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C ome on, Leera, you can do this.
Pull harder.
Pull yourself out of this darkness.
I will not die here.
I'm trying so hard to bring myself out of this horrible unconsciousness. The first time, it was all darkness. This time, I kept reliving the best and worst moments of my life.
Who took me?
Why was I taken?
Will I ever see Roman again?
I still can't open my eyes, but I’m shooting off brain signals to every inch of my body, hoping and praying that something will move. Anything.
How long have I been here?
Is anyone looking for me?
Just when I feel like giving up, I feel my foot twitch. It was the tiniest twitch, but it's the only physical reaction I've gotten from my body in…well, since I was thrown into that van.
Focus Leera.
Do it again.
I’m able to recreate the twitch in my foot. I focus all my energy on that one limb. If I can start there, maybe I can work my way up my body and bring my motion back.
All of a sudden, my leg doesn't just twitch, it flies forward, connecting hard with something, causing a sharp pain to shoot through my shin. I can't open my eyes to see what I hit. I can't even cry out.
That's when I notice the sound of shuffled footsteps approaching me. My leg kicking…whatever I kicked…must have alerted my captors.
Please go away! Leave me alone.
I want to scream and fight, but my body just can't.
What kind of drug did they give me?
How do I fight this?
My leg twitches one more time before I again feel the now familiar prick of a needle in my neck as the world fades away, and this time, I don't fight the darkness.