27. Gage
CHAPTER 27
Gage
I hold her unblinking stare, and as I slide my cock deeper into her snug cunt fighting the urge to let my eyes roll in the back of my head as the pleasure I feel at slicing through her tight, wet walls almost makes me black the fuck out.
She cries out in pain and then hisses, clamping her lips together, and I feel a hot knife jab me straight in the chest, my stomach dropping.
How the fuck can this feel so good and yet tear me up inside so much?
Nothing compares to what I’m feeling being inside of the one woman who, I know, is meant to be mine forever and at the same time as I marvel at the exquisite pressure around my shaft, I loathe myself because I’m hurting her.
I've done this before, and yet, this feels completely different.
I can’t explain what being inside of her is doing to me, and I don’t just mean on a physical level, even though that alone could be enough to choke me up in sensation since my cock feels like it’s being strangled in the hottest, silkiest hold.
The feel of her tight soaking pussy walls fighting to either keep me out or let me in –I’m not quite sure which is it– it’s incredibly exquisite, and beyond anything I knew it was possible to feel while having sex if this act we are sharing could even just be reduced to that.
It feels like it’s much more, like she’s just made for me, like her cunt itself was just made to fit my cock to perfection, like our souls are merging, not just our bodies, and this, without having taken a single stroke inside of her yet!
I’m holding still, giving her time to adjust to my penetration even if it fucking does me in. Her walls keep massaging my erection just this side of too-tight, she’s clenching and releasing around my girth, and I can feel Piper pulling in ragged breath after breath through the hand I have splayed just under her breast.
I lower my lips to her even though I have to contort worse than a circus artist to accomplish it since she’s so much shorter than I am. “I’m sorry, baby…”
She shakes her head, reaching up to stroke the side of my face.
She tries to talk, but nothing comes out.
Fuck, there must be too much compression on her insides or something, she can barely draw breath now.
Maybe I went too deep?
I look down between us to where we’re joined, and my eyes widen.
I’m not even halfway in, and her pussy already looks beyond stretched around me.
I pull my cock almost entirely out of her tight slit until only my head is breaching her.
Piper looks where I’m staring and then brings her eyes back to mine. “Why... Why aren’t you… why did you take it out?” she gasps.
I frown, my entire body shaking with the effort to hold still when all I want to do is fuck.
“What?” I ask, my voice low and gravelly.
She points a trembling finger at the length of my dick that is sticking out of her while her entrance still struggles to give way to the large crown of my erection, which isn’t even the largest part of my cock, unfortunately for her.
“Why didn’t you… put it all in?” she asks in two gasps of breath.
I feel my eyes go even bigger. “Baby, no! I couldn’t! Not this first time, at least! Maybe not for a while even…”
She might feel brave, but I’m not crazy!
She already looks like I’m killing her as it is.
So, there’s no way I’m giving her my whole cock.
She shakes her head.
Stubborn little thing!
I shake my head right back at her. “There’s no way, love! It would hurt too much,” I explain, my voice sounding all wheezy and broken.
Shit, I’m about to lose it here.
“I don’t care if it does. I want to feel you… inside of me. All of you. And I don’t want to wait.”
I run a hand down my face, and she has the nerve to laugh at me.
This girl!
“Why do you live to make me crazy, baby doll?”
She smiles through the little winces of pain she can't entirely hide from me. "Ditto! Now, let's do things my way! This is my first time, after all."
I glare down at her. “What kinda fucked-up logic is that?”
She shrugs. “Mine, of course.”
She holds my stare until I’m the one who looks away.
Never done this in my life, not with my worst, scariest opponents, and here she is, making me weak with a look.
Her steely gray eyes tell me she’s not going to let this go.
She wants all of me and won’t be denied.
Shit…
I know we’re probably going to both live to regret this unless my heart stops beating even before I manage to give her what she wants, but I can’t tell her no . I’ll always give her what she wants.
I feel like I can’t breathe from the strain of not moving and keeping all of my muscles perfectly still as my cock keeps jerking against the feel of her snug velvety walls. My lungs are fucking burning like I’m face-down in the sand, and my heart feels like it’s about to explode against my ribcage.
Okay. I can do this.
I can be man enough to do this without hurting her too much.
I’ll give her what she needs, what –truth be told–we both need, and I won’t cause her any undue harm in the process if it’s the last thing I do.
Easy does it.
Gentle.
Slow.
And I don’t have to use the whole of my dick to fuck her afterward, right?
Just make her feel all of me inside of her once and then go back to just give her only as much as she can take.
I can totally do that and make her tenacious little ass happy.
I lower my body back on top of hers, looking down at my cock as it keeps on splitting her. I slowly give her a few more inches past my crown and I balk when I hear her hiss.
I quickly look up at her, and she smiles and nods at me.
This woman lives to drive me up the wall!
I look back to where we're connected, pull out a bit, and then push back in a little more.
I give her more and more, by increments, holding her close to me and bracing myself on one elbow as I keep a close look on her face.
I’m at the halfway mark again.
This much she took already before, so I guess I can try and give her a bit more.
I do so, going even more slowly, filling her inch by inch and feeling her pussy stretch to accommodate my size.
It feels so fucking good now that neither of us is breathing, if for different reasons.
My cock is screaming at me to just slam inside of her all the way and finally get it over with, but I know that if I do that, she’s so tight that I’ll probably tear her, and there’s no way I’m risking that.
I lower my forehead to her shoulder.
I need to stay in control.
“Gage?” Piper gasps my name, one of her little hands traveling to my lower back and pressing down on me there while her thighs clutch my hips a bit harder and her pussy walls purposefully give a powerful clench around my cock.
Fuck!
That fast, my control is shattered, and before I can get a leash on my urges again, my hips are slapping down on hers until my balls are grinding against her wet folds.
She flinches and moans.
I once more force myself to hold still and look down to assess the damage.
She looks impossibly stretched around the base of my cock, but there’s no blood.
I take a lungful of air, my heart beating out of my chest.
I hate myself more than I could ever say for every moment of pain I’m inflicting on her.
Piper slowly opens her eyes, and the frown between her eyebrows almost disappears when she looks at me with tears clinging to her lower lashes.
“Baby doll, I’m sorry! Are you okay?” I ask her, my voice heavy as my heart squeezes in my chest when I take in her tears and the way she’s trembling all over.
“Is it all in?” she asks, lifting her head from the pillow to try and look between us again.
She can’t quite see from this angle, but I can’t show her right now.
To do so, I would have to move, and that would probably make me instantly come and hurt her too much in the process.
I nod, feeling her pussy breathing around my base.
“Are you in much pain?” I ask.
Piper shakes her head. “It hurts, but I can bear it,” she says, huffing and panting, her voice tattered and her face still scrunched up in distress.
I look away. “I’m sorry, baby,” I repeat.
It seems these are the only words my brain can process right now.
She gives me this proud little smile. “I’m not!”
I kiss her shoulder and start to pull back out of her again, taking some of my weight off her body.
Her legs climb up my hips to hold me in. “Don’t leave me!”
I hug her to me. “I’m not, baby. I was just going to pull some of it out so you can feel a little less pressure, okay?”
She gives me a serious look. “Just a little?”
I smile down at her. “Just a little bit…”
I lower my body back on hers, keeping our chests together while I only retract my hips from hers little by little until a couple of inches of my dick are out, and then I just stay like that, trying to give her time to adjust.
My impatient wife-to-be doesn’t keep quiet for long.
“Love?” she calls out, and my heart seizes for an entirely different reason now.
I look up at her.
“Hmm?”
She pins me with her eyes. One eyebrow perfectly arched. “What’s the holdup?”
I can’t do much but chuckle, even if I never thought I would be capable of laughing while being inside of her.
“You are impossible! I was waiting for it to feel a bit better for you if you must now!”
“It already does, Gage! Now make love to me,” her voice is husky and soft, and yet there’s an urgency behind it that I can’t ignore as I feel every word she says wrapping around my heart and my balls.
I study her face closely to make sure she’s not just saying this.
It does seem like the wrinkle right between her eyebrows has smoothed out, and her breathing is a little less ragged.
Still, to be extra sure, I give it another minute before starting to move, trying to keep her occupied by trailing kisses from her lips to her neck and finally back over her chest.
I take one of her nipples back into my mouth, my cock firmly planted inside of her, my hands kneading her plump breasts.
I want her to keep feeling pleasure even through any discomfort she might be still experiencing.
My length and girth are still playing havoc on her pussy walls and I can feel her continuously stretch and contract around me.
I huff out a breath.
God, I need to fuck her so badly!
Hundreds of images are running through my brain right now, and the feeling of her milking me isn’t helping me one bit.
My every instinct is screaming at me to just pull my cock out of her until just my head is past her slit, and then thrust myself back inside of her. Hard and deep.
My hips involuntary jerk a bit, and I feel my cock slip further inside of her.
Piper gasps and digs her blunt nails into my shoulder blades.
Shit!
“You okay, baby?” I ask, feeling pre-cum drip out of my tip and right inside her tight, hot cunt.
She hisses but nods.
I drop a kiss onto her clavicle. “Let’s give it one more minute, baby.”
Her only answer is to squeeze me tighter and bring me even closer to her.
Her sizzling, silky wetness is wrapped around me so snugly that it feels like I could come just from it without even managing to take a single full thrust inside of her.
I’m barely holding onto my load, and my balls are growing tighter by the second.
Being inside her with nothing between us feels fucking otherworldly.
This is the first time I forgo a condom in my life.
I had no idea it would feel like this, taking her with no rubber between us.
I can feel her liquid heat as it fastens around my cock with every pulse of her cunt like this.
I can’t believe the thought of donning protection didn’t even enter my brain up until now!
And now that it has, I don’t give a fuck about it.
No way I’m pulling out her!
I realize we’ve never really talked about this stuff before.
My little doll being a virgin and me having been alone for quite some time, and having always been careful before with my previous partners, means that there’s no fear of getting the other sick.
Still, there’s the other big thing that protection prevents from happening, which I seem to have forgotten about up until now.
Pregnancy.
Shit.
Babies.
That’s another thing we haven’t discussed yet.
I feel my heartbeat ratchet up a notch, but not in apprehension.
Quite the opposite feeling is running through me.
The thought of seeing Piper carrying my child is doing things to my cock that are better left alone for the moment, unless I really want to fucking come right here and now before I can manage a single stroke inside my woman.
I focus on the present again, trying to hold onto my almost depleted reserve of control the best I can as I struggle with the pleasure of feeling Piper clench around my girth as her sweet pussy tries to make room for my cock inside of her.
After I don’t know how much time has gone by, probably scant moments that still feel like centuries to me, I feel Piper relaxing, and the lethal but wonderful grip her pussy has on me slacks up a little.
We both finally manage to take one full breath at a normal rate.
“Are you doing okay, love?” I ask, my lips brushing against one of her erected nipples.
Piper gulps down air, wriggling under me a bit to get more comfortable, I guess, and she nearly makes me unload inside of her.
She gives me a little smile. “Yes… I feel very full, but… it’s better now, Gage. It’s not… not painful anymore.”
Thank God!
I’ve been able to barely withstand having to put her through this kind of pain.
I let my forehead drop against hers, closing my eyes for a moment in stark relief. Then I slide up her body until my mouth is hovering over hers, and kiss her gently.
I pull away slightly, my hands chasing the goosebumps over her arms.
“Want me to try moving now?” I ask.
Please say yes, baby. I’m dying here.
She looks down between us again. “Can you pull out, Gage?” she asks.
I take a long break.
Okay, then.
My cock is about to fall off, but there’s nothing she could ask of me that I wouldn’t do.
“Okay, baby,” I tell her, starting to withdraw from her.
I feel her thighs shoot up again and go on either side of me, her feet pressing down onto my butt to stop my retreat.
“Kidding! Kidding!”
I give her an incredulous look. “You are mean…”
She gives me a big, goofy grin. “Sorry, you looked like you would die if I said no … it was too good to pass up, and I needed something to break the tension.”
I shake my head. “Break the tension ? How about my cock ?! You tease me some more, and the poor bastard is going to fall clear off…”
“Oh, no! We can’t have that!”
She bucks up into me, making another inch of my length sink into her.
“Let’s… let’s try moving again,” she moans, making me shiver all over.
I pull back a little and then slowly thrust back inside of her, my body shaking as I restrain my urge to just shove deep into her cunt.
Piper mewls, her body arching up into mine. “Gage?”
“What, baby?” I ask, my voice breaking as I start a slow tempo of in and out thrusts into her.
“I love you… I love that you would really stop for me just like that,” she murmurs, one of her hands squeezing my side.
I drop a kiss on her shoulder. "Of course, I would, baby doll! You know how much I love you… it's not even a question."
She giggles, and I’ve never been so glad to hear the sound.
I give her a mock-glare. “What now? Didn’t anyone ever tell you not to laugh at your man when he’s fucking you?”
She laughs harder. “Sorry, it’s just… it’s not even a question?! Congratulations, you are now subconsciously quoting Pink ! It’s just too funny!”
“And you laugh at me? Shouldn’t you apologize or something? I mean, see what you’ve done to me, you and Steven Tyler both?”
Piper giggles into my chest, her body shaking under mine, her cunt clamping deliciously tight around my slowly rocking cock.
It feels so good I can’t put it into words.
I chuckle. I can’t believe we’re laughing and talking while we fuck.
This is definitely new. And nice, very nice.
“I’m guessing you feel better if you have this much brainpower to tease me and make my ass crazy, right?” I ask.
I feel her nod against my chest. “Yes… so much better… better than better!”
Fuck, how I love this girl!
I beam and kiss her again, even if I have to contort my body to accomplish it.
I need to feel her lips under mine.
I give her my full weight, keeping her ass raised from the bed and angled upward to take my thrusts, my rhythm never faltering or becoming faster, even if upping the speed is all I need and want right now.
Piper moans, sounding like she’s loving the slow fuck.
I grind the base of my cock into her clit every time I pull out, going a bit deeper with every thick, measured stroke I take inside of her, my aching cock throbbing against her deliciously soft pussy walls.
“This… this… feels… so good, Gage! So good,” she mumbles, her hands gripping my shoulders again and her hips meeting mine on each one of my downstrokes.
I withdraw from her almost completely, looking down between us.
My length is shining with her cream, my large head splitting her pussy lips open as it pushes past her tight opening.
I hold her gaze and sink back inside of her, giving her almost all of me with one thrust, and then I fall onto her, caging her smaller frame into the bed as I finally pick up more speed, starting to fuck her harder.
All the while, I keep rubbing my base against her clit, making sure she keeps on feeling good.
Piper whimpers my name, mewling in delight as her pussy clamps and releases around me, her climax approaching.
The more pleasure she feels, the harder it becomes for me to hold onto my cum.
Her pussy is squeezing the life out of my dick with every single hot needy pulse. I go back to gentle rocking to give us more time.
I don’t want this to end yet.
“Fuck!” I growl. “You are so goddamned tight, baby! So good!”
I move my hips in a circle, not pulling out of her one inch, just rubbing inside her pussy and against her clit for a while, using my cock to pleasure her inside and out, and she screams my name again, her nails going back to digging into my skin for a completely different reason now.
I keep this lazy rhythm up for as long as we both can stand it, and then I thrust myself again almost all the way into her wet heat, biting down on one of her nipples to distract her from any possible pain before I start to suckle her there.
Thankfully, she seems to be enjoying herself and clutches me to her as if she would rather die than let go of me.
I fucking know the feeling!
Letting her nipple out of my mouth with a pop, I gaze into her eyes and fuck into her in long thick strokes, sliding deeper into her cunt, her snug walls almost cutting off the circulation in my cock as more of her wetness drenches me, running down to my hard balls.
She whines my name low in her throat now, clutching me to her and driving her hips against mine, then a rush of words comes out of her mouth in a breathy tone that makes my dick swell some more.
“Oh, fuck! Gage! Oh, my God! Oh… oh, please! Please!”
I keep on thrusting in and out of her. “Please, what, baby?”
“Harder… do it harder! I need more, love! More…”
I feel fire build at the base of my spine at her words, but I do as she asks, fucking her harder, giving her more.
I have to unclench my jaw in order to talk, but it’s not easy.
I’m feeling so much right now. Too much!
“I won’t last much longer, baby,” I grit out.
Piper arches into my lower body, her hands gripping my arms.
“Me neither… God, Gage… it feels so good… so good,” she moans, her eyes burning into mine, her pussy clasping me so tight I feel like I can’t breathe.
“Fuck!” I growl. “I’m going to come!”
“Come, Gage! Come! I want to feel you come… inside… inside of me! Give it to me!”
I feel pre-cum spew out of me at her dirty words, my balls drawing up further.
“You first, little doll! Come on my cock!” I order.
“Oh, God!” she screams, trembling under me.
I bury my face in the crook of her neck, nuzzling her there to keep a hold of my last shred of sanity by breathing into her sweet scent and nearly fucking lose it instead when I realize she smells different.
Under her fruity, minty fragrance, she smells like me.
Fuck!
I pump in and out of her harder, reaching between us to find her clit with my thumb.
I glance down between us as I withdraw my cock from her until only my crown is past her slit, and my eyes widen when I see that the cream that’s covering me down to my base is not quite clear as it was before.
There’s a pinkish tint to it.
For some reason, the sight of it makes me feel even more protective of my woman, as if this really brings home the point even more that she just gave me her virginity, that she trusted me with it.
I feel the deeper meaning of it in my heart, and my emotions overcome me completely.
My hips stutter a bit as I thrust myself back inside of her, pressing my thumb onto her clit at the same time.
Piper tilts her hips upward and forces the last couple of inches that I had been keeping from her pussy into her, sighing my name as I sink inside of her to the hilt this time, the sensation of feeling her hot wet tightness strangling me from tip to base really making me lose it.
I start to thrust harder and harder still inside of her, pounding her against the bed.
Piper is with me, meeting me thrust for thrust now, her soft thighs fastened around my waist, her feet linked at my lower back as she screams in pleasure.
I keep on strumming her nub to make her feel even better, and I feel her shaking all over and whimpering my name into my chest, her fingers digging into my sides.
My balls constrict harder with every single delicious fuck-me blissed-out moan that leaves her mouth, and I can only hang on for the ride now, fucking her harder and rejoicing in the way she takes me, the way she really feels like she was made for me.
Against all odds, considering the huge discrepancy in our sizes, we are a perfect fit.
My body for hers, hers for mine.
I slam myself inside of her, my hand gripping her hip, and I feel her pussy twitch and pulse around my girth as I fuck her deep.
She goes off around me like a shooting star, her beautiful body tensing all over as she cries out my name one last time and scratches my back, her orgasm washing over her and taking me under.
I nip her shoulder as she clenches around me over and over.
I thrust one final time, filling her completely, my balls slapping against her wetness, and then I hold myself deep.
I call out her name just as she utters mine again, my climax exploding alongside hers.
I groan in pleasure. White-hot, pure bliss shoots up my spine and out of my cock as I feel my seed jet out of me in quick, hard spurts deep inside my woman’s pussy.
My body feels like a loadstone and a cloud all at once.
The sensations running through me are the most intense I’ve ever felt in my life.
I know it’s an orgasm, but it’s different.
It’s like my first and my last all wrapped into one, and the feeling makes me almost entirely slump on top of Piper’s body.
I have enough understanding left to brace myself on at least one of my elbows to take some of my weight off of her before I smother her. I hold her head in place with my other hand, my fingers stroking the side of her lovely face.
We stay just like this, not talking for a bit, simply holding onto each other like we just survived a storm.
I know I should probably move away and, more importantly, pull my cock out of her depths unless I want her to be terribly sore tomorrow, but I can’t feel my limbs right now.
I can’t move, and, besides, I don’t want to leave her yet.
I love being buried inside her still-twitching, soft wetness.
I love to feel our combined juices trickling down onto our skin.
I love every aspect of this connection, even the uncomfortable ones, which is definitely another first for me.
I slowly smile against the supple skin of Piper’s shoulder.
Looks like the amazing firsts in my life just keep on coming now that I’ve got this woman in it.
I turn onto my side, bringing her with me, keeping us still joined as we snuggle closer, recovering our breath.
My mind starts to run in a million different directions.
I’m going to have to stand up pretty soon.
I need to take care of her, no matter how sleepy I feel.
I need to run her a bath, right?
A nice relaxing soak in the tub is got to be just the thing to prevent soreness from settling in her muscles and to soothe her little pussy.
Maybe I’d better get her some Aspirin, too, just in case.
Oh, and something to eat.
We both definitely need something to eat soon.
We can rest for a few more minutes, though, and enjoy the moment just a little longer.
Eventually, I do start to withdraw.
Piper's eyes snap open, and she throws her thigh over my hip to keep me inside of her.
I kiss her head and hug her to me.
Another minute, then.
“I love you, Gage.”
As always, hearing her say it warms my heart in a way I never knew was possible and makes my stomach dip a little.
“I love you more, little doll.”
Piper snuggles into my chest, and I smile when I feel her kisses on the tats of my pecs. She loves the wings the most.
“Gage?” she asks in a little yawn that makes me just overflow with love and tenderness for her.
I clutch her to me, kissing the side of her face. “What, baby?”
“I was thinking…”
“That’s never a good thing,” I retort.
She punches my arm. “Do be serious! This is of the outmost importance.”
I grin. “Do tell…”
She reaches up to kiss me just below my throat.
“I’m going to need you to clear your schedule effective immediately. Call in sick, tell Marcus it’s an emergency, I don’t care what you say… I’m keeping you in this bed for a week. No work allowed.”
I move away a bit so I can look down at her, another smile pulling at my lips.
I’m always smiling around this girl.
I don’t think I’ve ever smiled and laughed this much in my life up until I met her.
“I can get behind this little scheme of yours, but there will be no need to slip my PA some lie. I’m the boss, remember?”
Piper grins and gives me a slow up-and-down look that almost makes me blush. “Oh, yeah, baby… I remember. You so are the boss!”
We both laugh at that, the tremors from our bodies doing achingly beautiful things to my sensitive shaft.
“I don’t think a week is going to be enough,” I murmur on her lips.
She looks up at me and smiles onto my mouth. “How about a lifetime?”
“That’s a good place to start,” I tell her and then roll us over until she’s under me again, my cock fully coming back to life inside of her as we kiss.