Mountain Boss (Mountain Men #1)

166. Courtney

Chapter 166

Courtney

Alone in my bed, I let myself feel everything I did my best to block out this evening.

I let myself feel the disappointment.

In myself.

In Sterling.

I pull the blankets up to my chin and roll onto my side.

It’s always my bed.

Always my cabin.

Always on his terms.

Clasping my hands together, I close my eyes.

I thought I could let it play out. But I’m not even done with my first month here.

If I’m this messed up now, how will I make it two more?

I take a deep breath and let it out slowly. Knowing what I have to do tomorrow.