Chapter 19
I DON”T REGRET ANYTHING
J.D. Stevens
Stepping away from Rebel, I removed my leather cut and tossed it onto my cluttered desk. I walked to the door and turned the lock, the metallic click echoing loudly in the otherwise silent room.
Even though Siobhan was asleep, I didn’t want her to wake up, come in here looking for me and see my face buried in Rebel’s pussy. That would traumatize all of us.
I faced Rebel, and she hadn’t moved from in front of my desk. Her gaze was like a soft caress and anticipation moved through my entire body. I’ve wanted her since the first day I walked into her office. From her name to the way she carried herself, everything about her just called to me, drew me in. And that tingling that moved across my entire body and had my cock hard every time she was near was downright additive. Right now, she wasn’t even doing anything, but having all her attention focused on me had my dick pushing against the zipper of my blue jeans.
As I walked back towards her, my gaze was riveted on her face, then bit by bit moved down her gorgeous body. Tonight, she wore an oversized, off-the-shoulder bright yellow sweatshirt, black leggings, and high-top black leather combat boots. No matter how casual the outfit, Rebel was still sexy as hell.
Most women squirmed under my attention but not her. She smirked and perused my body just as I had done her.
When I reached her, I couldn’t hold back any longer. I grabbed her by the back of her neck and pulled her body closer to mine. My mouth covered hers, devouring the softness of her lips with as much hunger as I felt.
When I finally pulled away from the kiss, she opened her eyes, and the dreamy expression in her gaze only intensified my desire to see it linger.
“Strip,” I ordered, taking a step away from her so I could watch.
Without any hesitation she pulled her sweatshirt over her head and tossed it on the floor, kicked off her boots, pulled down her leggings then stepped out of them, leaving her in nothing but her see through red bra and panties.
I wasn’t really a lingerie person, but that fucking color with hints of her brown skin peeking through the thin red fabric looked so fucking good on her lithe body. But looking at her, red lingerie might be my favorite now.
“Bra and panties too.”
With a smirk, she unhooked her bra and dangled it from her finger. I folded my arms over my chest and watched as she dropped the fabric to the floor. I loved she had no problem taking her clothes off in front of me. Next, she moved to her panties and pushed them down over her hips and legs, then stepped out of them. She slid onto my desk, then opened her legs giving me a magnificent view of her wet pussy.
“What are you waiting for?” she asked. “Come here.”
I licked my lips, walked towards her, then dropped to my knees in between her parted thighs. She laid back on top of my desk and placed her legs over my shoulders. I took in a deep breath, inhaling the scent of her arousal.
“Fuck, you smell good.”
“How about you lick my pussy so you can find out how good I taste.”
I chuckled, pulled her ass closer to my mouth, and licked from her entrance to clit. Her groans filled the room as I traced circles around her hardened nub with my tongue, finally sucking it into my mouth. Her hands gripped my hair, pulling it with a forceful tug. She pulled so hard my scalp stung, but I fucking loved it.
Jesus Christ, she tastes so damn good. Like strawberries.
She pulled my head towards her cunt, eagerly guiding my tongue as she rocked back and forth.
“J.D.,” she moaned, and it went straight to my cock. “Oh, fuck. Right there.”
I couldn’t wait to fuck her, having her scream my name. But that wouldn’t happen tonight. Tonight, I just wanted to worship her pussy.
Inserting two fingers inside her entrance, I moved them in and out of her wet cunt slowly while nipping and flicking her clit as she met my shallow thrusts.
“You taste like fucking heaven,” I mumbled against her wet folds. “I want you to come for me, Rebel. I want to drown in your fucking juices.”
The grip on my hair tightened and the way her movements sped up and her arousal flooded my mouth I knew she was close. I increased the pressure on her clit, intensifying my finger’s movements inside her, while she continued to grind against my tongue. My fingers danced along her walls, causing them to tremble, and I slid another inside her, pushing her to the brink with my name escaping her lips. I continued to move my fingers in and out of her until she came down from her orgasm.
I stood then backed away from her as I watched her prop up on her elbows with a small smile on her face.
“That was amazing,” she said.
I squeezed my dick through my jeans. She watched the motion and licked her lips. She hopped off the desk and sauntered towards me. When she stood before me, she ran her fingers down my chest, and I gripped her hand before she grabbed my dick. As she looked into my eyes, a look of confusion clouded her face.
“Not today.” I ran the pads of my thumbs over her nipples, amazed at the way the puckered under my touch. “I wanted to taste you not get my dick sucked.”
I twisted her nipples, and she moaned. I gripped her by the waist and pulled her naked body closer to mine. Her eyes closed as I played with her hardened peaks until she squirmed in my arms.
“I’m not going to fuck you, right now, Rebel.” She whimpered, and I licked the shell of her ear, sucked her earlobe into my mouth, then released it. “I’m not going to let you suck me off either. But when I do feed you my cock, you won’t remember anyone that came before me and there won’t be anyone after me.”
“J.D.” Her head rested against my chest. “Please...”
“Please what, sweetheart?” I pinched one of her nipples, then the other. She hissed, then moaned when I rubbed both her breasts. “You want me to make you come, again?”
She nodded her head.
“Someone has a greedy little cunt, don’t they?” I chuckled when she moaned. “You want Daddy, to make you come, baby?”
“Shit,” she groaned as two of my fingers enter inside her. She spreads her legs wider, and her nails dug into my shoulders as I fuck her with my fingers.
“I can’t wait to fuck you with my dick,” I whispered causing her to moan. I continued to move my fingers in and out of her picking up my pace. “My tongue got to taste you. Now my fingers get to fuck you. Are you going to come on them?”
I hit that magic spot and her arousal dripped down my hand. “Fuck, Rebel. Do you know how hard it is not to fuck you when you’re so fucking wet, baby. My cock could just slide right in.”
“J.D., shit! I’m coming!”
I pinched her clit, she groaned, and her body trembled then her knees buckled. I wrapped my arms around her waist, bringing her body closer to mine as she rode out the waves of her orgasm. She pulled away from me, took a deep breath and released it then looked into my eyes.
“I don’t regret any of this J.D.,” she whispered. “And I hope you don’t either.”
“I don’t regret anything, Rebel. If there is any doubt where I stand with you, you need to let that shit, go.”
“I don’t know if I can let the doubt go, J.D.” she said. “Like I said, I’ll never live in anyone’s shadow. I deserve more than that.”
She looked down at my wedding ring. I still didn’t have the heart to take it off. I loved Dani, and I knew she was gone. But our chapter wasn’t complete until I found out who killed her and my son. When that was done then I could finally move on. And I planned to do that with the beautiful woman standing in front of me.
“I meant what I said, Rebel. When all this is over, I’m coming for you. All of you.”
Whether or not she believed me, we could have something special. I wasn’t looking for anyone to replace Dani, that was impossible. But I had enough room in my heart for someone else. And it was time I opened my heart to someone else. I deserved to be happy again. And I believed Rebel was going to be my happiness.