11. Maria
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Maria
The hospital smells like antiseptic and fear.
We’ve been in the waiting room for three hours. Hard plastic chairs. Flickering fluorescent lights. A vending machine that hums in the corner like it’s mocking us.
The Morettis have taken over the entire wing.
Victor paces near the window, phone pressed to his ear, barking orders at someone. Rosa sits in the corner, rosary beads clutched in her hands, lips moving in silent prayer. Cousins cluster in small groups, whispering, shooting glances at Luca and me like we’re intruders at a private funeral.
Which, I suppose, we might be.
Tommy is here too. Sitting across the room with Giuliana, who looks uncomfortable and keeps checking her phone. He hasn’t looked at me once since we arrived - but I can feel his awareness. The weight of his hatred pressing against my skin.
And Luca-
Luca hasn’t spoken in hours.
He’s sitting beside me, rigid as stone, staring at the door to the ICU like he can will it to open through sheer force. His hand is in mine, but his grip is too tight. Almost painful.
“You don’t have to be here,” he says finally. His voice is rough. Unused. “This isn’t your fight.”
“Yes it is.” I squeeze his hand. “She apologized to me. She defended me to them. And she asked me to take care of you.” I meet his eyes. “I’m not going anywhere.”
Something flickers in his expression. Something that looks almost like hope.
“She might not-” He stops. Swallows. “The stroke was massive. The surgery she was supposed to have next week - they said she won’t survive it now.”
“I know.”
“I haven’t talked to her. Really talked to her. In five years.” His voice cracks. “And now-”
“Now you’re here. That’s what matters.”
The ICU door opens.
A doctor steps out. Middle-aged, tired, the kind of exhaustion that comes from delivering bad news too many times.
“Family of Donna Moretti?”
Everyone stands.
“She’s awake,” the doctor says. “Barely. She’s asking for her grandsons.”
Tommy moves toward the door immediately. Victor follows.
“Both of them,” the doctor clarifies. “She was very specific. Luca and Tommy. Together.”
The brothers look at each other for the first time since we arrived.
Five years of silence. Five years of hatred. Five years of pretending the other one doesn’t exist.
Tommy’s jaw tightens. But he doesn’t argue.
They walk into the ICU together.
I wait.
***
Twenty minutes later, Luca comes out.
His eyes are red. His face is wet.
“She wants to see you,” he says. “Just you.”
I find her in a room at the end of the hall.
Machines beep around her. Tubes snake from her arms. She looks impossibly small against the white sheets - this woman who commanded a room at her birthday party, who pointed her finger at me and demanded to know what I’d done wrong.
Now she can barely lift her hand.
“You came.” Her voice is thin. A whisper.
“Of course I came.”
“I wasn’t sure you would. After what I said to you.” Her eyes find mine. Still sharp, despite everything. “I was wrong, Maria. I’ve been wrong about a lot of things.”
“It’s okay-”
“It’s not.” Her grip tightens on my hand. Surprisingly strong. “I let this family rot from the inside and called it loyalty. I looked the other way because it was easier. Because the truth was too hard.” She coughs. Wet. Rattling. “Don’t do that. Don’t look away from the truth. Even when it hurts.”
“I won’t.”
“And Luca-” Her eyes drift to the door. “He’s a good man. Better than his father. Better than his brother. But he’s been so angry for so long. Don’t let him drown in it.”
“I’ll try.”
“You’ll do more than try. You’ll save him.” Nonna’s eyes find mine. Clear. Certain. “That’s why you’re here. Not to destroy the Morettis. To save the one worth saving.”
Her hand goes slack.
Her eyes close.
For one terrible moment, I think she’s gone.
But the machines keep beeping. Still alive. Just exhausted.
I stay at her bedside until the nurse makes me leave.
***
Luca
Tommy is waiting in the hallway when Maria comes out.
I see him step toward her before I can move. See his face - twisted, ugly, full of something that makes my blood run cold.
“That’s my baby.” His voice is low. Venomous. “Inside you. My baby. Not his.”
I’m between them before I realize I’ve moved.
“Walk away, Tommy.”
“Or what?” He laughs. It’s not a kind sound. “You’ll hit me? In a hospital? Real classy.”
“I won’t have to hit you. I’ll just remind everyone in this hallway who you really are.
” I keep my voice low. Controlled. “A man who cheated on his wife for eight months. Who got her sister pregnant. Who drew up divorce papers before she even knew what was happening. Who’s now trying to take her baby because his ego can’t handle that she moved on. ”
“She didn’t move on. She moved to YOU.” Tommy’s voice rises. “My own brother. My own-”
“She didn’t move to me. You threw her away.” I step closer. “I caught her.”
His hand comes up. Fist clenched.
I don’t flinch.
“Go ahead,” I say quietly. “Hit me. In front of all these witnesses. In front of all these cameras.” I nod toward the security camera in the corner. “Give the judge one more reason to deny your custody petition.”
Tommy’s fist shakes.
Then he lowers it.
“This isn’t over,” he says.
“No. It’s not.” I take Maria’s hand. “But you’re done here. And if you come near her again - if you try to intimidate her, threaten her, touch her - I’ll make sure you spend the rest of your life regretting it.”
I lead Maria away.
Behind us, I hear Tommy’s voice, low and vicious: “That’s my child. MINE. Don’t you forget it.”
I don’t turn around.
***
Maria
The next morning, I have my first real prenatal appointment.
Not a rushed confirmation at a clinic. A full ultrasound. A doctor who knows my history. A chance to see my baby properly for the first time.
“You don’t have to come,” I tell Luca. “It’s just a checkup.”
“I want to.”
“It might be weird. Seeing another man’s baby on the screen.”
He takes my hands. Meets my eyes.
“It’s your baby. That’s all that matters to me.”
We drive to the clinic in silence.
I’m nervous. More nervous than I expected. The last time I was in a room like this, I was alone. Crying over a negative test while Tommy texted me that he’d be home late - again.
But this time, Luca is beside me. His hand warm in mine. His presence solid and steady.
This is different. This is real.
The technician is a cheerful woman named Sofia who doesn’t ask questions about why my emergency contact is different from the baby’s father. She just squirts cold gel on my stomach and presses the wand against my skin.
“Let’s see what we’ve got here.”
The screen flickers.
And then-
A sound.
Fast and rhythmic. Like a tiny drum beating inside me.
“There’s the heartbeat.” Sofia smiles. “Strong and healthy. About fourteen weeks.”
I can’t breathe.
That’s my baby. That tiny flickering shape on the screen. That rapid pulse of life. Growing inside me. Real. Alive.
Tears stream down my face before I can stop them.
“That’s...” Luca’s voice is rough. “That’s incredible.”
I look at him.
His eyes are wet too.
“Would you like to know the sex?” Sofia asks.
I look at Luca. He shakes his head slightly - your choice.
“Not yet. I want to be surprised.”
Sofia prints out a picture. Hands it to me.
I stare at the grainy image. The tiny bean shape. The flutter of a heartbeat.
My child.
Ours, something whispers in the back of my mind. Not Tommy’s. Not the Morettis’. Ours.
“Thank you,” I whisper.
***
That night, we’re back at the apartment.
The ultrasound picture is on the coffee table. Neither of us can stop looking at it.
“I know this isn’t your baby,” I say quietly. “I know the situation is complicated. I know Tommy is-”
“Tommy is nothing.” Luca’s voice is firm. “He’s a name on a piece of paper. He’s not going to be this baby’s father.”
“But biologically-”
“Biology doesn’t make a father.” He turns to look at me. “Love does. Presence does. Showing up every day and doing the hard work - that’s what makes a father.”
“And you want to do that? For a baby that isn’t yours?”
“It’s yours.” He takes my hands. “That’s what matters. You’re what matters.”
“Why?” The question comes out before I can stop it. “Why do you care so much? We’ve only known each other a few weeks-”
“Because I love you.”
The words hang in the air between us.
“I know it’s fast,” he continues. “I know everything is a mess. I know there are a thousand reasons why this is a terrible idea.” His thumb traces circles on my palm. “But I love you, Maria. I think I have since the moment you walked into that party in your red dress, refusing to break.”
I’m crying again. Happy tears this time.
“I love you too.”
He smiles. That rare, real smile I’ve only seen a handful of times.
“Yeah?”
“Yeah.”
He pulls me close. Presses his forehead to mine.
“Then we’re going to be okay.”
“Promise?”
“Promise.”
And then he’s kissing me.
***
This kiss is different from all the ones before.
No interruptions. No pulled-back restraint. No we shouldn’t or not yet or it’s complicated.
Just his mouth on mine, soft at first, then deeper. His hands cradling my face like I’m something precious. The taste of him - coffee and mint and something darker underneath.
“Maria.” My name comes out like a prayer. “Are you sure?”
“I’ve never been more sure of anything.”
I’m the one who stands. Who holds out my hand. Who leads him down the hallway to the bedroom.
He follows. Of course he follows.
The bedroom is dark except for the streetlight filtering through the curtains. It paints everything in silver and shadow, the bed, the dresser, the man standing in front of me with hunger in his eyes.
“Tell me what you want,” he says. His voice is rough. Strained. “Tell me what you need.”
“You.” I step closer. Close enough to feel the heat radiating off his body. “I need you.”
“You have me.” His hands find my waist. Gentle. Careful. “You’ve had me since the moment we met.”
I reach for the buttons of his shirt.