Diary #11
Diary #11
Dear Mom,
For the first time since I started writing you, I feel hesitant about telling you something. I don’t think you would judge me, but the world has pretty firm beliefs about this sort of thing.
But since this is my journal and my place to process, here it goes.
I have my own harem.
What is that, you ask? Well, when more than one guy likes a girl, and the guys agree to share the same girl, they form a harem.
Doesn’t that sound lovely?
I’m going to assume you said yes because it is. It’s very lovely.
It’s also very hot, and thoughts of what it will be like with multiple partners are filling my mind currently.
But really, it’s the best solution for my problem. I like too many people. Maybe it’s some weird attachment thing because of the trauma, but I’m going to believe it’s because I have a big heart capable of loving more than one person.
So, I am.
Brooks and Grayson are currently on board. I just need to figure out Bubba. I think I have an idea, though. And I feel confident these lips will be kissed soon.
And if Maddox ever returns, we’ll figure it out.
I could cry at how relieved that makes me.
I’m trying not to think the worst, that this means something terrible will happen and enjoy the copious amounts of pleasure I will receive instead.
And hopefully, tonight will be the start of that.
Kisses,
Darcie