Chapter 52
Fifty-Two
Tedi’s Journal Entry
Present Day
Chicago
To my older self,
Well, we’re about to throw in the towel. He just gave us one helluva orgasm via phone sex. And he’s saying so many sweet things. I’m starting to feel like I’m just wasting time that we could have together. Pretty soon, you’re going to be reading that it’s over, we lost the battle. Then again, we wouldn’t lose because we’d have him, and that was the goal in the first place. He’s really matured these last few years. I’m going to chance our heart this one last time. I hope you’re not shaking your head reading this because I made a foolish decision. I hope you want to beat my head in because I did waste all this time without him. And I really hope that he’s across from you right now as you read this.