29. Dempsey
29
Dempsey
“ N ot a fucking chance.” I widen his legs and arch my back, giving her full access again. I’m at her mercy. At least my ass is. Her tongue between my legs was shocking and fucking incredible. I was serious when I told her I was all hers. I’m willing to explore all of Katy’s fantasies, and if playing with my ass is something she needs to take her power back, she can have it.
“Okay. I’ll go slow. Don’t be afraid to tell me if you’re uncomfortable.”
“Of course.” I won’t. I don’t think there’s anything she could do to make me feel uncomfortable, but even if she did, I’d never tell her.
I hear the telltale clicking of the cap and smell the Aloe. It reminds me of summer days and sunburnt shoulders. I’m sure that’s why she has it in the first place—her pale skin burns easily in the sun.
My breath hitches as the cooling sensation runs through my ass crack, but it’s quickly warmed by Katy’s fingers. I’ve never done or had anything in my ass before. Katy will be my first and only, and I like the idea of sharing a first with her. I’m giving her my trust as much as she’s giving me hers.
I steady my breathing and close my eyes, concentrating on relaxing. I’ve done my research as well and am prepared for the initial burn pushing past the first ring of muscle. When Katy’s finger slips in, I bite my lip to keep myself from tensing up, reminding myself that the pleasure comes after the pain.
As Katy’s whispered words brush across my shoulder, a soothing hand runs up my spine. “You’re doing so well. How does that feel?”
I concentrate on her finger shallowly pumping in and out….of my ass. I should probably feel weird about this, but the pre-cum dripping from my aching cock tells the true story of how I’m feeling.
“More. I can take it.”
“You want another finger?”
A grunt and nod are all I can manage as she’s already pushing into me. I feel my body relaxing the more turned on I get. It’s accepting her invasion easier as she begins to scissor her fingers inside me. We may have done the same research.
“Viktor, I…god this looks so wrong and so fucking sexy at the same time. My fingers are in your ass. My big Viking man’s ass.”
Her fingers are in my ass, and soon there will be a silicone cock in there. I’d be lying to myself if I said I wasn’t nervous about that one. We picked a moderate-sized dildo with a vibrating option for Katy.
“ Am I yours, Miss Katy?” I want to be hers so fucking bad, and I know we have the blessing from the adults in her life. We’ve clearly been taking full advantage of each other, but we haven’t spoken about an us .
“Viktor, do you really want to have this conversation now, like this?” She wiggles her fingers farther into my ass to punctuate her point. I feel pressure as she works another finger inside me, and it momentarily takes my breath away.
“Y-yes. I can’t possibly get more vulnerable than this. Make me yours, Pepper. I want to be only yours. Please.”
Well, I didn’t expect begging to come with ass play, but it appears that’s where I’m at. This woman has my heart. I’ve loved her for longer than I’d like to admit. I won’t tell her now or anytime soon, but my heart shattered the day Justin told me her story and hired me. She’s been putting me back together little by little through her strength, bravery, and light.
“Viktor,” she breathes out. Her fingers slip from inside me, and I instantly feel the loss. She rounds my body and places a hand on my cheek. “It’s nighttime, isn’t it? You’re mine when the sun is down.”
I take her hand in mine and kiss her wrist. “I want to be yours always. When the sun is up or down. When there are clouds in the sky or snow falling to the ground.”
Confusion washes over her features. “You do?”
How could she not see it? I worship this woman’s every move. I would have happily given my life for her in the car that night if it stopped Shane from taking her. But I didn’t have to. She did it herself, and I’m still proud of her for thinking smart and bashing his nose with the back of her head. The seconds he was stunned allowed her to grab the gun and shoot.
I barely remember the moments in the car between getting shot and waking up in the hospital, but I remember her. I remember the warmth of her body smashing into mine after she got her shot off, and Shane ran away like a pussy afraid to finish what he started. I knew she was brave, but seeing the recording from the dash cam after the fact set her on a higher pedestal in my mind than I thought possible.
“I fucking do.”
“Um, okay. This feels like a conversation that maybe I’m not ready for with my fingers having just been in your ass.” She frantically waves her hands in my face. “Before you have any negative thoughts, I feel the same way, but my head isn’t in the right place at this very moment to think of anything other than the neon green dildo I want you to help strap around my waist so I can rail your ass.”
I choke on nothing at her bold statement. “Holy shit, Pepper. Okay. I got it. Let’s get out of this shower and pin that topic for another time. My girl has needs, and I’m going to fulfill them.”
She said she feels the same way, and that’s enough for me right now. I grab towels and wrap one around her before covering myself.
“We better hurry, or we’ll lose all my progress.” She gives me a sly smile and wiggles her butt as she walks out of the room. I happily follow her as she approaches the nightstand and opens the top drawer where we put our purchases from S’morgasm. Katy pulls out the black strap-on underwear and holds it up to me with a smile.
“Let me help you with those.” She hands them to me and pulls the dildo out of the drawer next. We work together to attach the neon green monster, and I hold the underwear while Katy steps into it.
“This is fascinating.” I run a finger under the waist of her contraption. At first glance, they look like a regular pair of underwear with a pouch and a reinforced O-ring low on the front. The back is a thick piece of elastic that sits under each of her ass cheeks, beautifully accentuating her firm globes. Another thin strap sits about an inch above the waistband that we quickly realize is more for show than function.
Katy wiggles her hips, and her eyes widen in shock. “This is…weird. How do you walk around with a boner?”
“You look fucking hot, and believe me, it isn’t easy. You learn to tuck up if you’re in public, but it isn’t comfortable.” She’s adorable as she giggles and swivels her hips side to side, up and down.
“Katy.” I stop her with a firm hand on her shoulder. “Progress, remember?”
She looks at the bed, then at me. Then back to the bed, and to my waist where my towel still sits.
“I hate to make this impersonal but our height difference is a bit concerning for this. Maybe you should lean over the edge of the bed.”
It’s my turn to look at the bed and then at her hips, and she’s probably right. It will also put both feet on the floor, giving her the most purchase.
“I think you have the right idea. And nothing about this is impersonal, even if my face is in the mattress.”
She giggles again and pulls my towel away, leaving me naked and with a sight matching hers.
“We both have boners!” Her hands fly to her mouth, and I watch her face turn red as she tries to hold in her laughter but fails. “Sorry. That was thirteen year old boy humor. I couldn’t help myself.”
I pull her into my arms and feel our “boners” smash between us. “Well, thank fuck you aren’t a thirteen year old boy because that would make what’s about to happen very awkward.”
Katy pushes against my chest, and I allow her to move my body. I fall onto the bed, and she crawls onto my lap, her green dildo slapping against my hardened cock.
“This is a little intimidating.” I chuckle as I flick the tip of the appendage that’s about to be in my body.
Katy leans in and nips at my ear before whispering, “Don’t worry baby, it will fit. I promise.”
I can’t believe she said that. I want to laugh hysterically but hold it in, not wanting to spoil the mood.
“I’m ready whenever you are, Miss Katy.” The fire flashes in her eyes at the word Miss, that at one point, she hated. Tonight, it seems to bring on a different emotion, and I’m here for every bit of it.
She slides her body off mine, and I kiss her one more time before turning onto my stomach and hang my legs off the bed. An instant sense of vulnerability washes over me, and I close my eyes to tamp down the panic. I don’t like feeling vulnerable. I joined the military to always feel in control of myself and my surroundings.
I don’t know what Katy sees, but a soothing hand runs up my spine.
“Shh, Viktor, I’ve got you. Relax. You’re safe.”
Safe?
Was I feeling unsafe and not vulnerable? Or was it both? Whatever emotion was taking over is instantly smoothed over by her touch and words. This is why I want this woman to be mine. She understands me.
Katy walks to the nightstand and takes out the lube. My body shivers as I think of what’s about to happen. I’m ready. I know what this means to her.
“Last chance to back out Viking?”
“I’m all yours, Miss Katy. Take your power back.”
The cool gel runs down my ass crack, and her warm hands spread it around. She adds some to the dildo, and I’m fascinated with the concentration she uses to apply it to every inch.
Katy grabs the base and lines it. I turn my head to the mattress, wanting to feel and not see. This is for her, not me.
The pressure on my hole feels foreign but also familiar as I think of her fingers inside me in the shower. I inhale a deep breath and slowly release it, relaxing my muscles as I do. Katy sees it for what it’s meant to me—access and permission.
Pressure increases as she pushes her hips forward, and the burning starts.
“Don’t stop. Keep going.” I know the feeling will change with just a little more pressure. Through the first ring of muscle. Push through Pepper. You’ve got this.
Relief.
The air leaves my lungs as she pushes herself to the hilt, and I feel her hips against my ass.
“Holy shit.” Her words come out in a whoosh of air. “I’m-I’m in. Viktor, I’m in. Are you all right?”
“Fucking phenomenal, Miss Katy. Move whenever you’re ready. I’m eager to feel you move inside me.”
It feels…I can’t describe it. I’m full; that’s the biggest sensation right now. I’m more than ready for her to move, but she needs this to be about her and her pace.
Slowly, she pulls out and pushes back in. She’s testing her harness and my reactions. I can tell because when I moan, so does she. This feels like nothing I’ve ever experienced before. Katy’s petite hands grasp my hips, and she thrusts forward a little harder.
“You don’t have to go easy. Do what feels right, Miss Katy.”
Everything she’s doing feels amazing because it’s her.