Chapter Thirty-Six
THIRTY-SIX
Micah
When I wake up, I’m cuddled in Aidan’s arms.
As I open my eyes, I look up at him, still sleeping. I take in his messy bed hair and how the stubble on his cheeks is even thicker in the morning.
Damn. Even when he’s not conscious he’s hot.
I snuggle back into his chest, savoring how tightly he holds me even when he’s sleeping. I’ve never been much of a cuddler when I sleep. I always like to have my own space. But with Aidan it’s different. He holds me like he wants me, like he can’t fall asleep without me right there with him.
Warmth bursts in my chest. I love that about him. I love a lot of things about him.
That feeling in my chest intensifies. This thing with Aidan isn’t casual anymore. Maybe it never was and I was kidding myself. I’m starting to feel something deep for him.
I think about last night, how it was one of the hottest nights of my life, and we didn’t even have sex.
Between my legs, I feel that telltale ache.
I want to have sex with him. So, so bad.
I think of my no-sex rule, how I told Aidan that when I hook up with a guy, full-on sex is off the table. It’s too intimate.
But things between us feel really intimate right now. And I like that.
He starts to stir. I press a kiss to his chest.
He opens his eyes and peers down at me. He flashes a sleepy smile.
“Good morning,” he murmurs.
“Good morning.”
I lean up and kiss him. As our tongues get filthier and filthier, I feel his dick harden against my thigh. I reach down and grip him gently, then stroke him.
Aidan groans into my mouth, then pulls away. “You keep doing that and I’m going to have to fuck your mouth again.”
“I’d rather ride you.”
He smiles. “Really?”
I bite my lip and nod.
His grin turns wicked before he gently grips my face and pulls me in for a hot kiss. His tongue swoops into my mouth, hard and teasing all at once. I whimper. I lose track of the seconds and minutes when Aidan kisses me like this.
When we finally break, he tosses off the covers and reaches to open the drawer of the side table by his bed. He pulls out a condom, rips it open with his teeth, and rolls it over his cock, which is hard as steel.
He holds my chin and looks at me, his eyes a crystal-blue bonfire. “Ride my dick, baby.”
I move to straddle him, then position myself over the head of his cock. When I lower myself onto him, I gasp. For a few seconds, I just sit there, relishing the feel of him stretching me out. He feels so big and so good.
He mutters a curse. His eyes roll back and he digs his fingers into my hips.
“God, Aidan…” I moan.
A low growl rips from his throat as he focuses is gaze on me. He reaches up and teases my nipples between his fingers. I whimper at how good it all feels.
Slowly, I glide up and down his cock. The pressure and heat between my legs spreads up my abdomen to my chest.
“So good…” I murmur.
“That’s it, baby,” he growls, pinching my nipples. “Ride me harder.”
I bounce harder and faster. The pressure builds and builds. It feels like my entire body is one fire with pleasure.
“Will you play with my clit? Please?” I whimper.
Aidan makes a feral sound. He drops his hands to my hips, stilling me.
“Hang on.” He lets out a shy laugh. “I just need a sec. Hearing you beg like that when you’re riding my cock almost sent me over the edge.”
After a few moments, Aidan lets out a breath. He drops one hand to my hip and the other between my legs.
I cup my breasts in my hands, working my nipples between my fingers.
“Jesus fuck, look at you,” he mutters. “You’re the hottest thing I’ve ever seen in my life, Micah.”
I’m floating at Aidan’s praise. I start to move up and down his hard dick. Gently, he flicks his thumb over my clit. I gasp.
The muscles in my legs tense as heat pools between my legs. I lean forward slightly, stilling when I feel the head of his cock bump against my G-spot.
“Oh god…”
There’s a wicked flash in Aidan’s eyes. “Right there?”
I nod frantically as I glide up and down. With his dick filling me up and his thumb on my clit, I’m not going to last much longer.
I bounce faster, and my breathing turns ragged. I can feel my orgasm just on the horizon, barreling toward me.
“That’s it,” Aidan says in a sweet, rough voice. “Get so fucking loud when you come on my cock.”
Seconds later, I do exactly that. Pleasure rams through me. I scream Please and Yes and Oh my fucking god, Aidan . My throat is aching, but I can’t help it. I can’t help but shout through this mind-blowing orgasm. I’ve lost all control of my body, and it feels incredible. I close my eyes as I come apart on Aidan’s lap, thrashing and howling his name as climax absolutely wrecks me. Blood pumps hot though my body, and there’s a ringing sound in my ears.
He moves his thumb quickly over my clit. I’m so wet between my legs that I can hear the slick sounds his fingers make.
After a minute, I start to come down. I fall forward, landing on his chest. He wraps his arms around me.
“Wow…just wow,” I babble into his pec.
A low chuckle sounds above me. “Yeah?”
I smile into his chest. “Yeah.”
“You came so fucking hard. That was insanely hot.”
I smile, feeling the blush work up my chest to my face. I take a few seconds to catch my breath, and then I lean back and look up at him. “Now it’s your turn to come. How do you want me?”
Smiling, he runs his tongue along his bottom lip. “On your hands and knees.”
I grin and lean up, getting into position. He moves behind me, gripping my hips, and lining his dick up with my pussy.
He teases the head of his still-hard cock at my entrance.
I moan. “Will you fuck me hard? Please?”
Aidan responds to my request with a rough growl. “I’m going to pass out if you keep saying things like that.”
I chuckle.
“Sure, baby. I’ll go hard. But I’m not gonna last long. That okay with you?”
He massages my ass cheek in his hand. I lower my chest and face onto the mattress and groan. “Yes. That’s exactly what I want.”
A second later, Aidan slides into me and I yelp. Then he pulls out and slams back in.
“Like that?” he rasps.
“Yes!”
Again he pulls out and slams in. My eyes roll back at how deep he’s hitting me. It’s so intense and so fucking good.
Over and over he thrusts, gripping my hips. It’s not long before he starts to unravel. His rhythm and his breathing turn desperate. He thrusts hard into me with a curse, his muscles tensing. He leans over me, pressing a kiss to my shoulder before slowly pulling out of me.
I fall into the mattress, feeling so full and so satisfied as he steps away.
A minute later, he crawls back into bed. He hugs me into his chest and pulls the covers over us.
I lean up to look at him, taking in pleasure-drunk look in his eyes. He smiles and kisses me.
“You’re amazing,” he says softly.
My heart hammers in my chest. A wave of emotion crashes through me.
I’m falling so, so hard for this guy. I shouldn’t be.
We weren’t supposed to be attracted to each other.
We weren’t supposed to have this incredible connection.
We weren’t supposed to have this secret romance.
He wasn’t supposed to be this sweet, this caring, this doting.
I wasn’t supposed to like him this much. I wasn’t supposed to feel this connected, this close to him…
But I do. And I have no idea how things are going to work out between us.
An ugly feeling claws at the pit of my stomach. I will it away.
Don’t ruin this moment. Just focus on the time you have with him now.
I snuggle into Aidan’s chest and fall asleep.