I didn’t want the girls to go snooping and get traumatized.
He held the box in front of him, and I handed him the key. While he worked the lock, I stripped out of my clothes and got comfortable against the headboard.
Once he opened it, he began to pull out the items inside.
“Okay, wow…I did not realize you had all these.” He gripped a very lifelike dildo that was about nine inches long and girthy. I loved that toy.
“Vibrators too…and wow, what the fuck does this do?” He held up my dual-simulating thrust sex toy.
“Why don’t you find out?” I asked, spreading my legs open.
“Wait. Are you saying you want me to make you come with these?”Liam’s eyes sparked.
I nodded, biting my lip.
He put a few toys away except for the dildo and then slowly stood and stripped out of his pajamas and boxers.
Crawling near me, he whispered, “Then I get to choose which one I use.”
Heat spread through my center, loving the devious look his face as he got closer. Right as he reached my feet, he grabbed my ankles and pulled.
“I’m going to fuck you with your toy, but you’ll be begging for my cock by the end of it because none of these toys can make you feel as good as I do.”
My hands went to my breasts, kneading and touching as his eyes watched.
Then he lifted the toy to my lips and said, “Open.”
I did as he instructed, and he inserted the dildo into my mouth. He pushed it in, then slowly drug it out, repeating the process a few times.
“Get it nice and wet, baby. We need it ready to fuck your tight pussy,” he grated roughly, pushing the dildo further into my mouth, until it hit the back of my throat. “Look at you, so fucking beautiful.”
My thighs desperately wanted to clench, but he was in between my legs, and when he looked down, I knew he realized what I wanted. Instead of touching me like I craved, he used his free hand and pried my pussy lips open.
Then he spit.
A slow drop landed on my clit and then another, and then he pulled the dildo from my mouth and plunged it into my core.
“Oh shit!” I gasped as he pushed the toy inside with a rough stroke.
Liam watched, his hand resting close to my slit as he pulled the cock out and shoved it back in.
“You want me to fuck you hard with this toy?”
He was really working it now, in and out at the right speed.
I nodded.
“Tell me you do. Tell me you want me to fuck you with this cock.”
“Fuck me hard with that cock.”
He hissed as his free hand went to his own shaft and he began stroking. I rocked my hips and moved against the pressure in my core, needing more, desperate, when he suddenly pulled it out and brought it back up to my lips.
“Taste yourself, slowly.” He rotated the tip over my lips and then gradually immersed it as I stuck out my tongue. I tasted myself, and while it should have embarrassed me or made me feel self-conscious, it didn’t. I tasted like I was desperate for Liam to fuck me.
I groaned as I lapped at the toy, now imagining that it was his length in my mouth, his weeping tip spreading that salty taste over my lips. I envisioned his cock inside me, fucking me hard and raw, making my tits bounce.
I pulled out the toy and begged him, “I need you…please.”
Liam muttered a few curses before pulling on my legs and fixing his shoulders between them.
His tongue slowly swirled my clit as he gently pushed the silicone toy back inside my pussy. Once it was fully sheathed, he left it there and began sucking my clit into his mouth. The swirling of his tongue mixed with the pressure of the toy had me on the precipice of coming.
I pulled him closer by gripping his hair, and I tipped over the edge.
He removed the toy and swore. “I get to taste every fucking drop of this.”
Then his lips sealed around my pussy. Even after I was spent and my limbs were weak, he lapped up my release like it was the best thing he ever tasted.
The next thing I knew, Liam was over me, pushing my leg to the side and sliding in, all the way to the hilt, hissing as he went.
My eyes opened as he stared down at me. His hands went to my tits, as he squeezed my nipple and then began to slowly fuck me.
“We’re going to have a lot of fun with these toys, Haley, but one of the things we’re going to do is get you nice and relaxed and slowly open up that tight spot for my cock. You’re going to beg for me to ruin that ass once you feel me there.”
“Fuck. Liam!” I cried as I met him thrust for thrust.
The bed squeaked, and the headboard kept hitting the wall, but he didn’t seem to care. He couldn’t seem to stop.
“You didn’t make these sounds with that little toy, does my cock make you feel better?”
“Yes.” I gasped, clinging to his arms.
He rocked harder, pushing my leg further to the side so he could go deeper.
“Tell me you won’t fuck yourself with that unless I’m there.” He slid deeper, hitting that G-spot over and over again and the sound of the headboard hitting the wall had gotten so loud I was worried the kids would come in.
“Tell me, Haley. Unless you need me to finish in that mouth and come so hard down your throat that you choke.”
“I promise. I won’t fuck myself unless you’re there.”
“Good girl. Now come for me again.”
I did, releasing a cry that he had to cover with his hand as his strokes slowed and the sound of the slapping headboard diminished. Once he was finished, he pulled out of me, but placed his hand over my sore center that was leaking his release.
“This right here is the best fucking feeling. Knowing you have me in there, and it’s dripping down your thighs.” He stared and then pushed the tip of his cock back in ever so gently.
“So fucking beautiful when you’ve got my cum dripping out of you.”
I needed a shower, but I was too exhausted to move.
I could hear Liam rustling around, a drawer opened and my box of toys disappeared. I’d have to clean the one later.
Liam tossed a sheet over me and carried me through the dark hallway to his room. It was so quiet throughout the house.
Once we were inside, he gently placed me on his bed and tucked me under the covers.
“Your place is here, beside me.” He kissed my forehead and then whispered, “I love you.”
I fell asleep immediately afterward.
The next morning, I woke up alone in our bed.
I hadn’t grabbed my clothes before being carried into his room last night, so I had to wear one of Liam’s. As I opened the door and was about to turn toward my room at the end of the hall, I heard voices coming from below.
It was the girls, and Liam from what I could tell. I wasn’t trying to be nosey but I heard my name mentioned a few times…so I got closer, and sunk onto one of the steps so I could hear.
Liam was talking to the girls about us.
“I know Haley’s been around a lot…do you guys like having her here?”
My heart took off like a rocket in my chest. Leaving fire, and smoke behind that clogged my eyes and throat as I continued to listen.
“Yes.” They all chimed in accord.
Liam spoke up again. “Well…I was thinking about asking her to move in permanently, what would you guys think of that?”
Mila’s cute little voice carried up next, “I thought she already did.”
“Yeah, I thought she did live here.” The other two chimed in.
Liam seemed to hesitate and then continued. “Well, what if I ask her to move out of the guest room into my room. How would that make you guys feel?”
There was silence that stretched for way too long, until finally Maddy asked.
“Are you guys in love?”
Mila gasped, and Seraph made a noise too.
Liam laughed and must have nodded his head because all three girls started yelling and giggling uncontrollably.
“I knew it! I had a feeling you guys were.” Maddy said, but she sounded happy. That was good.
“That’s why you were distracted!” Mila said, connecting the dots.
My eyes watered as I listened and processed.
“We love her too, Dad. I thought she knew that.” That was Seraph.
“Of course she knows, but I wanted to talk to you guys alone to make sure it was alright with you.”
Maddy asked. “So you guys might kiss in front of us?”
Liam laughed. “We probably will at some point.”
“Can we start calling her mommy?” Mila asked and everyone seemed to go quiet.
Even my heart seemed to go quiet, waiting to ensure Liam said the right thing, because I did love these girls, but I knew they weren’t ready for that… Heck, I wasn’t ready for that.
“I think we should wait a little on that…that’s a very big title,” Liam said cautiously.
Mila’s little voice took on a confused tone. “But she is like our mommy. She picks us up from school, takes us shopping, she put a Band-Aid on my scraped knee. She helps with homework. She took care of us while you were gone.”
“Yeah,” Seraph added.
Maddy, who had been really quiet, added, “I already call her mom in my head.”
Still, my heart seemed to thrash around at the idea of them one day saying it to me.
“Well you guys better get ready for your big day. I heard there’s a big summer celebration in the town square and Haley wants to take you guys.”
That was enough of a reminder to get me moving. It had nothing to do with the fact that tears trailed down my face.