No Safe Place

Chapter 40

P: I am not reliable.

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P: I am not stable. I am not rational. I am not always kind.

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P: I say the wrong things. I ask the wrong questions. I waste my doctors’ time. I don’t try hard enough. I think too much. I struggle with simple tasks. I don’t take care of my belongings. I don’t take care of my personal hygiene. I don’t take an interest in others.

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P: I am difficult, and I am difficult to love.