Chapter Eighteen
Abi’s cock hurt. He was so hard he could pound a nail into a board with it.
Nash cursed and then had to brace himself with a hand on the tiles as his orgasm worked through him. He still hung onto Abi with a hand on his ass. A finger rested in the crack but didn’t push in.
Nash’s blood tasted like cinnamon. Abi could smell his cum right before it washed down the drain. It all made for a heady experience.
Abi didn’t know how good the mating bite would be or how he would react, but he didn’t expect the clinginess, although he should have. He loved it when Nash carried him around and held him on his lap.
He couldn’t bring himself to pull his teeth out even after he stopped drinking. He hoped it didn’t hurt very much. Nash didn’t react as though it did. He was still recovering from the orgasm.
It was hot the way Nash came without touching his cock.
Abi’s cock was so hard it hurt. He wiggled around in Nash’s arms, trying to get some friction, which helped.
What did the trick was the finger against his hole.
Nash rubbed against it but didn’t enter him.
Abi pressed into the touch, which pressed his cock against Nash’s abdomen.
They did that enough times that Abi came.
Even though Nash never breached his opening, it still felt like the best thing anyone had ever done.
Abi’s orgasm made him pull his teeth out. Abi couldn’t keep quiet even if he wanted to. His moan was probably loud enough to alert people in the room next door, not that he cared very much.
“That’s right, boy. That’s a good boy.” Nash held him closer.
Abi licked across the wound to close it. And then he laid his head next to it and ran his finger over each of the fang marks.
He sighed with satisfaction. “Am I heavy?”
“If you were, it would have been an issue before now.” Nash stepped under the spray, letting it cascade down Abi’s back.
“You carry me around a lot.” Abi smiled. “You let me bite you.”
“I have no regrets.” Nash’s finger stilled at Abi’s opening.
“We’re still going to fuck, right? Because I don’t want to stop yet.” Abi could come again. Maybe Nash would make him come a few more times before the night was over. “Full on fuck fest.”
Nash chuckled. “I’ll need a few minutes to recover.”
“Can we call those few minutes foreplay?”
Nash kissed him. “Let’s finish our shower and take this to bed. I want to spread you out and get a taste.”
Abi shivered. “A taste of which part of me?”
Nash made a show of contemplating Abi’s question. “Where do you think I should start?”
“My cock?”
“I’ll show your cock some love, baby. Don’t you worry.” Nash almost but not quite entered him. “But I’ll start with your ass.”
Abi moaned and tried to move into Nash’s touch, but that just prompted Nash to set him on his feet. He patted Abi’s ass. “Finish your shower, boy.”
Abi hurried. Neither one of them wanted to delay it, and they didn’t wash each other either. Abi was out first, but Nash didn’t linger.
Nash helped dry Abi before drying himself, which was really sweet. One thing he loved about Nash was how he always took care of Abi. No one had ever been like that with him before.
Nash patted Abi on his bare ass cheek. “Go lie on the bed. On your back and wait for me.”
Abi scrambled to obey. He grinned at the thought of all the good things that would happen. He had never been so excited. The anticipation made him hold his breath as he lay on the bed. Instinct made him pull his legs back.
Nash cursed when he finally exited the bathroom. “You’re beautiful like that, baby.”
“It’s all for you.” Abi meant it too. He’d never wanted anyone the way he wanted Nash. He’d never reacted to anyone the way he did to Nash. All he wanted was everything Nash had to give.
Nash crawled to Abi on his hands and knees, settling between his legs.
Nash pushed Abi’s legs back even more, exposing more of Abi’s opening. He placed a kiss there before licking across his pucker.
Abi lifted his ass to give Nash better access.
Nash didn’t disappoint. He licked across Abi’s entrance again before spearing his tongue inside.
Abi had never had so much attention afforded to that part of him. Nash seemed to love it too. Abi could tell from the way he moaned and held onto Abi’s hips tighter. His face buried in Abi’s ass wasn’t close enough.
It was when Nash added a finger that Abi started begging. “Please. Please fuck me.”
Nash’s moaning was the only answer Abi got. Well, that and Nash moved his finger. He licked Abi’s balls, all the way up his shaft as if Abi’s cock was a lollipop. Then he started over, doing the same thing again.
“Oh, gods. Oh, please.”
Every time Abi said the word please Nash moaned, which just made Abi say it again. But the word didn’t push Nash into setting a faster pace. Somewhere and somehow, Nash grabbed the lube. His finger was slick when he entered Abi again.
“Look at me.”
Abi met Nash’s gaze.
“Do you want me to fuck you with my cock?”
Abi nodded.
“Speak, boy.”
“Yes. Please, Daddy. Fuck me with your cock.”
Nash moaned again and kissed Abi’s cock as if he were having a difficult time keeping his mouth off it. “Keep begging, boy, and maybe I’ll give you what you want.”
“I’ll be good, Daddy. I’ll be so good for you. Please, fuck me. Please.”
“Mmm.” Nash sucked Abi’s cock into his mouth and added another finger.
Abi wanted fullness. The second finger helped give him a taste of it, but it wasn’t enough. He needed more. He had a feeling Nash knew it and was holding out on purpose. “Daddy. Please.”
Abi moaned when his cock hit the back of Nash’s throat. His hips had a mind of their own.
When Nash pulled off, Abi whimpered. “Oh, gods. Don’t stop.”
Nash pulled his fingers out and moved up Abi’s body until Nash blanketed him. His cock pressed against Abi’s opening but didn’t enter him right away. “Do you want me to suck you off?”
“Yes.” Abi whined.
“Or do you want my cock?” Nash would give him exactly what he asked for. Both choices were great.
“Your cock. Please, Daddy.”
Nash pressed inside.
Abi wrapped his arms around Nash and relaxed into the fullness.
He sighed in relief and praised the gods that Nash had a big cock.
Abi felt every inch as Nash entered him.
Nash went at a glacial pace, and Abi was grateful for the slowness.
It gave him the chance to memorize how it felt as Nash entered him.
He didn’t want to forget it, just in case Nash walked away afterward.
If all he had was a memory, then he wanted to make sure it lasted.
Nash bottomed out and then held still. “Are you okay, boy?”
Abi nodded. He focused on Nash’s fangs for reasons he didn’t know. Then the need for Nash’s mating mark hit Abi like a slow-moving train. “I want you to bite me. And also move. Please. Please, Daddy.”
Abi used the word please as much as possible since Nash seemed to like it.
Nash stiffened. It made Abi moan because Nash’s entire body was hard, not just his cock. “Are you sure?”
“Very sure, Daddy.” Abi sucked in a breath when Nash pulled out partway but then let it out when Nash pushed back inside him.
Nash kissed Abi’s cheek, leaving his lips there when he began thrusting into him.
It was in that moment that Abi realized he was in love with Nash.
He wasn’t almost there or just maybe. It was full on, for real.
And of course, Abi’s grand revelation had to happen when Nash was fucking him so good, better than anyone ever had.
It heated his blood. It wasn’t the ideal time to declare love, even if it was just to himself.
He sort of had already in the shower, but something solidified.
It would still be true in the morning and next week.
After months. Years. It didn’t matter how much time went by. Abi would love Nash forever.
Fucking hell, how scary was that? How terrible, exciting, and perfect—all at once.
Nash moved his kisses along Abi’s jawline at the same time he increased his thrusts.
The orgasm built in his core. He tightened his arms around Nash. “Don’t stop. Please don’t stop.”
“I won’t.” Nash kissed the spot on Abi’s neck where he’d put the mating mark before biting down.
After that, Abi’s body did whatever it wanted without consultation from his brain. Not that he was complaining. The orgasm rocked through him. The white-hot need peaked, and he fell over the edge.
Nash wasn’t far behind. He fucked into Abi three more times before he came.
That was when it got really weird, but also wonderfully intense at the same time. At first, Abi thought he was experiencing a second orgasm, but then he realized the incredible pleasure actually belonged to Nash. That realization made the pleasure surge through Abi once again.
Abi relaxed a little at a time.
His brain was anything but relaxed. His mind fired on all cylinders. The first thought was how fucking amazing it was. Like the best sex ever.
And then he freaked out. How the hell did he let bonding happen? Full on bonding. Nash was inside his head.
Nash licked his wound. Abi wasn’t sure when he ended the bite.
Nash kissed his neck. “Shh. No need for that.”
“No need for what?”
“For doubt.”
Abi growled. “I’m not doubting anything.”
“Okay, baby.” Nash definitely indulged him. He didn’t believe Abi.
Nash met his gaze. “I love you too. In too deep to turn back now.”
Abi melted and clung to Nash.
Nash’s cock softened and fell out of Abi all on its own.
Abi smiled and then stole a kiss. “I’m hungry. And dirty again.”
Nash smiled back. “Pizza delivery okay?”
Abi nodded. “But I want coffee with it.”
“Got it. Coffee with a thousand sugars.” Nash grabbed his phone and then moved to Abi’s side. He fiddled with it for a second before handing it to Abi. It was a coffee shop—one of those franchises that was everywhere. Abi picked what he wanted. “Do you want coffee?”
“Sure.” Nash went to take the phone back, but Abi held on.
“I know what you want.”
“Do you?” Nash watched him as Abi ordered exactly what he knew Nash would want. Mr. Doubter.
Nash kissed his cheek. “Thank you, baby.”
“You’re welcome.” On the app, they could order a pizza from a different restaurant. The same delivery person would deliver everything all at once. Abi picked a local pizza place he’d never heard of and chose something they wouldn’t get anywhere else.
“Let me pay, boy.” Nash seemed to know Abi’s intention. But how could he not follow his Daddy's order?
Abi handed the phone over.
“I’m adding breadsticks,” Nash said and then fiddled with his phone again before putting it on the nightstand.
After they finished, Nash pulled Abi into his arms and cuddled with him.
Abi snuggled in and shut his eyes. He’d worry about washing the cum off later. In a minute or two.