Diary #8
Diary #8
Dear Mom,
I had an incident today where I was taken back to that moment in my life when I felt my weakest. It lasted only a few seconds, but it was enough to make me stop and question myself.
Am I not as strong as I thought?
Why was this still affecting me?
I hate that Agonizer has scarred my life and left his imprint on my soul. I want nothing to do with the man, but it’s there, a lasting bruise that will never heal.
I need to do something that makes me feel strong. I need to keep fighting, so I don’t revert back to that version of me.
I said I would learn to protect myself, so it’s time I put my money where my mouth is and remember all my training.
I’ll be okay. I know that. I just needed to remind myself for a moment.
Love,
Me