46 — Catarina Rowedder
“You are a beautiful blue ocean
I want to ride you”
Ocean — Lady A.
— I need to make love, not sex, my angel. I need this — Noah says, placing me on the soft mattress.
— Do what you want, just don't leave me in this agony anymore. I want our life back, my love.
— I will, my angel. Ever since I laid eyes on you—he bites my earlobe—I felt like you would be mine. My blue angel… My princess…
He pulls away for a moment and my heart skips a beat at his small statement. He removes his clothes, making my mouth water when I see his pink glans, already shiny with the pre— cum liquid. Before he could advance on me, I got on my knees, close to the edge of the bed, calling him with my index finger. My panties are soaked, just imagining that thick, veiny cock in my mouth.
Noah positions himself in front of me, his pupils dilated with lust and lust. I take your cock in my mouth, without warning, licking it like a delicious popsicle. I slide a hand down to his balls, moving them, while I try — unsuccessfully — to swallow his entire length. For a moment, our eyes meet and he holds my hair with his hand, I increase the pace, making him shudder and throw his head back, mad, releasing a growl from his throat, like an animal.
— Now it's my turn. I want you dripping when I go deep into that delicious pussy of yours.
He carefully lays me down, spreading my legs to have free access to my wet center. He slides a finger between my folds, then takes it to his mouth.
— Delicious, my favorite flavor — he says, dropping his mouth and eating me with his lips and fingers, without mercy. — That's it... Enjoy, love... Let it come.
He continues moving his two fingers inside me, while his tongue and lips suck me frantically, I begin to feel my body preparing for an uncontrollable orgasm.
— Noaahhh... ahhhhh.... — I whimper, releasing my pleasure.
His mouth comes against mine, in an intense kiss, full of promises and desire. Before I can say anything, he turns me around, leaving me on all fours and caressing my ass.
— What's in that box, hmm? — refers to the purchases I made today at the sex shop.
— Open it and find out. Use whatever you want on me. — I wink, very naughty.
I watch him take out some vibrators, stuffed handcuffs, plugs and some lubricating gels.
— Rest assured that I will use each of these items, but now I want to satisfy my hunger for you — he says, leaving the objects on the bed and then distributing kisses down my spine.
His cock slides across my soaked entrance, playing back and forth as I try, futilely, to get him to penetrate me.
— Baby, fuck me once and for all! I can't take it anymore, I need to feel you inside me — I beg.
My words have an effect, because, like a ferocious animal, he invades me in a single thrust. Fast, hard and strong.
—Fuck, fuck, fuck! — he roars, increasing the rhythm of his thrusts.
One of his hands slides down to my clitoris, while the other squeezes my swollen breast, giving me even more pleasure.
— Come with me, love... Enjoy for me, angel!
These words make my walls contract and pulse around his cock, making me feel our liquids mix and flow between my legs.
— I love you — he tells me, as we collapse on the bed.
— I love you more, my prince.
— Tired? — he asks with a naughty smile. — We still have a few hours to enjoy everything we have here. — teases me.
— Baby, let's take a shower and get ready, my dad just told me that they're coming back — Noah says.
— Wow, already?
— Yes, sleepyhead. Let's go, I want to stay with Ty for a while, and I believe that this week we will have a visit from the social worker, my angel. But everything will be fine.
— We can't be without him, love. I know it's sudden, but I feel like he's been mine forever. I do not know how to explain.
— I know exactly, I feel that way about him too. — Hug me. — We'll make it.
We took a shower, got dressed and headed home. As we walk through the garden, an idea comes to mind.
— Baby, I was thinking here.
— I noticed the smoke coming out...
— Stew! I believe we would have a better chance of adopting him if we had our own home. — I stop for a moment. — I know we haven't been together long, if you don't want to, I'll understand, but I believe it would help us.
— It's something we can study, later on — he says, without looking me in the eye.
— Are you really okay with this?
— Of course, just leave it to me and I'll sort things out, okay? — I don't know why, but I feel like he's hiding something. — Now come on, let's see if Iaiá will let us steal something to eat before dinner.
We burst into laughter, I decide to leave the subject of the house on hold for now, heading in silence to the kitchen.
— Iaiá, love of my life — Noah hugs her.
— Don't even think, dinner will be served.
— No for me? — I pout. — My stomach hurts with hunger.
— Well, if you ate before doing dirty things, you wouldn't be like this now! — I widen my eyes, my cheeks flushed with embarrassment.
— Baby, she's right.
— Noaaaaah! For God's sake! It can't even for disguise a little?
— For what to disguise? What I want most is for this house to be filled with children. — Iolanda gives the air of grace, however, my chest tightens. — Oh, my girl, don't be sad! I say and repeat, destiny knows what it does, so much so that, today, you are here, together.
I'm about to agree with her, when the kitchen is invaded by Tyler, Norah, and Jack.
— Noah, look what I got from Mr. Jackson. — Ty shows off his Captain America doll.
— Boy, I told you, sir, you make me feel older than I am, call me Jack.
— Wow, I think we can start making a collection of the dolls, what do you think? —Noah questions.
— I don't know, what if I can't stay here for long? I won't have anywhere to take it — he replies with a choked voice.
At this moment, tears bathe my face, without me being able to control it, for the simple fact of thinking about not being able to have him with me for the rest of my life. The love he brought me is unique, incomparable and irreplaceable.
— Nina, come with me — Norah requests.
— I did something wrong? — Ty worries.
— No, buddy, they're just going to have some girl talk — I hear Jack reassuring him.
I follow her to the library.
—Sit here, my dear. — Norah indicates the sofa. — Is there something bothering you? I know you've been through a lot in such a short time, but I want you to know that I'm here if you want to talk.
— To be honest, I'm afraid of what the social worker might tell us. In fact, I mentioned to Noah, shortly before you arrived, that maybe it would be good if we had our own house, or an apartment, as I believe that would make it easier for us to get permanent custody.
— Hm, I understand. — he responds understandingly. — But let's take it one step at a time, okay? First, let's see what she will tell you. Depending on the situation, living here can be favorable too.
— You're right, forgive me for that, but he's too important, I feel like he's already part of me.
— I understand you, I feel that way about Noah and stubborn Gael too. — Comes closer, hugging me. — Everything will be fine and we will be here, every step of the way, with you.
— Thank you for everything!
—Now let's get ourselves together, or else, with the way they are protective and curious, they will soon be invading this library.
I smile, because it is the pure reality of the Foster men. Incomparable protection for those you love.
— Baby, I'll wait for you in the room — Noah warns, while I put our boy to sleep. — Good night, champion.
— Good evening — Tyler says, still embarrassed.
Dinner went well, every day I notice Ty becoming more extroverted, but not comfortable enough. It's as if, deep down, he was waiting for the date of his departure.
— Come on, my little angel, how about we read a book before bed?
— Yes, can I clean up and put on my pajamas first?
— Of course, I'll make your bed in the meantime.
After all, I hope to be your mother and that one day you will see me like this. — I think.
When I return, I place him on the bed, along with his new doll and admire him for a while.
— Are you okay?
— Of course, shall we read it now? — he agrees with a nod.
I read a few pages of a manga, which Noah had started to read with him, however, minutes later, I observe Tyler snoring, already in a deep sleep. I kiss her forehead, wishing her sweet dreams and go to my room, to sleep in the arms of my other love.