Chapter 30 #2
There was also the very real possibility that Logan just didn’t want to be found, that he didn’t want to be contacted, not even by me. Why else would he have sent that text to me shortly after leaving and not even replied to anything since then? The messages had shown as delivered and seen.
Benny continued to rub my leg soothingly. “Well, once you’re comfortable meetin’ Rikky—and no pressure to do that now or ever, just if you decide you want to—then we can ask him about it. Or if you’re comfortable, I can just ask him.”
That would mean Benny giving someone the Lorens name. Even if it wasn’t mine, it was too risky. I shook my head.
He nodded, leaning over to kiss my temple. “Okay, baby. If you change your mind, just let me know.”
Baby. My throat tightened. I quickly picked up my bowl from the table and started shoveling food into my mouth.
Benny selected a movie I hadn’t even heard of before today and picked up his own bowl.
It was better than I thought it’d be. I got so invested I didn’t even notice that I’d stopped eating until Benny’s fork was feeding me instead. My eyes stayed on the screen as I let him, until he pulled the bowl out of my hands because I’d apparently finished everything.
When my eyes flicked over to him to see if he was as shocked as I was at the reveal, I noticed he was already looking at me. In a way I suspected he may have been for a while.
“What?” I asked.
“Nothin’. I just like lookin’ at you.”
“Okay.”
My eyes moved back to the screen, but I was aware of him now, and he kept watching me. “Stop that.”
Benny looked away, a smile over his lips. “Sure.”
I turned back to the TV, but I was watching him from the corner of my eye and noticed the moment he turned to look at me again. I waited to see if he would look away. He didn’t.
“What?” I snapped at him.
“Nothin’,” he said as he turned away again.
“No. It’s something. Tell me.”
Benny sighed, but that smile returned to his lips as he looked at me again.
“It feels like I’m dreamin’. Havin’ you here with me like this.
I just want to soak it in as much as I can.
” His fingertips gently traced along my jaw.
“I went so long without seein’ you. Now that I can look at you as much as I want to, how am I supposed to ever look away again? ”
I couldn’t give a fuck about the movie anymore. My leg swung over his as I straddled him, slamming our lips together. His hands gripped my hips, pulling me into him.
We kissed until we ran out of air, and even then, it wasn’t enough.
I fell back onto the plush sofa, surrounded by bright-colored cushions, and he followed me, his body sealing me in right where I wanted to be.
My hands found his hips, and I pulled more of his weight down onto me, pushing up to grind us together as we groaned into each other’s mouths.
Again. Until we were both panting, hard and aching. I needed more.
“Get up,” I breathed between kisses.
His lips stole mine again, and it took a moment before I was able to separate us once more. “Up.” I smacked his butt this time to show him I was serious.
Benny groaned but did as he was told, slowly pulling back until he stood up. His thick dick was hardly hidden in those tight gray sweatpants. I think I finally understood the appeal.
I couldn’t help but trace my fingers over the outline of it as he hummed.
My eyes flicked to his to see the lust and adoration he held for me. “Kneel.”
He knelt between my spread knees.
I popped the button on my pants and pushed my underwear down just enough to free my cock. Benny was practically drooling at the sight of it.
My fingers threaded through his hair, guiding his eager mouth to me. He took me in deep and sucked hard like he’d been starved of my cock.
I pulled his hair to drag him off again.
“Slowly,” I warned. “I want to see how this movie ends.”
He pouted, but as I brought his mouth to me again, he simply opened and let me ease in. I hummed my approval.
“If you stop or make me come before the movie is over, then you don’t get to,” I threatened.
He whined. He didn’t try to speak, but he didn’t have to, because I knew he was going to obey.
Then I reached for the remote and rewound the movie to where I’d last seen.
Benny was as good as I knew he’d be, keeping me warm and hard in his mouth, sucking occasionally. I ran my fingers through his hair as I continued to watch the movie.
There was a decent amount of it left, and when it seemed to be almost over, I looked down to find Benny was almost blissed out. His head rested on my inner thigh, my hard cock still resting between his pretty lips.
He jolted back to attention when my socked foot trailed over his thigh until I found that big bulge in the front of his sweatpants. He groaned.
I continued to tease him with my foot until the ending credits rolled.
Then I gripped his hair and rocked my hips into his mouth. He sucked me in eagerly, his voice rumbling satisfaction around my sensitive flesh. I used my grip on his hair to keep him moving until he understood what I wanted and was bobbing his head on his own.
My other foot joined the first in stroking Benny over his pants, and he rolled his hips against them as he moaned.
The blow job was sloppy from all the spit he’d gathered just holding my cock in his mouth, but I fucking loved it.
“Fuck, yes, pup. Such a good boy. Such a good mouth. Making me feel so good.”
He hummed loudly and sucked harder, faster. My slut loved to be praised.
His hips rocked faster too, humping against my feet until his eyes rolled back and his rhythm stuttered and I realized he’d just come in his pants.
“Fuck that’s hot,” I panted.
Then both my hands were holding his head in place so I could fuck into his mouth at the pace I needed to get myself off.
“Fuck—mmn—so good, pretty boy. So good. Gonna—”
I tried to pull him off me so I could come on his face, but his hands were suddenly on my hips forcing my cock so deep that his nose touched my skin. I cried out as my cum shot down his throat.
He swallowed every drop, then pulled off to lick his lips, spit and cum making them shine in the low lighting.
I traced my thumb through it, pushing it into his mouth to suck, and he did so eagerly.
Then he pushed up until our lips almost touched and I met him there.
“I’m gonna go get changed.” His voice was so deep and sexy. “And then dessert?”
I laughed, and kissed him again.