Chapter 20 - Lydia
The force and raw emotions behind his kiss made my head spin.
A shiver of excitement scurried down my spine as he held me close, drawing out a breathless sound from me. His lips were demanding yet pliable, eager but still caring in how they embraced mine.
The sensation of his hands on me as they explored, sneaking beneath the fabric of my top to brush against my skin, was enough to make me compliant in his grasp. In that moment, nothing else outside of us and our connection mattered. Only the two of us existed, and his affection allowed me to forget about everything else.
“I’m sorry it took me this long to notice—to be made aware,” Sebastian murmured against my lips as he kissed me harder, running his fingers through my hair while his opposite hand was buried under the waistband of my bottoms while his fingers stroked my heat, curling as he pumped them inside me. His words dripped with his pure desire and stirred my longing as he hovered above me, alternating between kissing my lips and my neck.
Hazy and warm all over with my back against the mattress, head in the pillows, I swallowed dryly as a breathless moan left me. “You should be…”
Despite his own nearly debilitating lust surrounding him, Sebastian chuckled against my neck and pressed a gentle kiss there. “You’re right…and I intend to show you just how sorry I am.”
In the suffocating heat of the room, as Sebastian gave me his unfettered attention, my breaths were shallow as I focused on the addicting pumps of his fingers, sensual and cloudy. His pace was slow and deliberate, giving me vague relief yet driving me even crazier.
Even if I wanted more, I couldn’t bring myself to claim it. Those slow strokes had me completely disarmed and complacent, prepared to allow Sebastian to keep his word and soak up every moment of it.
As Sebastian continued his attention on my heat, acquiring more than enough arousal to slick my inner thighs, he used his free hand to bunch up the fabric of my top, effortlessly moving my bralette as he began leaving kisses down the valley of my breasts.
He sucked in a deep breath as he trailed his nose down my body, leaving those slow, attentive kisses in his wake. “So sorry…” he whispered, more reverent than anything else, shadowed by a hint of exaggeration as he traveled south, allowing his lips to drag down my skin. “How will I ever repay you for this offense?”
My breath hitched as his tongue darted out, licking a strip down my stomach and pressing kisses against my pelvis.
I could hardly process what had gotten into him as he moved with pure lust in his eyes, slow and all-consuming, as if his instincts had completely taken over.
There was a hunger eclipsing his every move, and while a complete surrender to those longings seemed unlike him, I wasn’t about to complain.
With ease, Sebastian withdrew his hand and instead grabbed the waistband of both my bottoms and my underwear, pulling them both down in one swoop.
Before he even had them fully removed, Sebastian was already kissing my thighs and humming his incoherent adoration.
I shivered at the feeling of his breath against my skin, only for my head to fall back with a breathless moan the moment he licked through my heat, not shy about it, as he peered up at me through my lashes.
My cheeks warmed as I met his dark gaze, noting the raw, undeniable desire that fuelled him. My brows furrowed lightly as the sight sent a rush of pleasure straight to my core, and my head tipped back again.
Sebastian buried his low growl into me as he latched his lips onto my clit, alternating between small, teasing licks and deep, nearly starving strokes.
My whole body tightened as every stroke and suck of his lips drew those moans from me easily while his hands rested against my pelvis to keep me in place despite my writhing. With my eyes shut, I focused on every sensation, addicted to how he worked so sinfully, how he was thorough as he took his time, almost like he was somehow garnering more pleasure from it than even I was feeling.
His low hums of approval at my every twitch and breathless sound moved straight through me, moaning quietly into my heat while he feasted. He acted like a starved man, allowing his tongue to cover every inch as he pushed me closer and closer to that precipice.
Even if his movements were slow and calculated while he devoted every possible moment to my pleasure, he was still building that pressure within my body as if using extreme force.
My skin was on fire as I drank it up, caging his head with my thighs. My fingers aimlessly tracked through his hair, pausing at especially pleasurable strokes to tug on the strands.
Sebastian didn’t seem to mind at all—rather, he’d growl his appreciation into me before just barely picking up the pace.
I was nearly trembling by the time he went in with both his tongue and fingers, urging those moans and whimpers from me as instinctively as breathing.
By the time that coil tightened and broke within me, I clenched and tensed, letting go of a strangled cry as I came undone.
But even as he pushed me into that state of bliss, he didn’t give up. Instead, he lapped up my release like the greedy man he was to the point of continuing as if he wanted to make me orgasm the same way.
But as that ecstasy moved through me and I eventually caught my breath, I had to slip a hand beneath his chin to get him off me, pulling him back up with a breathless giggle.
“What has gotten into you?” I murmured, giving him a dazed smile as he surrounded me again, caging me to the mattress.
Sebastian swooped down and hungrily kissed my lips as if it were the first and last time, humming his satisfaction against me. “There’s a very high chance my mate is pregnant with my child, and I’m only showing my unfettered appreciation.”
I sighed as that want lingered within me, encouraged by the undeniable lust dripping from his every word. So hazy from the heat exchanged between us, I hardly noticed as he began stripping us both in between kisses until we were completely bare, and his body leaned into mine.
“I want you to know exactly what that fact does to me,” Sebastian uttered, voice dipping into a low, possessive growl as he kissed my lips. Adjusting our bodies, he pressed his hips against mine and made slow, agonizing strokes against my clit with his arousal.
The friction made me bite back a moan as my hands mapped out the expanse of his shoulders and arms, comforted by the subtle weight of his body against mine.
“I want you to know that the thought of you big and carrying our child puts me in a frenzy,” he mumbled before dipping down to my neck and shuddering while he dragged his cock through my arousal a few more times. The moment he lined himself up, slipping inside, he growled again and nipped at my skin. “I can’t wait to see it.”
A rough moan escaped me as my body stretched for him, practically tortured by his ministrations to the point of needing him more than anything. My arms wrapped around him.
“You’re mine, and this baby is ours,” Sebastian managed despite the waver in his voice from how my plush inner walls were affecting him. He filled me completely before withdrawing his hips again, only to repeat it in agonizingly slow strokes with his arms cradling either side of my head.
His words were tender yet sensual as they lulled me into a trance, backed up with the pleasure caused by those careful yet deep thrusts.
I felt overwhelmed by how full and surrounded I was by him, unable to form coherent words. Instead, I let his reverent babbling guide me closer to the edge.
His possessive streak did wonders for me. I allowed my mind to run with it while he ensured I believed him.
“I’ll do whatever it takes for you to feel how much I need this…how much I need you,” Sebastian hummed, letting go of a tense breath, followed by a more guttural groan as I subconsciously clenched around him.
At that, as if spurred on, his hips met mine at a more constant pace, pushing that bliss through me again and again.
Whimpering, I could feel my resolve and coherency slipping the more that fog filled my mind and rendered me unable to think about anything other than that addictive pleasure—of reaching release.
While his pace started lazy and deeply sensual, that thought seemed irrelevant by then as Sebastian put more force behind his hips, making my breath catch and urging those encouraging moans for me.
Sebastian growled again and kissed me hard, digging in with his forearms to put his entire body into it. With those unrelenting thrusts, he had me completely wrapped around his finger.
By then, his name was falling from my lips as I dug my nails into the flesh of his back, only caring then about chasing after our mutual release.
“I’ll make you feel how much I mean it as many times as I need to,” he grits against my lips as he holds me close and roughly slams his hips into mine.
His words and the way he caressed my inner walls so perfectly again and again after being caught in such a needy state for so long were all it took to push me over the edge again—to make me clench and tense up around him.
“Yes, let go for me…” Sebastian cooed as he nuzzled into the crook of my neck again, focusing his strength on those thrusts. “Soak it in.”
I cried out as that orgasm ripped through me with a new intensity, eyes rolling back as he pushed me through it, offering an overwhelming amount of pleasure at once.
At the sound of my loud moans, he groaned in turn as his thighs quivered, and after a few sloppy thrusts, Sebastian grunted in my neck as he released inside me, breath held momentarily with that crescendo, only for him to let it go and gasp for air again.
As we gripped each other through the intense shockwaves of sensation, we caught our breath, and his body relaxed into mine.
“Thank you,” Sebastian whispered against my lips, kissing me with a sweetness that contrasted his previous frenzy. “For everything.”