Chapter 39
CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
HARPER
After we farewell Ally and Dan, sending them to a romantic hotel suite for their wedding night, I return to the pool house with Felix and Tyler.
“What a day.” I slide off my heels as we enter the bedroom.
Felix shrugs out of his jacket while Tyler dims the lights. Their hands are on me within an instant, Tyler behind me and Felix at my front.
“The night is far from over,” Felix murmurs against my lips. “This dress has been driving me crazy.”
“How do I take it off?” Tyler’s hands roam my midsection, searching for a zip. “You look so fucking pretty in this dress, baby. But I need to see you naked.”
Earlier in the night, I said I was tired.
I’m filled with energy now, being alone with my men.
My head tilts, catching Tyler’s lips with mine.
The kiss starts gentle, deepening when his tongue slips into my mouth.
His fingers find the zipper at my side and drag it down, letting the dress fall from my body.
I’m pressed between Felix and Tyler, wearing nothing but a white lacy thong and the Little Sinner dagger at my thigh. My skin prickles with gooseflesh at the cool air and their heated touch.
“God, Harper,” Felix rasps. His eyes darken as they roam my body.
He lowers to his knees in front of me, removing the dagger then guiding my panties down. Heat swells in my core as he licks my clit. My knees almost give way. Tyler feels my weakness and fastens an arm around my waist to support me while trailing kisses down my neck.
Felix pulls back from me. He’s quiet, which is unlike him, always full of praise and dirty talk. I’m aching so badly for his mouth to return between my thighs, I’m about to beg.
“Shit.” His flat tone is the last thing I expect to hear.
I look down, confused by the abrupt change. A moment ago, he was desperate to have sex. Now…
His eyes are fixed on a small blood stain on my panties.
“Harper…” he speaks my name softly. An apology.
“No.” My throat clenches and tears sting my eyes. “Goddammit. Again? I thought... I really thought this time…”
Tyler must see the blood too. He’s cradling me. “I know, baby. I thought so too.”
Felix rises to his feet and kisses my forehead, hushing me. “I’m sorry, Harper.”
I wipe a tear from my cheek, unsure if I’m more angered or sad. “Another month, another failure. My body has betrayed me again.”
“Your body hasn’t betrayed you,” Felix says.
They guide me to the bed where I sit miserably between them.
Tyler strokes my hair behind my ear. “We’ll keep trying.”
I give a humorless laugh, sniffling. “I should have waited for the test. I’m embarrassed for letting myself believe.”
Felix wipes my cheeks dry. “Don’t you dare be embarrassed.”
“I felt different this month. I was so sure.” My voice cracks from yet another dose of heartache. “Why won’t my body do the one thing it’s supposed to?”
“Shh,” Tyler soothes, weaving his fingers with mine. “Your body is perfect. You’ve only just started to heal from years of heartbreak and stress. We have a lot of time to keep trying.”
Felix laughs softly, kissing my scarred palm. “Harper, I promise you, there won’t be just one baby. Tyler and I are going to keep getting you pregnant. Tell me how many kids we’re going to have.”
I nod, drawing strength from their unwavering belief in me. “Two boys who will look like each of you. And two girls who will look like our mothers.”
“Perfect.”
This moment, though a disappointment, is incredibly special, reminding me of what’s important. I have two amazing men who love me fiercely and catch me when I fall.
Sniffling, I wipe my face. “Today is a good day. I have you two and that’s all that matters. Ally and Dan are married. No more tears. No more sadness. Even if there’s never any baby, if you both love me, I’m the luckiest girl in the world.”
“We’ll never stop loving you,” Tyler says. “It’s the three of us, always.”
My lips press to Tyler’s as my fingers work to undo the buttons of his collar, needing the physical connection of our love. “I need you. Both of you. Right now.”
He kisses me back while removing his clothes.
“Ride him, Harper,” Felix whispers, standing from the mattress and unbuckling his belt.
Tyler pulls me onto his lap, the two of us sitting at the edge of the bed. I slide onto him with ease, my breath hitching as his thickness fills me.
Tyler groans when I settle fully onto him. He’s gentle, loving me in the most tender way. “You’re so precious to us.”
I roll my hips, savoring the delicious stretch of our bodies connecting. My rhythm is slow. I rise from Tyler’s cock, each time nearly letting him slip out before sinking all the way back down.
“You feel so good inside me.” My voice quivers. We’re lost gazing into each other’s eyes.
He looks down between us, watching where his cock enters me, coated in my blood. Having sex with me on my period has never been a deterrent for Tyler. There’s nothing about my body that ever stops him from wanting me.
“Fucking perfect,” Tyler mutters. “You know I like it this way, baby, being covered in your blood.”
Needing more of Tyler, I speed up, my skin growing slick. His eyes are hooded with pleasure, enjoying the sight of me moving on top of him. I can feel his heartbeat beneath my hand, racing as fast as mine.
“Felix, where are you? I need you.” My thighs are tired, shaking from riding Tyler. But I don’t want to stop.
“Right here, watching you,” he murmurs at my ear. “You’re always so pretty when you get like this, so desperate for sex. I love watching your face when you ride Tyler. The way your lips part when you take him deeper. How your eyes flutter when he hits the right spot.”
I gasp as Felix’s words intensify every sensation.
“Your skin is flushed the prettiest shade of pink. Your nipples are hard. You take him so well.” Felix runs a finger down my spine, making me shiver with need. “I could watch you like this for hours, Harper. I love watching you bounce on Tyler’s cock.”
I moan at Felix’s praise, unable to form words as pleasure builds inside me.
“Those sounds you make.” His breath is ragged at my ear. I feel him moving behind me and realize he’s jerking off. “I want to see you come for us right now. Show us how much you’re loving this moment.”
Felix and Tyler have me close to an orgasm already. My muscles tense as I grind down harder on Tyler, chasing a release.
“Good work,” Tyler encourages, his voice strained with his own building pleasure.
Remaining behind me, Felix’s left hand cups my breast, stroking my nipple. His right hand slides down my stomach, between my thighs, taking care of my clit. His touch is electrifying. The dual sensation of both my men pleasuring me pushes me over the edge.
“God, yes,” My body shakes as the orgasm arrives in powerful waves radiating from my core to the tips of my toes. “Don’t stop. Please, don’t stop.”
“So fucking beautiful when you come,” Felix murmurs. “Don’t finish in her yet, Tyler. We both know what our girl really wants.”
Tyler grits his teeth. “Trying my hardest here.” He thrusts up into me, helping me ride out my climax. All the while, he’s struggling to not let the pleasure consume him as my orgasm clenches his cock.
Felix’s lips are on my shoulder. “Such a good girl, doing as you’re told. Did you like that?”
“Yes,” I sigh.
He grasps my hair, tugging my head back to meet him in a deep kiss. When he releases me, I collapse against Tyler’s chest, panting and limp.
“You know we’re not done here.” Tyler lies back, guiding me down with him.
Felix stands behind us, spreading lube along my backside. I’m so relaxed, it doesn’t take much effort for his cock to slide inside.
“Oh, god,” I gasp at the fullness as Felix slowly pushes deeper into my ass. “I can’t… It’s too good. Too much.”
“You can take it, Harper,” Felix encourages, reaching around to stroke my clit. “I know what your body needs. Let the pleasure shatter you. We’ll be here to catch you when you fall. We’ve got you. Tyler and I have always got you.”
His words are more than dirty talk. He’s not referring only to sex. There’s raw devotion in his voice. The intimacy of his promise delivers me to another orgasm without warning.
“Shit. You’re coming again?” Tyler breathes heavily, trying to ground himself.
“Jesus. Feel good?” Felix holds me up, supporting my body as I tremble through the bliss.
“Yes,” I pant, though the pleasure isn’t as strong as my first climax, brought on too fast.
“You came far too quick,” Felix says. “Let us build your orgasm and work it out of you properly. You’re going to give us another one.”
I whimper, wanting to but not knowing if I can. Felix thrusts, making me cry out.
“There you go,” he murmurs. “You feel incredible. So tight and perfect around my cock. This, here in this bedroom, is what matters. The three of us.”
“Felix and I will always be here for you,” Tyler adds. “We’re not going anywhere.”
They work together to find a rhythm. The sex is slow and deep. I’m filled completely, owned in every way. I can’t form words anymore, just broken moans.
The physical pleasure is surreal, but it’s the truth in their words that heightens our connection.
I’ll always have Felix and Tyler. I’ll never be without either of them again and that’s all that truly matters.
“I can’t last much longer,” I warn.
Tyler reaches between us, circling my clit with his thumb. “Come for us again. Let go, Harper.”
My muscles tighten, sending flutters through my body. When Tyler brings my nipple into his mouth, the buildup of pleasure erupts.
My voice cracks and my vision blurs. This time, the climax is deeper, bursting through me with euphoria. My orgasm grips their cocks, making them groan in unison.
“Fuck,” Tyler hisses beneath me. His jaw clenches and his fingers dig into my hips, holding me down firmly as he thrusts up one final time. “So good. You feel so fucking good. I love you, baby.”
Tyler’s words turn to incoherent grunts as he finishes inside me. I love having this impact on him. His eyes never leave mine, desperate and holding me captive in his gaze.
Felix arrives moments later. “Shit. Fuck, Harper. Fuck.” His hips press flush against me, burying his cock completely, coming deep within my ass. “You’re mine. Both of ours. Always.”
I feel weightless, blissfully content. The moment my orgasm is over, I drop forward onto Tyler’s chest with sheer exhaustion.
He wraps me in his arms as Felix presses gentle kisses to my spine, the two of them remaining buried in me.
We’re all struggling to catch our breath.
I can hear Tyler’s heart racing against my ear.
Felix kisses my shoulder. “I promise you, Harper, you’re going to have everything in this lifetime you’ve ever wanted. Tyler and I will make sure of it.”