Chapter 23 Tennant
Benjamin leads me up to his bedroom and wastes no time getting his mouth on mine.
Groaning, I pull him in, holding him close.
My cock fills rapidly as the adrenaline of sparring with a worthy opponent continues to consume me, as does the touch and taste of Lio…
and the look in Hollis’s eye after that kiss.
Breaking the kiss, I stare down into lust-filled eyes, framed by dark lashes, and offset by his sexy as fuck glasses… He makes me want to ruin him.
“I’m going to make good on my promise, Topolino…” I whisper. “Do you remember what that was?”
He gasps and nods. “You…want to fuck Ignacio’s cum out of me…”
“Yes, yes I do. I want you to tell me every single thing he did to you, so I can touch you how you need me to.”
The baby mouse trembles in my arms. “You already do. Every time you touch me, Nocciola, you set me on fire.”
I hum and lower my head, burying my face in his neck. “Ti piace essere bruciato, Topolino?”
Benjamin moans when I bite down on the juncture between his neck and shoulder.
He clutches at me before reaching down to pull my shirt up.
I help him, shoving at my clothes, the sweat-soaked garments sticking to my skin, but we get the job done quickly.
Benjamin wastes no time in dragging his hands and nails down my body, dropping to his knees and making me groan at the vision he makes.
I grip his hair as he takes my dick in hand. “Did you suck his cock?”
He flicks my head with his tongue before shaking his head. “No, but I want yours. Please?”
Tracing his lip with the tip of my dick, I shudder as he licks at the slit, making my cock thicken in pleasure.
“Take it, all of it.”
Benjamin opens to me, letting me shove my dick as far into his mouth and throat as possible. He groans, and the sensation has me thrusting my hips forward, enjoying the way he chokes and the tears that fill his eyes from the force used.
I use his mouth for a while, letting him get me nice and wet before pulling out and helping him to his feet.
“I love seeing you on your knees. Love the way your cheeks flush and your lips get all red as they stretch around my cock… But I want something more, Topolino. Are you going to give me what I want?”
He heaves a shuddering breath and nods. “He…he sucked my dick first.”
“Good. I’m glad Chaos has some manners.”
Quickly, I strip him and then get to my knees. Benjamin stops me with a hand in my hair, pulling and forcing me to look up at him.
“This… I don’t want you to fuck me because of him.”
“Shhh.” Sliding my hands around his hips, I pull him in and press a kiss to the brand I cut into his flesh.
“It’s you and me, Benjamin. I’m going to take care of you.
Let me do this. Trust me to give you everything you need.
Yes, I want to know, but not to erase his touch from your skin.
It's to show you how much of mine you really are.”
He lets out a breath and then nods. “Promise. I need you to see me, Ten. No one else.”
I kiss his hip again. “Never anyone else.”
He loosens his grip in my hair, and I move in to place kisses across his cock, listening to his gasps and moans as I tongue the head before sliding my mouth all the way down.
Benjamin shudders and his grip in my hair tightens again. He’s so perfect. Everything about him fits me so well; the way he shakes and responds to every ministration, how his cock perfectly fills my throat.
There’s not a thing about this man that wasn’t built for me.
When he’s on the brink, I pull back, grinning at the way he whines. “Did he let you come?”
“N–no,” he gasps. “He…he rimmed me…”
Without a word, I spin him around, then stand, crowding behind him as I rub my aching cock across his beautiful ass. “Over the bed,” I whisper. “I’m going to fuck you with my tongue the same way I’ll fuck you with my cock after.”
Benjamin scrambles to do as he’s told, shoving his ass out for me. I don’t hesitate to drop to my knees once more, spreading his ass wide and thumbing at his hole.
He whines and tries to wiggle, enticing me to do what he wants. I slap his ass, loving the way he gasps and moans, and the way his perfect skin reddens for me.
“So beautiful, Topolino. Beautiful and mine.”
Without hesitation, I lean in and lick around his perfect hole, listening to the moan he lets out. His taste is exquisite. The feel of him under my hands and mouth is soft, warm, and when his hole opens for me, I groan into his ass.
My cock throbs and I release his ass to squeeze the base, pulling on all of my willpower to take my time. Benjamin deserves this, he deserves to be devoured and worshipped, and if the sounds of his cries and the shaking of his body is any indication, he loves this.
“Fuck, Ten!” he gasps when I fuck him with my tongue, spreading him open with my hands so I can get as deep as possible. “You’re…you’re going to make me come!”
Pulling back just enough, I tell him, “So come. Let me feel you come for me.”
He whines and shoves his ass at me when I dive back in, his moans echoing around the room, bringing with them their own sort of pleasure.
His body tightens and he comes, shaking and groaning and thrusting his hips back and forth, as if he’s unsure whether to chase the pleasure or escape it.
When I finally pull away, I’m breathless, and my senses are so full of Benjamin that the only thing that matters is him.
“Lube?” I ask.
He shakily lifts an arm to point at the nightstand. It takes no time at all to grab what I need and slick my cock just enough to glide into him easily.
I don’t bother with more prep, his hole is soft and slick and opened enough. Hell, not that either of us care about any of that; Benjamin is just as impatient as I am most of the time to worry about being fully prepped.
He moans but doesn’t protest or try to stop me as I hold his hip in one hand and guide my dick into his warm hole with the other.
I don’t bother going slow, neither of us wants that.
Even though he’s just come, he still thrusts back into me, encouraging me to bury my cock in him as far as it will go.
With our bodies fully connected, I lean over him, draping myself over his back. “Ti ho preso, Tesorino. Sei mia. In questa vita e nella prossima. Sei il mio mondo.”
He chokes out a laugh. “N…no fair. I still don’t know Italian.”
I grin and pull back a little. “I’ll teach you, Topolino. Luce della mia vita.”
“Fuck, Tennant!” He gasps and shakes as I slam into him, fucking him with intent.
“Too much?”
He shakes his head, rocking his hips back as he lifts onto his toes and raises his ass for me, meeting me stroke for stroke. “Not enough…”
I grin and grab for his hands, holding them on the bed above his head, as I fuck into him harder and faster, dragging delicious sounds from his throat.
With my fingers threaded through his, I hold him down as I fuck into him over and over, enjoying the way he not only lets me, but encourages it. The perfect expanse of his back is begging for marks, and I map out where each one will go, starting with the first.
Releasing his hands, I shove my cock into him—hard. He shouts as I lift him up, forcing myself deeper inside him as I hold him around the chest, seating him firmly on my dick.
He grabs onto my arms as I thrust up into him, rocking my hips and staying nicely snug in his tight hole.
“Can you come again?” I ask, using my free hand to reach around and fist his half-hard cock.
Benjamin whimpers in my arms. I press a kiss to his shoulder, nudging his head to one side.
Kissing the top of his shoulder, I fuck into him slowly, jerking him to full hardness once more.
“I want you to come, Topolino. I want you to feel me use you and mark you, and claim you as mine.”
I hold him close, kissing the spot I picked out once more, before biting him. Benjamin shouts, his ass constricting around me as his dick throbs.
Moaning, I bite until I taste blood. Taking my mouth from his skin long enough to take a deep breath, I bite into his supple flesh once again, digging deep and thrusting into him before coming.
Benjamin scratches my arms, leaving stinging, bleeding welts behind as he comes again. I continue to jerk him off through the aftershocks of our orgasms, until finally, slowly, carefully, pulling away.
He tumbles onto the bed, and I lick his cum from my hand before helping him get better situated. He easily falls into my arms as I lay on the bed, and I hold him close, both of us needing time to catch our breaths and come down.
“We need to get cleaned up,” he says in a wrecked voice. “I’m filthy.”
“Just the way I like you, Topolino.”
He looks up at me, taking a moment to focus as his glasses got lost at the foot of the bed somewhere. “I love you, Tennant.”
“I know.” I brush his messy hair away from his forehead. “You see me, Benjamin, in a way not many do. Hollis, Roman, and Jude? They all love me, too. No less or more than you do. There’s room in my heart and life for all of you.”
“Promise?”
“Always, you’re mine. Sei il mio mondo.”
His lips quirk. “What does that mean?”
I lean in and kiss him. “You are my world.”
His breath hitches. “Ten…”
Rolling him onto his back, I lay over him, staring down into emerald eyes that shine with a love and a home I never expected to find in ones again, let alone in him.
“No matter what, if Emilio and I continue on this path we’re headed down, or if you take Ignacio back… You will always, always be mine, Benjamin. I see you. See your heart, I know how big it is, know how deeply you love. I trust you.”
“I… Sharing hasn’t ever been something I had to do…”
“Such a silly Baby Mouse. You will never share me, not the way you’re thinking. You will always get all of me, and that includes my lovers. They will protect you with their lives, and…I will do the same for yours.”
“But… You and Ignacio…”
“We have issues because he was an idiot who would have one day gotten you killed the way you were going. But, you’re strong, you’re brave, and I will train you until one day you will not only take me down, but Lio, too.
” I swallow and stare into his eyes, my throat tightening as words lodge themselves there like a bitter pill.
Benjamin reaches up and tugs me down to his mouth with his hand at the nape of his neck. “It’s okay,” he whispers against my mouth. “I know how you feel.”
I kiss him deeply, pouring everything I am into him. Knowing this is it for me. Benjamin and Hollis…the only two people on this Earth who can strip me down and make me want to be more than I am.
All of my lovers give me something different, something I didn’t know I needed… Benjamin… He makes me want more than a monster like me should—doesn’t mean I’m going to let him go.
“One day soon,” I say as I pull back from the kiss. “I’m going to mark you right here.” I place my hand over his heart.
“It’s yours. Everything about me is.”
“I know… Which is why, as much as I can’t stand the asshole, I know you won’t leave me behind should you go back to him.”
“Never,” he whispers. “I’m just terrified of making a mistake with either of you.”
“Shh. I’m here. Whenever you have doubts, or insecurities, or feel jealous, I’ll be here for you. Luce della mia vita.”
He grins. “Do I get a translation for that one?”
I shake my head. “Nope. Volevi imparare l'italiano. Ecco come si fa.”
“Asshole.” He laughs.
“You love me anyway.”
“Yeah.” He softens. “I really do.”
I kiss him one more time. “Then nothing else matters… Just…give me one thing?”
“What’s that?”
“Don’t marry him.”
“Tennant…”
“Let me be selfish, Topolino… Please.”
Benjamin heaves for air and I can see his throat move as he swallows.
He doesn’t answer one way or another, and I don’t push him for one.
I know I’m being unfair, but after everything…
the possessive monster inside me, who wants to lock Benjamin up, and I are in agreement.
Ignacio can have Benjamin, and Roman, all he wants, but at the end of the day, they’re both mine.
“It’s okay, Topolino… You’re mine either way. It’s okay.”
A few tears escape his eyes and I lick them away. “It’s okay. Whatever happens or doesn’t…you’ll always be mine.”
I let him bury his face in my throat as I hold him close, murmuring soft, soothing words to him.
I won’t take what I said back. I can’t. It’s not in my nature to not say what I mean, and he’d know if I was lying. It’s out there now, and whatever happens, no one will take him away from me. I’d die before they ever got the chance.