Chapter 20
Parker
He tastes fucking incredible. I swallow down his cum and practically beg for more. But he’s reaching for me, so I stand just as he’s grabbing my face and attacking my mouth with his. He sucks my tongue into his mouth, groaning as he tastes himself on me.
I hadn’t lost hope that Leo would give in to this between us, but I didn’t know he was ready to give in while we’re in the middle of trials for Crimson Veil.
It’s a heady feeling knowing that I was able to pull him out of his head, that he’s able to give in to this.
All I want is for the three of us to be together.
Leo breaks the kiss, his forehead dropping to mine. We hold each other in an embrace, our breath mingling, chests heaving. I never want this to end. If I could pull Mia into this room and keep us locked up forever, I’d do it.
“That was . . . fuck, I don’t have words for that.
” I chuckle against his lips as I peck him several times.
Then his hands start roaming, exploring my chest and abs.
My cock is painfully hard, and I rut against his naked body, wanting to feel him flush against me.
My wish is granted a moment later when Leo shoves my sweatpants down and pulls me forward, our cocks pressed together between our bodies.
We kiss like we can’t get enough, our tongues tangling together, our mouths a mess of lips and teeth. But then Leo breaks our connection and slips down to his knees, pinning himself between the counter and my body.
His black hair is mussed and wild, his eyes glossy and heavy, and when he reaches out to curl his fingers around my thick length, I can’t look anywhere but him.
Leo strokes me with the precision I would expect from him, methodical in his movements and intention.
His free hand cups my balls and rolls them gently in his palm, sending waves of pleasure scattering through my veins.
Precum beads at the slit, and Leo licks his lips, but he doesn’t clean it off, and I don’t know what’s holding him back.
My fingers slip through his soft locks, tilting his head backward to look at me while he strokes me.
“You want my cock in your mouth, baby?”
“Yeah, I want to make you feel good.” Fuck, is that what he’s worried about? It’s impossible that he couldn’t make me feel good. The suggestion is laughable. Pretty sure I could come just from Leo looking at my cock, he turns me on so much.
“Then suck on it. Just the tip.” I guide his mouth to the head of my cock, his lips opening wide to take it, his pink tongue looking so fucking good.
Leo closes his lips around the swollen head, sealing the wet warmth around me.
My heart races in my chest, my fingers shaking as I hold him in place where I want him.
“Good boy. Now suck. Yeah, that’s it. Hollow out your cheeks.
” Leo is a quick study and does it perfectly, his tongue swirling around me as he sucks on me like a lollipop.
“Oh, fuck, just like that, baby. You only get to do this for me, don’t you?”
Leo nods his head frantically, and then he surprises me by taking me deeper. I start to move my hips, keeping my hold on his head as I thrust into his warm mouth.
“Such a good boy letting me have your mouth. Relax and let me go deeper, I’ve got you.
” I pull out just to my head and then thrust slowly back in, keeping my pace steady so I don’t gag him.
He takes me down to a little more than mid-shaft, but I know he can take more.
On my next thrust, I slide all the way in and nearly see stars as he instinctively swallows around me.
“Ohh, fuck, baby, your mouth is so fucking good. Fuck. Suck it, Leo, make me come.”
I don’t know what happens, but Leo takes control back, one of his hands slipping between my legs to play with my sack, the other reaching up and pinching my nipple.
I stand there on weak, shaky legs, and let this gorgeous, perfect man ravish my cock like he was made for it.
When Leo’s sexy brown eyes look up at me with so much written behind them, I’m a goner.
“About to come. You want to swallow it down?” Leo doesn’t back away, but his chest heaves, and his cock rests heavy and hard again against his abdomen, and I can see it pulsing from here.
Fuck, he’s turned on just by having my cock in his mouth.
That’s my undoing. I hold his head still as I pull out just enough so that my tip is resting on his tongue, and I let go.
Leo’s palm squeezes and rolls my balls like he’s trying to get every single fucking drop out of them, while his lips suction around my shaft, sucking like he needs the release to survive.
“Fuuuck, Leo, fuck.” I empty into his greedy mouth. “Don’t swallow, hold it in there.”
I pull out and quickly straddle him, holding my palm under his lips. “Spit.” Leo’s eyes go wide, his chest heaving, but he does as I say, spitting my cum into my palm. I grip his hard dick with it, using my seed as lube as I stroke him quickly.
“Oh fuck, what are you doing?” he mutters.
“This greedy cock needs to come again. Look at how hard and achy it is.” His arms wrap around my shoulders as he starts to thrust into my palm. “That’s it. You’re just as fucking needy as Mia. I’m going to take such good care of my babies.”
“Fuck, when you . . . when you talk like that, Park . . .”
“You like it, baby? You like when I tell you how good your hard dick feels in my palm? How good your cum tastes on my tongue? How I want to spend the rest of the day seeing how many times I can make you blow? You want to hear how I can’t wait to fuck both of you at the same time?
Think about how good it’s going to feel with my mouth on your cock and Mia’s sweet cunt over your mouth. ”
“Oh, fuuuuck.” Leo explodes, his abs rippling, his mouth falling ajar, pearly white seed erupting from his tip like he didn’t just come in my mouth ten minutes ago.
“Fuck, look at you. You come so fucking pretty, baby. God damn, I’m obsessed.” I work him through it, his cum leaking down his shaft and mingling with my own as I stroke him until the sensitivity wins out and he begs me to stop.
Together, we collapse in a heap on the floor, our chests heaving. Leo looks up at the ceiling, but I can’t look anywhere but him.
After cleaning myself up in the attached bathroom, I sit on one of the beds, waiting for Leo to come out and face me.
I hope like hell he doesn’t start to freak out and retreat back into himself.
I refuse to give him up now that I’ve had him.
How could I ever go back to being two platonic friends who happen to share a woman?
Not after the ground itself shifted under me while we were kissing.
I’m running my hand through my hair when Leo walks in, looking thoroughly fucked and sheepish. My lips pull up on one side as my eyes rake over his body. He rubs a hand on the back of his neck, looking anywhere but me. That won’t do.
“Take a seat, let’s talk.”
He scoffs. “That’s the last thing we should be doing. The rul—”
“I don’t give a shit about the Crimson Veil or the rules. Fuck them.”
“Liar,” I snap. “I know you’re here because you want to know more about your lineage and where you came from.”
My mouth drops open slightly as my head jerks backward. I’m not often shocked, but this got me. “How do you know that?” Leo takes a seat across from me on the other twin bed, our knees bumping into each other’s.
“I was the person on the other side of the confessional, Park.”
My head drops down, and a dark, self-deprecating laugh bubbles loose. Of course he was. This entire time, we’ve been pushed together.
“Why do we keep ending up together, Leo? You know so much about the Veil and the history of this school. I know nothing, remember? So, enlighten me, oh wise son of House Ashcroft. Why us? Why do we keep finding ourselves in trials together?”
“Someone probably saw us with Mia. Or knows details about our situation, and they’re clearly testing our willpower to follow their fucking rules. We need to survive this trial and not fuck up any more than we already have.”
“Do you hear yourself right now?” I slide down to my knees, pushing his legs open and settling between them.
My hands grip his hips as I look up at him.
“You’ve been brainwashed, baby. You know it.
I heard your confession, too, remember?” Leo refuses to look at me, so I grip his chin between my thumb and forefinger and gently guide his head to face mine.
“You’re tired of hiding who you are, you said it yourself.
It’s killing you. I care about you, Leo, and I’m not about to let that happen.
We’ve only got one life, there’s no point in hiding from it. ”
Leo’s beautiful brown eyes dart back and forth between my own, and I can’t discern what’s going on in that head of his.
But then he kisses me, and nothing else matters.
Strong, sure, fingers clasp my face, his lips melding with my own.
I jerk him forward, pulling his ass to the edge of the bed in an effort to get closer to him.
We kiss for mere moments, or maybe hours; time seems to evaporate when we’re connected like this.
But when we break apart, and his forehead falls to rest on my own, and I slide my hand up his chest and settle over his rapidly thumping heart, I know without a doubt that I’ve fallen in love with him.
My hands run up and down his smooth sides, an offering of comfort while he seems conflicted.
“You’re right,” he breathes. “Or I’m right.
I’m not stupid, Park. I know this perfectly curated life of bullshit isn’t what I want.
I just don’t know how to break the cycle.
I don’t know what to fucking do.” His voice breaks on the last word, and my heart cracks open right along with it.
I wish I could fix this for him, wish I could remove every barrier standing in his way from living the life he wants to live.
All I can do is support him and show him how freeing it is to embrace who we are and live for ourselves.
What he doesn’t see, though, is how fierce and strong he is, and none of that has anything to do with his dad or the Ashcroft name.
“Baby, you’re already doing it. You’re not following the rules right now.
You’re pushing against what your dad wants for you by helping me through these trials.
Your life isn’t set in stone, but we have to make decisions that stay true to ourselves.
The people who truly love you will only support you. ”
“How are you so sure?”
“Because I’m living proof of it. When I told them I wanted to attend Corvus, even though they knew it meant I would be around where my birth parents are, or hell, when I told them I was bisexual, you know what they said?
That it’s just a privilege to know me and be in my life. They just want me to be happy, Leo.”
“You know there’s a book in the archives that has the lineage.
We could easily find out who your birth parents are,” he suggests.
I’ve thought about it. I’ve also thought about asking several of the professors here, including Professor Thorne, who seems to be the keeper of all knowledge at the school.
I shake my head. “No. I’ve thought about it for years, and if I found out organically, then so be it, but I don’t want to know.
I really just wanted to know more about where I came from, and not who I came from.
But I’m learning now that it’s one of the same here at Corvus.
” Leo’s face falls, his head nodding in agreement.
“You don’t have to face anything alone. Just like you haven’t forced me to face these trials alone.
I’m not going to abandon you, neither will Mia. ”
Leo looks at me, blinking slowly, the black strands of his hair falling over his forehead, eyes darting all over my face, and I can say with utmost certainty that I’ve only ever been looked at like this by one other person.
Mia.
Suddenly, I can’t take the space between us anymore.
My fingertips dig into Leo’s hips, anchoring to me, while our mouths crash together in the middle.
Our tongues meld together in an erotic dance, his hands running over my shoulders and pulling me impossibly close.
His pelvis presses against my abdomen, his dick hardening against me.
I explore his back, kneading the firm muscles, his body rocking against me.
We can’t get close enough. Our kisses turn frantic, and I know there’s only one thing that will satisfy this unyielding need. My fingers dip into his waistband, severing our kiss as he helps me push them down his legs. I’m quick to follow, shucking mine off and kicking them to the side.
Leo lies back on the bed, his toned legs spread, his hard cock resting heavy against his stomach. He looks so fucking good. But it’s his expression that nearly breaks me. So desperate . . . for me.
“Don’t move, I need to find something,” I tell him, and reluctantly hurry off to the bathroom, rummaging through the two bags of toiletries that were conveniently sitting on the counter.
I find two small packets of lube and kiss the wrapper, whisper a word of thanks to the Corvus gods, and rush back to Leo.
He’s exactly where I left him, his arms folded behind his head, looking like a Greek god.
“Do you have any idea how hot you are?” Leo’s face blushes, and I wonder how often he’s actually complimented the way he deserves. Something I plan to rectify. “It’s true. You’re fucking gorgeous, can’t believe I get to touch you like this.”
My heart beats wildly behind my ribs, anticipation and excitement both flooding my veins in ample measure.
I came to Corvus to find something I felt called to search for.
But maybe it had nothing to do with my birth parents and blood at all.
Maybe it was this. I’ve found my missing piece.
Now I just need to make him mine so the three of us can be together.