June’s Entry
June’s Entry
Place: On the Back Deck
To my wife for the second time,
I decided to get an entry in while you're upstairs in the shower. Today was perfect. It was something that I didn’t know I needed.
Giving you the wedding you desired was a great pleasure for me.
Our first one was straight, but seeing you look like the queen you are did more than make my heart skip a beat.
The gold that crowned your head illuminated your skin.
The smile you wore on your face made the sunshine brighter.
See, every time I talk about you, I get all poetic and shit.
If the niggas knew I was simping like this, they would never let me live it down, especially Diamond’s ass.
I loved how you handled Foe. Honestly, if he doesn’t open his eyes and allow his sister to go through her own shit, my nigga might end up behind bars.
Hmph… That’s a dark place. It’s a place that will drown you, even if you are strong.
Anyway, I need you to know when and when not to channel the energy that is slowly brewing in you.
A time will come, baby, when that lioness inside you will be challenged, and it will be up to you to handle it.
There will be no guiding you, no pointers, no time to waste, and most all, no me to be there.
Zaria, remember what I told you the very day you picked up my choppa.
Make sure you always know where your target is.
Remember, it is you who holds the power.
If you ever feel like you cannot do it, the Zoo will hold you down.
I’m going to finish this blunt and think about you a little more before I do one of the things I love, and that’s lie next to you, scoop you into my arms, and hold you like I never want to fucking let go. You make a nigga a little soft, but I’m still a gangsta. *Wink*
I love you, beautiful. I love you with every breath in my body. From here to our Calloverse.
Signed,
Mr. Fucking Calloway