Chapter 3
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T he rest of the party goes by in a blur. Dozens of people approach Alexei and me, asking us questions about how we met. I've never lied so much in my life, and a stone forms in my chest with every continuation of the fake story. People believe it, too. I never would have imagined I would be such a natural liar. I guess that's not a good trait to have.
After the Greg fiasco, he lingers around the party chatting with other women to try to find someone to take home at the end of the night. I know that most of the people here are in a relationship, so he's probably won’t have any luck. Every now and then, I can feel his eyes on me, and it makes my skin crawl.
Bold of Mom to set me up with that perv and not even show up herself... She and I need to have a word.
I've been hit on by guys before, and it's always made me uncomfortable. But having Alexei here to stand up for me and get Greg to back down is a nice change. Throughout the night, he surprises me even more. He's charming and witty, the perfect date to bring to something like this.
He holds me close all night, keeping his hands tight around my waist, moving to my lower back every so often. I keep finding myself wishing he would touch me more. Every time I feel him, my skin heats up, and I feel feverish. I had no idea a fake boyfriend would feel this incredible. Maybe it's time I give the real thing a try.
“The party was lovely,” I say to Sarah as Alexei and I make our way to the front door.
“Why don't you just say a little bit longer,” Sarah pleads, looking back and forth between Alexei and me with her big puppy dog eyes. “I haven't even had a chance to interrogate your boyfriend yet.”
Both Alexei and I laugh it off as a joke, but I have a nervous feeling in my stomach that it's not. Sarah has had enough heartbreak in her life for us both, and I know she wants to protect me. I admire how she continues to choose love, given all the shitty guys she’s put up with over the years. Some of her boyfriends are part of the reason I’ve been as hesitant about dating as I am.
“I have to be up early for a flight in the morning,” Alexei says, giving an excuse for both of us. At least I think it's an excuse. I barely know anything real about him, but he could very well have a flight tomorrow.
“Boo,” Sarah says as she opens the door for us to leave. “I'll give you a call Ams. The four of us will have to get together sometime when Jeremy isn’t on call.”
We say good night and head back to Alexei's car. The cool night air is refreshing after the crowded, stuffy party. I take a deep breath and let it fill my lungs before Alexei rushes over to the passenger side of the car and opens the door.
“You really are a perfect gentleman,” I say, staring up at him while he's only a few inches away from me. I smile and bite my lip, almost hoping he'll lean down and take the kiss I promised him.
“A beautiful lady like you needs to be treated like a princess,” he answers, gesturing for me to sit down. I do, and he runs around to hop in the driver’s seat.
We chat about the party on the way home, and I'm careful to avoid any mention of Greg, even if I want to thank him for looking after me. When we get to my apartment, we unbuckle our seat belts and sit in the car for a moment, lingering.
“Thank you so much for making tonight enjoyable,” I say, looking at him nervously. My stomach swirls from anticipation. He said he wanted to kiss, and he can take it whenever he wants. “I can't even tell you how many of these I’ve gone to that have been complete nightmares.”
“I made a promise that I would help you out. I had fun with you too,” Alexei says, leaning closer. “Would you say I held up my end of the deal?”
He's close enough that I can feel his breath on my face, and my heart thuds against my ribs. “Definitely.”
“Do you remember what you agreed to...?” His lips curl into a smile as he stares at me. I nod and smile back, waiting for the kiss.
He leans forward, pressing his lips to mine, and my entire body soars from the excitement. His lips are soft, and I can feel the prickle of his beard against my chin, which I'm surprisingly into. Alexei starts off slow, not sure how I'm going to react to the kiss, but when his tongue traces my lips, I eagerly part them for him. He tastes like cold mint, and I want to savor every swoop of his tongue over mine.
I can't help but moan, and the kiss is enough for me to feel the arousal growing between my legs. He pulls away from me and stares at me with hungry eyes, licking his lips as if to gather any remnants of me to taste them.
“Do you want to come inside?” I ask without thinking. That kiss lit a fire inside me, and I need more of him.
Alexei nods his head, and we jump out of the car. I don't even give him the chance to open the door for me before I head toward the front door to let him in. I dig through my bag for the keys, and while I stand in front of the door, he comes up behind me, putting both hands on my waist and letting me feel just how excited he is after that kiss.
I want him so bad that I could let him take me right here, right now. His hands rise on my body, grabbing my hair and pulling all of it to one side as his lips graze my neck. I moan and feel him stiffening even more behind me. It's enough to distract both of us, and we stand there in front of my locked door for a few moments as he licks the soft skin of my neck.
“We should probably get inside.” He laughs against me.
I pull away from him reluctantly and unlock the door. When we're inside, I drop my bag on the ground and turn to look at him with an eager smile. I don't bother giving him a tour or asking if you want something to drink because I know exactly what he wants.
As soon as the door closes, he sweeps me up in his arms and pins me against the wall, his mouth hard against mine again. I wrap my arms around his neck to pull him as close to me as I can.
“I’ve wanted to do this all night,” Alexei says when he pulls away, his hands wandering from my arms down my body. “You look so fucking sexy in that dress. You have no idea what you do to me.”
I can see the bulge at the front of his pants, so I have an idea of what I do to him. It excites me, and I know I want him, but a sinking feeling in my stomach reminds me that I don't know what to do with him.
“There's something I need to tell you,” I say, staring up at him while I run my hands along the front of his shirt, feeling how his muscles tense beneath it. “I'm actually a virgin.”
He backs away from me slightly, looking me up and down with a curious look in his eyes. “I don't want you to feel rushed into anything.”
“I don't!” I quickly say, shaking my head and looking at him with a smile. “I've never really met anyone that I wanted to be with before. After everything tonight, I feel like I want you to be my first.”
Hearing me say those words changes something in him, and he looks at me with a softer expression. Though, the same desire still gleams in his eyes. “You're sure?”
“I'm positive.” I arch my back to press my groin against him, smiling and biting my lip to entice him back toward me. It doesn't take long before his lips are against mine again, and his hands are crawling all over my body. He grabs my ass and holds me close to him, squeezing it while he pulls up the bottom of my dress.
Alexei parts my legs with his knee and pushes my dress higher on my waist before lowering himself on my body. “Has a man ever made you come with their mouth before?”
I shake my head and stare down at him excitedly. “No man has ever touched me.”
“That's so fucking hot.” I can feel the heat of his breath on my pussy as he hovers in front of it. His fingers trace the outside of the white lace panties I'm wearing, and I gasp from the sensation. “You’re already so wet for me, Amelia.”
He licks the outside of my panties, and I moan, closing my eyes as he hits the sensitive spot and growls from his excitement. Moments later, he's pulling the panties down. His tongue swirls around my clit, and I'm dizzy from the pleasure. The heat from his mouth against me is intense, and my chest heaves while my breath quickens. The arousal between my legs only grows, and Alexei greedily licks it up.
My knees are weak and buckling as his tongue threatens to send me over the edge. Alexei must notice that because he moves closer and lifts me, tossing my legs over his shoulders while he holds me in place. I'm pinned against him and the wall while he feasts on me, looking up at me with a grin in his eyes.
“That feels so good,” I breathlessly moan while he sucks my clit between his lips and flicks it with his tongue. It doesn't take long before my body is trembling, and he's holding me still while bracing me. Suspended in the air in front of him, I cry out as an orgasm rocks my body. My fingers are in his hair, pulling him closer to me, and he growls against me while he fucks me with his tongue.
When my body stills and my moans die down, he sets me down on the floor carefully so I don't stumble from my weak legs. I stare at him in complete awe. I've touched myself before, but I had no idea an orgasm could feel that incredible.
“Where’s your room?” he asks, grabbing my hand and pulling me away from the wall.
I take a few steps ahead of him, still holding his hand as I guide him down the hallway to my bedroom. My apartment is what most people would affectionately call cozy. It's small, with a clutter of objects filling every room, but it has windows tall enough on nearly every wall that enough light filters through during the day to make it feel bigger. It might not be the most luxurious place in the world, but I love my apartment.
Alexei looks around at my small but tidy bedroom and smiles at me before backing me into the bed. Looking at his suit, I can imagine his home is much more lavish than mine. All night long, he's been keeping his cards close to his chest. I don't know much about him. I know that I like him and that he is protective and incredibly good with his tongue. But I have no idea who he really is.
But I know that I'm more than willing to find out.
Alexei unzips the back of my dress and takes it off properly, staring at me sprawled out before him on the bed in nothing but my bra. I sit upright and unclasp it, tossing it to the side to let him see every inch of me. He breathes heavily while studying me, drinking in every piece of exposed flesh.
“You're beautiful,” Alexei whispers to himself.
I sit up and start fiddling with the buttons of his shirt, ripping it off so I can see all of him. He's toned, just like I thought he would be, but he’s lean with tufts of dark blond hair on his chest. I run my fingers up his body, feeling how he flexes his muscles under my touch. When I bring them back down, I gently trace my fingers along the waistband of his slacks, slowly moving them toward the button.
While I've never been the kind of girl who dreams of losing her virginity in the perfect way, I have thought about what it would be like. Nothing I've thought of was anything like this. I never would have imagined losing it to a virtual stranger, and I especially would have never imagined it being as urgent as it is. I feel like I need Alexei.
I unbutton his pants and push them down, freeing his cock in front of me once and for all. Seeing it is different than I imagined, but it's perfect. It’s long and thick with a slight curve, dripping from excitement. I wrap my hand around it and start moving it slowly back and forth. I try to look as confident as I can even though this is the first time I've ever touched a cock, but that nervous feeling flutters through my stomach again.
“Lie back on the bed,” Alexei tells me, and I do exactly what he says, glad to have direction.
I lie on my back, spreading my legs apart for him to kneel between them. His weight pins me down on the mattress, and I feel comforted underneath it. He's at least twice my size, but he's careful. His arms wrap around me to hold me close, and I never want to leave his grasp.
“Please be gentle,” I whisper as I feel his cock hovering right outside of my pussy.
He nods his head and looks in my eyes while he grinds himself against me, lathering his cock in my juices. I nervously bite my lip while I watch him, spreading my legs farther apart. He leans down and kisses me, lowering his mouth to my neck and licking the skin while grinding himself against me.
When he pulls back and looks at me, I can see a shift in his expression. He looks like he's lost in thought and not all here with me right now.
“What's wrong?” I ask, reaching to cup his cheek in my hand.
“You shouldn't be with a guy like me,” Alexei says, looking down at my body below him with a reluctant sigh. “You deserve someone better.”
I stare at him in confusion. I've honestly never met a guy better than him, so I don't understand what he's talking about. Tonight has been perfect, and most of that is thanks to him.
“Alexei, what are you talking about?”
He looks at me, and he inhales sharply like he plans on elaborating, but he shakes his head. “I'm just worried you'll regret this.”
I smile and laugh softly, shaking my head. “Don't worry about that. I want this.”
I sit up on my elbows and kiss him, tasting his lips on mine once again. I wrap my arms around his neck and both of us fall back to the bed.
“Do you have a condom?” I ask. “If you don't, I might have one in the drawer. My college gives them out like candy. I've never needed them before tonight.”
Sitting up, he reaches into the bedside drawer, finds a few random condoms in colorful wrappers, and quickly slips one on his cock. It only takes a moment before he's back on top of me again. He adjusts his hips to slowly push himself inside me.
“Ready?” he asks, and I fervently nod my head, desperate to feel him inside me.
I gasp when his cock fills me, not expecting as much resistance as there is. Alexei takes it slow, only inserting himself a couple of inches while my body adjusts to him. I appreciate the pace and I try to keep from breathing too heavily because I don't want him to think I'm in pain. It does hurt, just a little. The biggest discomfort is from the pressure of him inside me. However, after a few moments that recedes and I only feel pleasure.
“You’re so fucking tight,” Alexei groans in my ear when he fits the rest of his cock in me. I moan as he shifts slightly, pulling himself out and creating friction. “You like that? You like how I fill you up?”
Without waiting for a response he starts slowly thrusting himself in and out, less resistance each time he moves. “Yes!” I cry out as ecstasy builds in my system.
Never in my wildest fantasies did I imagine it feels as good as this.
Alexei loses himself while he's on top of me, thrusting long and hard while I writhe on the mattress below him. I can hardly contain myself, and I don't even think about how embarrassing it is that my neighbors can probably hear every whimper escaping my throat. I can see how Alexei's eyes light up when I moan, and he does everything in his power to make it happen more.
I'm amazed at how well I can feel his cock inside me. It hardens and stiffens the longer he thrusts, and when he slows down, I can feel how he's throbbing and ready to burst. He waits until I'm trembling and shaking as another orgasm washes over my body before he lets himself go.
The two of us cry out and moan while we come together, and Alexei completely loses control of himself. He thrusts harder and deeper, gripping my hips with his hands as he finishes.
When we're both finished, he lays down beside me and grabs my face to pull it closer for a kiss. I hungrily accept it and turn around to rest my head on his chest moments before falling asleep.