15. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
ZEKE
I ’d dreamed about this moment for the last two years. I’d find any excuse to touch her, to smell her, and be near her. But this time, she let me. She wanted me.
Sasha didn’t love me like I loved her, but I didn’t care. She may never love me back ever, but it would take fifty thousand strong men to pull me away from her. She was mine, whether she knew it or not. Sasha was always mine. I just had to wait for the right moment, this one, to make my move.
Her breath fell short when I finally kissed her. Sasha’s lips were soft, just like I’d imagined them every day since I’d seen her. I didn’t care how far she wanted to take this, I was just happy to be kissing her.
Not gonna lie though. My dick went hard the moment I tasted her mouth. She was sweet, just like pancakes with strawberries and cream.
My tongue slipped between her lips and my hand brushed against her waist. I pushed her forward, guiding her onto her back. Sasha moaned softly and the sound made my cock jump. There was no chance she didn’t feel it against her thigh.
I was the first man she had allowed to kiss her after three years. That alone told me she felt something for me.
“Jesus, Sash.” I stopped abruptly and gazed into her eyes. “You have no idea how much I want you.” I may have been coming on too strong, but I didn’t want to scare her off. She had a panicked look and almost lost her breath again. She licked her lips before biting her bottom one. “I’ll be as gentle as you want me to be.”
Her hand raised up to my cheek and her finger tenderly roughed up my beard. “Not too gentle I hope.”
“I never thought you’d let me this close to you let alone kiss you.” Her eyes showed a little confusion. Maybe she felt guilty kissing me when she was still in love with her old flame. “Are you okay?”
“Yes.”
“Tell me what you’re thinking, Sash.” I couldn’t crawl into her mind but I wanted to hear everything she thought.
Sasha gulped down and then hushed, “I think if you don’t keep kissing me, then I might die too.”
I couldn’t refrain myself from then on. I kissed her mouth and she kissed me back, hard. Her lips were like magnets and I couldn’t keep away from her anymore. My attraction to her was more than just physical, but right then, it was all I could feel. My dick went hard and stayed that way the longer we kissed, and the longer we kissed, the more she moaned.
My hand slithered under her t-shirt and straight up her back. She giggled a little into my mouth when my fingers traced her spine. Sasha was ticklish. I didn’t intend to make her laugh, but I sure as fuck wanted to make her scream.
After I took a brief pause, I nuzzled into her neck and bit down before licking upward toward her ear. I nibbled on her lobe and she shivered with a soft sigh.
“That’s it, Sasha.” My hands clawed at her hips and my fingers dug into her flesh. “You’ve done it. You woke up the beast in me that I tried so hard to suppress because of you.”
She was powerless against me; either that or she was willingly surrendering.
I crushed my mouth against hers and even tasted a little blood which I swallowed. I wasn’t sure if it was mine or hers but she never wailed.
Every inch of her body was mine for the taking. To taste. To feel. To love and adore.
I slowed down our kiss so she could breathe a little easier.
“You really hate me, don’t you?” Sash whispered. I knew what she was getting at. It was the way I’d treated her the last two years, so of course she’d assume that.
“You’re right,” I joked. “I can’t stand to be around you.”
“Good thing we’re not standing then.”
I was careful with my moves. I didn’t want to do anything she might not like. This was a new experience for me, being with her. It was the one thing I couldn’t learn beforehand. The way she wanted to be kissed or touched. Where she wanted to be kissed and how hard she wanted it. No matter how much I’d watched her over the last two years, it was the one thing I couldn’t have figured out.
My hand slid over her t-shirt and I paused briefly before I tore the material apart. Sasha gasped. “Don’t worry,” I said. “I got you more clothes from your room.”
“They won’t last long if you keep ripping into them like that.”
I was about to rip into her. Jesus, I was hard.
Her beautiful breasts heaved out of their cups and they looked so soft and squishy. They were perfectly big for my hands. I wanted to nuzzle my entire face between them. I pulled down her bra and exposed her taut nipple before closing my mouth over it.
“Oh, god,” Sasha moaned. Her fingers dug between the stands of my hair.
I sucked down and grazed her nipple between my teeth before wriggling my tongue over the bud. Her bra rested just under my chin and her delicious scent tempted me more. I could have stayed in this position for hours.
Sasha eagerly tightened my head against her by pushing me closer. I sucked down harder and the subtle moan she let out told me she seemed to like that.
I guided Sasha onto her back and then tore off the rest of her shirt tossing the bits and pieces aside. One breast was still out of her cup but the other was tucked in. My hands slid under her middle back and I raised her slightly. It gave me enough space to unclasp her bra. I threw it next to the bed onto the floor with the rest of her shirt.
She swallowed and watched me while I just sat there and admired her. Sasha’s breasts flattened a little as she lay on her back. Her arms were braced on the pillow. “You’re the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen.”
I bent down and kissed her mouth and felt her curves press against my chest. Sasha’s fingers were in my hair again as she kissed me back quite enthusiastically.
I needed to taste her. I needed to hear her scream out my name, just like I’d imagined when I jerked off thinking about her.
My hands went under the waistband of her yoga pants and I slid them down along her panties. Sasha wriggled her body when I shimmied them past her ass. They landed on top of the heap of her other clothing on the floor.
I’d never thought she’d be naked in front of me. I’d imagined it. Plenty of fucking times. My cock strained against my boxers and I felt precum out of the tip just at the sight of her.
She knew what was coming. “I’ve never done this before.”
Sasha has had sex, she admitted it before at the beach, so I assumed she was referring to someone going down on her.
“Lay back and relax, sweetheart,” I said to her. “It’ll feel good soon. I’ll make you feel so good.”
I licked my middle digit and slipped it between her folds, brushing it over her clit. Sasha’s hands moved from the pillows and slammed against the mattress. Her fingers clenched the sheets and her neck arched back with her curved spine.
Sasha was wet and my finger soaked the deeper I pushed inside. “You’re so tight.”
“Mmhm.” Her back arched even higher when I removed my finger and flicked at her clit.
“Have you ever played with yourself?”
“Yes,” she muttered.
“Good girl,” I whispered. “I’d love to see that.” I stopped playing with her and shuffled further down on the bed. I leaned forward while on my knees and tucked my hands under her ass, lifting her pussy right up to my mouth. “Relax, sweetheart.”
Sasha wasn’t waxed but didn’t have a lot of hair so it was easy to swoop my tongue over her slit. I closed my eyes and focused on the way she tasted, embedding it into my brain just so I could keep remembering it later on. Her pheromones drove me crazy. She smelled like ripe grape tomato and tasted a mix of acidity and sweetness.
I always thought she had a gorgeous ass and they were nicely settled in the palm of my hands. My face was safely between her legs and my tongue was buried inside of her. Every time it buffed against her clit, she groaned.
Sasha squeezed my head with her knees a few times and that muffled the sounds of her. I removed my hands from the warmth of her butt and then spread her legs further apart. My middle finger found her entrance and I slowly slipped it in again at the same time assaulting her bud.
“Zeke,” she cried out.
If I wasn’t so busy eating her out I’d have the biggest damn smile on my face. Hearing her call out my name made my thoughts race and my body rejuvenated when blood pumped in my ears.
“I’m so addicted to you,” I managed to say before closing my mouth over her again. My head spun out of control thinking about shoving my cock between her thighs.
Sasha raised her hips and her hands were on my head. She clung to my hair and pulled lightly before shoving my face deeper. I could barely breathe, but when I did, I kept getting a whiff of her pussy. It was heaven. She was heaven.
“I think I’m gonna cum soon,” she yelled out.
My cock swelled and I quickened my tongue movements just to get a deeper taste of her.
Sasha bucked and cried out at the same time as her cum gushed in my mouth. “Oh my god.” Her body spasmed and a surge of adrenaline burst inside of me.
I crawled back up and removed her hands away from her eyes. She thought she could hide that pretty face from me. Her lids were completely shut. I leaned over and kissed her to entice them open. “Look at me, sweetheart.”
Sasha smiled when she saw me. “Hi.”
I hovered over her and nibbled on her ears again before I whispered, “Are you ready for me, sweetheart?”
I hoped to god her answer was yes, because I wasn’t sure if I could wait anymore to fuck her.
“Mmhm,” she murmured.
I probably should have waited for an actual yes but judging by the smile on her face she wasn’t going to say no. If she did, I’d stop in a heartbeat.
Sash watched as I removed my shirt over my head, then tossed it on the other side of the bed. I hadn’t had sex in a long time and made sure the doctors checked I was always clean. Her eyes were drawn to my chest then fell to my stomach. I still had on my pants so she couldn’t go lower than that. At least not yet, but I could tell she wanted to.
I’d seen her check me out once when I was shirtless, but I remembered her looking away after I caught her.
“Aren’t you forgetting something?” she said.
I assumed she was referring to grabbing a condom. “You’re on the pill and if I’m correct you’ve just finished your period about a week ago.” Her meds were another thing I brought her when I went back on the cruise to get her things.
She lost her breath again. “You know when I’m on my period and that I’m on the pill?”
“When I said I knew everything about you, I wasn’t being modest.”
“And you? What about you?”
“No, I’m not on the pill,” I joked and that got me a smile. “I haven’t fucked anyone since I met you, Sash. You were all I could think about.”
“You really do know everything about me.” Her face was almost ghostlike as the blood drained from it. “I don’t know if I should be turned on or a little sickened by it.”
“You can be both, but right now I’m hoping you’re more turned on.” My hand lowered across her navel until my fingers reached her pussy. Sasha closed her eyes and sighed. She was still drenched.
I couldn’t wait anymore. I needed to feel her as I’d been waiting for too damn long.
Sasha protested when I stopped playing with her. She watched as I crawled off the bed and dropped my pants and boxers. Sasha bit her lip when she saw me fully naked and completely hard for her.
When she smiled I knew she was content with my size. I wasn’t huge by all means but I wasn’t tiny either. Just above average and judging by the tightness of her pussy, she was gonna feel it either way.
I rubbed my cock a few times as my eyes fixated on her bare body sprawled out on the bed. Her pussy glistened with the juices from my mouth and her arousal. I could still taste it on my tongue.
I climbed back onto the bed and hovered over Sasha. Her pretty brown eyes hypnotized me. I’d seen her wear makeup sometimes and she was stunning, but this girl was naturally gorgeous too. I’d just need to look at her smile and eyes, and that would be the end of me.
I leaned in and stopped just before I kissed her mouth. She lifted her head slightly and met me the rest of the way, locking our lips together. Sasha never pulled away despite tasting herself on me. She just kept kissing me.
I gently grabbed her left wrist and placed it above her head. I didn’t want to hold it down too hard in case she was still in pain. Sasha lifted her right hand on her own and lay it flat above her against the pillow.
“Keep your hands there,” I told her as soon as I pulled away from her lips. My mouth traced her jawline down to her neck, to the front of her collarbone, and between the valley of her breasts. I straightened my body and grabbed my cock before sweeping it over her slit. “Get ready for me, sweetheart.”
Sasha arched her back and rolled her eyes. I hadn’t even gone inside of her yet. “Zeke,” she groaned. “Please.”
Such an impatient little thing but truth be told I loved hearing her beg. I needed to prepare myself for this. I had to go slow so she could adjust and feel comfortable, but I was the impatient one. I couldn’t wait anymore.
When I finally pushed inside of her, Sasha cried out, “Zeke.”
She was warm and wet. My cock fit perfectly in her pussy. She was made for me. We were made for each other. “You’re so fucking tight, baby.” I kept it at a slow pace. Any faster and I would have shot my load. Pill or no pill I would have gotten her pregnant. Such a beautiful thought. Her arms were still above her head but I dug mine in the dip of her waist. I slowly drove forward and pushed her back, repeating the motion over and over again. “So fucking pretty.”
“You feel so damn good,” she mewled.
My cock swelled inside of her. I wanted to stay like this buried in her while she was naked beneath me. Sasha’s breasts flattened again but her nipples were hard. They jiggled with every thrust. My hands found her curves and I gave them a squeeze before holding them tight. I lifted myself slightly so my weight wouldn’t crush her.
I had to imagine unsavory things just so I didn’t cum too quickly. If she knew what this meant to me, what she meant to me, then I have no doubt she’d be scared of my true feelings.
I bent down and kissed her again before I grabbed her legs and threw them around my waist. When our lips disconnected, I whispered in her ear, “You’re mine, sweetheart. No going back now. This pretty pussy is mine.” If that didn’t scare her off then nothing would.
I wanted her. Not just for now. Not just for tomorrow and the next day, but forever. That’s how long I wanted her.
“Zeke, you’re so hard,” she moaned. “So fucking hard.”
“You’re taking my cock so well, sweetheart,” I praised. “Such a good fucking girl. Are you ready to let go?”
“Mmmhm.” Sasha nodded.
I fucked her. Hard. Steered forward and snapped back. Over and over again. My cock jerked the moment she screamed out my name. “Zeke.”
I knew she was a screamer.
It was the moment I’d been waiting for. Ropes of cum sprang inside of her. I felt her walls clamp around me at the same time she convulsed. She exhaled choppy breaths and inhaled deeply trying to capture air into her lungs. My heart was like thunder in my chest, beating for her.
I may have been her second option. Her first was a ghost. Maybe I couldn’t compete with that, but I was here for her no matter what. My heart bled for her.
I loved her.
I have killed for her.
And I sure as fuck would die for her.