28. Harper #2
I have to look away. Too shy. Too vulnerable.
Tyler has always been my best friend and even after our encounter in the office, I’m still adjusting to us being more.
I’m still embarrassed that he’s discovered all my desires.
The sexual confidence I have with Felix needs time to develop with Tyler.
He makes me feel like a shy little schoolgirl with a crush.
“Shy again, Princess?” Tyler tilts my chin to him, his voice low and rough. “Trust me when I say I’m going to fuck you so hard that you never think of me as your friend again.”
I tremble at the dizzying, intoxicating thought of his promise.
Felix swims closer, fitting right behind me, murmuring against my cheek, “She just needs some alone time with you where you can break down her walls. Go ahead and kiss Tyler. Give in to what you want.”
I look between the two brothers, knowing if I want to stop this, I need to stop it now before we go any further. I need to tell them no and walk away.
Leaving is the right thing to do. It’s the respectable thing to do. In no reality would anyone in my life accept me as the girl that lets two brothers share her. My mother wanted me to wait for marriage. It’s what my father expects of me. He’s even trying to pair me up with his boss’s son.
But I’m tired of fighting this lifelong connection to Felix and Tyler. Nothing in my life feels good anymore except when I’m alone with these two men and forgetting everything else exists.
So I give in to the shame. I indulge in the shame—the hypnotic, sinful feeling—and nothing has ever felt more right. I do as Felix instructs, clinging to Tyler with my entire body. Kissing and loving him.
This is it. There’s no turning back. What the three of us share is wrong, but it feels too good to stop.
With a groan, Tyler grabs my hips, grinding me against his cock.
“Good girl,” Felix whispers, his breath hot at my ear. “Tell Tyler you belong to us.”
“I do,” I murmur against Tyler’s lips. “I belong to you and Felix.”
“Tell him that the three of us are going to keep this a secret.”
“We’ll keep this a secret.”
“That’s my girl.” Felix kisses my neck, all while grabbing my hips and grinding his cock against my ass.
A surprised moan escapes me. I’m in heaven right now, with Tyler in front of me and Felix behind. Thank God my father is in bed. I’d be horrified if he walked in on this scene.
“Tonight, you choose whose bedroom you sneak into,” Felix says. “Whoever doesn’t get you tonight will enjoy you tomorrow.”
“What if I want both of you to take my first time?”
Felix trails his lips along my jawline as his hands massage my breasts.
“My Little Sinner, that’s the one thing I can’t give you.
I know how badly you want both of us fucking you at the same time.
I thought I could do it. But I’ve realized it’s too far for me when Tyler is the other guy.
I can share you with my brother, but not in that way. ”
I nod, swallowing the disappointment that I’ll never live out the fantasy of having sex with them at the same time.
But Felix is right. They are brothers. I’ve always known my desires are wrong.
Still, Felix never made me feel ashamed for wanting.
He’s the one who’s nurtured these cravings.
Now, he’s telling me what he needs. He’s showing me his boundaries, and instead of feeling rejected, I feel more connected to Felix, knowing he’s comfortable telling me his limits without shaming my desires.
“What if I want a repeat of what happened in the office?” I ask, leaning back in the water to kiss Felix. “Is that off limits?”
“That’s definitely not off limits.”
Without a word, Tyler unclips my bra, pulling the fabric free from my body.
“Take her panties off too,” Felix orders.
Tyler follows the instructions. This is the second time Tyler has undressed me without my permission.
All feminism has left me because I love how he doesn’t ask.
It’s so unexpected of him. He’s so gentle and caring throughout every other moment of his day-to-day life.
Yet there’s this unhinged side to him reserved for me.
A sudden taste of bitterness fills me, thinking about Tyler being this way with the girls he’s slept with. Did they bring out these depraved urges in him too?
Right as Tyler leans in to kiss me, I pull back, my voice a low but sharp warning. “I hate that you slept with those other girls. Do you know how jealous it makes me to think of you acting this way with them? ”
His eyes turn darker with a flare of possessiveness. He grips my waist, crushing me to his dick. “Fuck, you have me so hard when you talk like that. You’re the only girl who will ever have my attention.”
Felix strokes my nipples, sending waves of pleasure to my clit. “I saw Tyler firsthand with those girls. He’s never acted this way with anyone but you.”
“Both of you.” I try to sound fierce, but my eyes flutter shut at the skill of Felix’s hands. “You’re mine. No matter what. Tell me it will always be the three of us from here forward. Tell me nothing will ever ruin us again. I can’t lose either of you.”
The two of them are the most important thing to me, yet I’m filled with uncertainty about what the future holds for us.
I’m navigating new territory with Tyler and have fears our bond will be ruined if we don’t work.
Since Felix and I reconnected after my mother’s death, there’s always been a part of me that feels like he’s too good to be true.
Tyler brings my nipple into his mouth, teasing the peaked flesh with his tongue, making my toes curl with bliss. “Harper, baby, I have always wanted the three of us to be together. We’re going to work out.”
Hearing Tyler call me baby for the first time melts me.
“ Nothing will ruin this,” Felix assures me, holding my hand, aligning our scars.
Tyler does the same with my other hand. The three of us, holding hands, matching up our scars like we always did as kids.
This is the way it was always supposed to be.
Felix’s free hand glides down my stomach, finding my clit. At the same time, Tyler’s fingers plunge inside. I gasp, rocking my hips against their hands. Having them pleasure me at once is heaven. I can hardly catch my breath. My head falls back on Felix’s shoulder as soft moans spill from my lips.
“That’s it, Princess.” Tyler’s voice drops to a husky growl, his fingers pumping faster. He never takes his eyes off me. Obsessed and starving. “Fuck, you’re so tight. I can’t wait to be buried inside this perfect pussy. Felix and I are going to have so much fun breaking you in.”
I nod, gasping, needing him inside me. Both of them.
Felix circles my clit with more pressure, his other hand kneading my breast. “You’re so beautiful when you let go like this for us, Harper.”
I never hear him speak my name except during these intimate moments, and I love the sound of it on his lips.
Tyler’s mouth is on mine, hungry and desperate as he fucks me with his hand, edging me toward an orgasm. As soon as he ends the kiss, his lips are replaced by Felix’s.
“Her pussy is tightening around my fingers,” Tyler says. “She’s getting ready to come. Aren’t you, baby?”
I nod, crying out with another rush of pleasure when he sucks my nipple.
“I love seeing her like this,” Felix says.
I’m so turned on by the way they talk about me with each other. They’re enjoying me together. I’m their plaything they like to share.
Tyler curls his fingers deep inside, hitting that magic spot that makes me see stars. My inner walls clench around him.
“It’s too good,” I whimper, barely able to take it, at their mercy.
“We’re not stopping,” Felix murmurs.
They work me relentlessly. My nails dig into Tyler’s shoulders as the pleasure builds to a peak. I’m moaning shamelessly now, my hips undulating against their hands, chasing my release.
“That’s it,” Tyler encourages. “You can get there. You’re doing so well.”
“Come for us, Harper,” Felix whispers.
I don’t want to come yet, but their praise pushes me beyond control.
My thighs shake as the orgasm crashes through me in euphoric waves.
I thought no orgasm could be stronger than the one they gave me in the office.
I was wrong. I’m panting, gasping for air, out of my mind with pleasure because this time I know what the three of us have isn’t some experimental phase.
“Fuck, yes, Princess. Look at you enjoying yourself,” Tyler groans.
I cling to Tyler, crying out both their names as I come apart in their arms. They help me through it, whispering filthy praise, telling me how good I am, and how perfect I feel.
When it’s over, I slump against them, spent and blissful.
Felix cradles me to his chest while Tyler spreads gentle kisses across my face.
I’m limp, completely useless, just as I was the first time the three of us did this.
“We’ve got you. Just relax,” Felix murmurs.
For several long moments I float in their arms, drifting in and out of awareness. The water laps gently around us as they take turns holding me, whispering soothing words against my skin.
Felix passes me to Tyler. “Once she’s recovered, take her to your room tonight. I’ve had her to myself. You haven’t.”
Slowly, I regain control of my limbs. My arms wind around Tyler’s neck and I nuzzle into his chest. I feel so safe in his arms, yet I’m nervous, not knowing what we’ll be like when it’s just the two of us .
As Felix climbs out of the pool, drying himself, I’m filled with a sense of unease, hoping jealousy doesn’t become an issue for either brother.
I realize those concerns are irrelevant when Felix turns back to us with a parting comment. “Oh, and Harper, tonight when you’re with Tyler, moan loud enough so I can jerk off to the sound of you through the wall.”