~Chapter 49~
I step back but I'm stopped by Ash's body.
I try to leave but Niko takes my hand and pulls me to him, he hugs me from behind and rests his head on my neck
Sergio is unlikely to be angry because Colby is here too, and he gives him a 'I'll kill you when we talk' look
"Hmm" Kael says and I try to leave.
"I want to leave, Nikolai" I say as quietly as I can.
"Not before you treat your dear brother nicely" Colby says and now I'm looking at him too.
"Eat my ass" I swear in a whisper and Sergio chuckles, so it makes me feel a little better.
"Are you leaving me?" Kael suddenly says and I look at him strangely as he gets closer
"Let me go!
" I say when Niko lets go of me a little but not completely and Kael is still further ahead of me.
"Leave me alone.." I say vulnerablely and close my eyes, fall to the ground (childish, right?) and close myself in.
"Cassian" Sergio says but I don't pay any attention "Cassian!
" He says louder, and lifts my head with one hand.
"I don't want to stay here anymore..
.I want to be away from everything" I say softly and tears run down my cheeks already red from so much restraint.
"Baby" Ash says and signals Sergio to come over and he does so.
He comes in front of me and caresses my head and gives me a kiss on my right eye "you don't have to do that when you're with him" he says softly and hugs me "there's not much difference between you, it's just that he's a year younger" he says and kisses my temple "are we calming down?
Breathing"
He slowly gets up, and I anchor myself to him already too lost in everything.
"I think...i..should go" Kael says but Niko stops him. He says something but I hide in Ash's chest
Kael looks at me with serious eyes, but with a glimmer of shyness and curiosity.
“I want… to be friends,” he says softly, his voice shaking a little, as if it’s a giant step for him.
Sergio smiles slightly, relaxed, and tilts his head.
“Sure, Kael. Let’s try. It doesn’t have to be perfect the first time.
” He pats his shoulder lightly, a simple but sincere gesture.
But I stay with my arms crossed, squinting at Kael.
“I don’t need a third brother,” I say shortly, my voice still stiff.
“I never wanted that.”
Kael nods, visibly embarrassed, but he doesn’t back down.
“I’m not trying to replace anyone… just… let’s be okay, at least.”
I roll my eyes and ignore him a little, but I notice him.
He stands there, patient, not trying to touch me, just looking at me.
I feel his sincerity, and for the first time, I don’t feel the need to run.
Sergio looks at me, then at Kael. “See? It’s okay.
Just be you, Cass. It doesn’t have to… be any other way.
”
I’m still tense, but a thread of relaxation creeps through me.
I don’t yet accept that he’s going to be “our brother” or that I’m going to let him fully enter our circle, but I can look at him without feeling attacked.
That’s all.
Kael smiles a little at me, shyly, and shifts his weight from one foot to the other, waiting for the next step.
I’m content to look at him, to acknowledge his presence without giving more.
Sergio chuckles slightly at me and nudges me lightly: “See? It’s not that bad.
”
I frown, but say nothing. All I do is follow Kael, take him into account… and, for a brief moment, not run.
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I went upstairs to my room after we finished talking, me, not them.
Someone knocks on the door and then comes in.
"I don't need any staff" I say and Ash and Niko roll their eyes but smile softly.
"You need your husbands" Ash says and comes first to me.
He lifts me up by the chair and puts me on the bed in the middle.
"My head hurts, are you guys stressing me out now?
" I say tiredly.
"We want you to know something about us" Niko says and puts his head on my chest, and Ash leans against the headboard but holds my hand.
"I'm Asher Lorenzo Voss, I'm Italian, I'm 19, almost 20.
My favorite color is green and gold" Ash says and looks at me and Niko
"I'm Nikolai Yegorov Voss, I'm from Russia, because my mother loved his father, I'm the same age but I turn in winter" Niko says and I look at them strangely.
"We're werewolves. More precisely Alpha, meaning the most important ones, I say the ones who give the law in the pack, which is like a city for us wolves" Ash says and I nod.
So like this.. "I don't know if you're interested but Colby and Emy, they're werewolves, Colby is the beta or our helper in your opinion.
" He continues and strokes her hair.
"The club you were at is ours.
I mean, something we bought. We deal with several, including others in the city.
Obsidian, is our pack, or our company for humans, we are somewhere around 5 thousand wolves or even more" Niko says on my chest and draws circles.
"Why do you say that?"
"Because we want you to know the truth" says Niko
"And because we are obsessed with you in every possible way, sexual or nonsexual" says Ash and I giggle a little
"You guys are crazy" I say
"But we are yours.
I stare into space for a bit and now it's time to ask the truth.
"Why wasn't I raised as a werewolf? Like you?
Why did I have to be here, completely human once" I say and Niko kisses my chin.
"A long time ago, I think you were around 4 years old then, you were kidnapped by a red.
Here we draw a parenthesis, a red is another werewolf who is our enemy, but it is different for each pack, country or world if applicable.
We come back, we say that it somehow took your life or the whirlwind, and since then you could not have been transformed because your wolf.
..", Niko pauses
"Brex" I say
"..Brex was stolen, or in short, somehow tied deep into your heart so it is a bit harder to bring the wolf back to life so in a way your wolf hid until a few months ago" Niko completes
"It's true" Brex says and I smile a little because I'm not lying anymore.
"Something important is, that in the pack you have another father who is called Valerius or Va to us.
He is the one who chose that it is better for you to be with humans until your wolf thinks if you will be with the werewolf boy" Ash says after Niko finishes, He puts his hand on his stomach and is now stroking me.
"I understand"
"What we want to know from you is.
.." I stop him, and I continue over him
"I am a lycan, yes" I say and Ash stops for a few seconds but becomes back
"What is this lycan.
Brex said but I don't understand the part about eating people" you ask and Niko laughs
"It is said from grandparents to grandparents, that in the lycan there is a rare species of werewolf that does not appear miraculously after 10-20 years.
They say that it is formed in thousands of years, tens of thousands of years and when someone is chosen to be its guide, for example Brex chose you, it is when your wolf thinks you are strong for its strength, and others that you can find out from dictionaries, but I did not like the non-participation of the student" says Niko and I put a hand in his hair, I stroke his head.
"Others say that there may be two types of lycan, the dominated one and the one that can be inseminated" Ash added
"Inseminated?
" I say interested
"When you can have children, even if you're a boy or a girl"
He says this and I get up a little too quickly.
"On....?" I say but it seems they guessed what I mean and they started laughing softly
"It cuts your belly.
And a pregnancy only lasts 5 months for werewolves, now I'm not sure if it's the same for lycans" says Niko "are you going to give us this honor?
" Niko says and Ash looks at me waiting for my answer.
"I...I...maybe, it matters now which side I'm on" I say embarrassed and my thoughts go to the night I said I wanted to give them children if possible.
"I have another important question" I say
"Can you ask" Niko says again
"Mom?
" I look at my hands when I say that word
"Oh' baby.
Elara is so sorry she couldn't be with you all the time, she's at the hospital helping the females give birth safely.
And in particular, she helps us fill out the forms when Ash or I can't" Niko confesses.
I don't know if I should feel bad or proud?
I mean at least help other people
"How about we leave this aside.." I whisper and smile.
Ash stands up, looks at me in surprise.
He takes off my pants and I'm left in just my underwear.
"How about you give us permission for a hearty meal?
" Niko says, and I nod "I need words, angels"
"Of course you're allowed, your highness" I add and he comes over and kisses me.
A hard kiss, full of lust and greed. He bites my tongue but licks it afterwards, he lets me breathe but then my member feels a friction and wakes up.
Ash gives me a quick masturbation with his big hands.
"Hmm" I moaned with pleasure when he quickens the pace and makes signs all over my body, on my neck, on my chest, on my thighs hell Niko kisses me disorderly and without stopping.
I let go like a waterfall in Ash's hand and he brings his hand to his mouth and licks it
"What a good boy I have" he says and then Niko shares the same thing, who with the same desire licks a hand full of my sperm.
"You turn around, sweetie" Ash says and I turn over on my stomach.
This time I'm face down on Niko's dick and ass down on Ash's dick.
What a life
"Can you do this?
" Niko asks and I get a lump in my throat, I mean it's not the first time but.
..how strange.
I place my hand on his hard cock, take it out of my pants and see that its tip is full of pre-cum, I look at his cock and think about how something like that could fit in my mouth.
"Open your mouth, prince," Niko says and I do.
He positions his cock at the entrance of my mouth and continues, "when I say stop doing that, okay? " He mentions and I nod.
I gasp violently when Niko shoves his cock deep into my mouth, as far as I can feel it on my throat.
I try to get used to this feeling, and then I start sucking this monstrosity as best I can.
Niko tries to stifle moans but he can't for everything, and all I can hear now is him.
After Niko has already had a little, at my entrance you feel something cold and I close my eyes for a while, but after a pain he feels that he enters my hole followed by immense pleasure, and the whole thing reached its maximum when he started moving.
He didn't know whether to suck or moan with pleasure, but I tried to do a little of both.
"Open your mouth" Niko says quickly and I release his penis and he releases it in his hand and his head is on the back.
I look a little jealously at his hand but it quickly passes when Ash speeds up the process and I feel him reach further and further and I end up screaming a little louder, I release myself once more and then Ash gives in after he takes the much-loved toy out of me.
"You're super experienced" Niko says and we both laugh with our last sources of energy
"I need you like air.." I say for both of them "I love you so much" I whisper and I hear the others mutter the same thing.
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Sergio pov:
After Cassian and Voss left, I was left with Colby, and Kael, who asked for a room and I told him where to go.
But now.
It's just me and this liar.
I glare at him with my hands clasped together.
"Were you going to tell me you're a werewolf?
" I say coldly and look away from him.
Colby comes closer, puts his hand on my face, and brings it back to his head.
"I'm half human, half werewolf" he says.
"Anyway" I say and I struggle to get out but Colby grabs my waist
"Sweetheart!
Sorry! We're not allowed to say 'hey, I'm a werewolf' to anyone and anyone" he replies, and I care about little kisses on my neck.
I turn to him nervously.
"Am I 'any' to you?
" I reply and push him aside.
"You're my sweetie.
My love. My boyfriend. My wife" he declares and I unintentionally smile "I love you so much!
"You're a part of my heart, you know?" He says and kisses me on the cheek.
"Maybe," I whisper.
I take his hand and walk up the stairs to my room.
I enter the room, lock the door with the key.
But I don't get to undress or anything because Colby grabs my head and sticks his tongue in my mouth with force.
..and the kiss gets deeper, harder to breathe.
He lets go of my mouth trembling, takes off my blouse quickly, or rather rips it off and throws me on my bed.
"Turn around" he says between gasps and unbuttons his jeans and then takes off my pants.
I turn on my side listening to what he ordered me and arch my back for him
"Thank you, baby" he whispers and as a reward he kisses my back and goes lower.
"Hmmm" I moan when something tried to enter my hole, something big and wet.
"Can I?" He asks and I nod
"Please" I say softly and then he thrusts himself into me greedily, filling higher and higher and making sounds with a desire for more and the excessive starts to pull it out and push it faster and faster.
"You're so tight compared to last time, princess" he mentions and brings his other hand to my hard member and rubs it.
"Not on both sides!" I stifle a cry as I release myself into his hand and I feel new liquid inside me.
He turns me over and now I see he's licking his fingers.
"That's gross" I comment laughing
"I've never eaten anything sweeter than that" he says and I stop when he puts 2 fingers in his hole.
"Are you ready for round two?" He whispers and I'm speechless when he puts his dick inside me again.
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Kael pov:
I don't know if I should feel bad about hearing every sound or if I should feel victorious about having good hearing.
Maybe just embarrassed
I totally agree with the idea that Cassian doesn't fully accept me. But I hope one day he will.
It's so hard for me not to hug him every time I see him or Sergio, we've been apart for too long and now I have to amp it up a bit lately
I don't want to take their place.
I don't want to be the "third brother".
I just want to… not be a stranger.
I take a deep breath.
I lean my head back and close my eyes.
"It's not easy for him either," I murmur to myself.
A werewolf doesn't ask to be chosen.
He survives until he's accepted.
And if that's all I get for now, then I can understand the great lycan and his desire.
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( A one-day time travel)
Cassian pov:
I wake up when a ray of sunlight passes through my eyes and I grumble against my will to wake up from my sleep or my beloved bed.
"Does something hurt, angel?" Niko says and I turn to him, seeing him at his desk with a laptop and glasses on.
"God, you're so sexy," I whisper without wanting to and quickly put my hand over my mouth.
He smiles temptingly.
He motions for me to come over to him and I slowly get out of bed, without waking Ash who's sleeping soundly.
"Hmm?" He mumbles.
"My ass, that's all," I say and he chuckles.
He grabs my waist and makes me sit on his leg, but I try not to sit on my aching ass.
I settle in, and turn my gaze to his laptop.
"What are you working on?" I ask and put my hand in his messy hair
"Just some files that Ash needs to give to the pack" he states and I raise my eyebrow
"Shouldn't he do that?
" I mention and he looks at me eccentrically and turns my head towards the bed.
There is an Ash who looks like he hasn't slept in a long, long time.
Full of hiccups on his back, and bites.
"I didn't do that" I say insolently
"I did that" he reveals "and what's underneath is all mine" he says and I turn my head back to Ash to see that the duvet covers part of his bottom but where it's in sight you can clearly see that it's red.
"OH MY GOD!" I scream and get off Niko "weird!
" I complete and hurry into the bathroom.
The warm water flowed over my skin, and the steam filled the bathroom, making everything seem slower, safer.
I sat with my eyes closed, my back pressed against the wall, and I breathed deeply, feeling the heat trying to calm me down.
And yet… my thoughts wouldn’t let themselves be stilled.
I thought about Ash, the way he held my hands, the way I felt in his arms ,protected, but completely lost. He made my skin tingle, my heart beat differently, and I…
I wasn’t going to deny any of the feelings.
Then Niko. Niko with his angry smile, with his direct way of demanding everything and being there without hesitation.
Niko stroking my hair, taking me by the waist, and making me feel like there was no other place in the world than next to him.
And then Kael… Oh, Kael. I hadn't known him long, but I could already feel his desire to belong.
Even if I didn't fully accept him, I felt Kane's wolf, his need for Cass and Sergio, intertwined with my heart and my family. And I wasn't ready to reject him...
I felt like I would do anything for them.
I would risk my life without a second thought, for Ash and Niko, for Sergio, and even for Kael.
Even though I was still struggling with the idea of accepting Kael, my heart knew that each of them mattered, that each of them was a part of me, a part of my family, and not just the word "family," but something that burned inside, something I would protect until my last breath.
I leaned my forehead against the wall and let the water wash away my thoughts…
but it couldn’t wash away my love. This love for them, for everything they meant to me, was stronger than any fear, any hesitation or mistrust.
And even if sometimes I get lost, even if sometimes I run away…
I knew that for them, for my family, I would never leave.
I wrap a towel around my waist and step out of the bathroom with a smile on my face.
I stop after closing the bathroom door when I see Ash lying completely naked on the bed and talking to Niko.
He looks at me sensually, and I feel my cheek heat up
"They really are as red as Red" Brex says and I feel shyer than ever.
I leave there with my tail between my legs and enter the dressing room leaving the door open, I throw my towel down and look for a pair of underwear.
"I'd rather be naked" Ash says temptingly and I look at him
"Go away.
It's dirty" I say quickly and then he raises his hands like the police and laughs, but he walks out of the dressing room laughing.
Good thing I slept when they did it, it would be trauma for me
I come out of the dressing room when I'm ready, I got some more homemade Pantani, only black and with a blue tank top.
Niko is no longer at the office, and I think Ash is in the bathroom because I can hear water running.
I go downstairs and see Colby on the couch with a cup, which I think is coffee, and the remote control in one hand
"Good morning" I say and he waves his hand while drinking what was in the cup
Niko is at the stove and I walk over to him.
"What are you doing?" I ask from behind and he turns his majestic head towards me smiling.
"Do you want pasta carbonara?" He says and I come over to him at the stove, to see a rather large saucepan full of pasta that looks appetizingly good.
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We all sit down at the table. Sergio, Colby, Kael, me, and Voss. All of us.
Even pookie is eating.
And cookie is sleeping on the couch.
I'm next to Sergio and Colby, in the middle, and I can clearly see that Sergio had a fiery evening by the way his cheeks are, maybe too puffy
I'm eating when he catches me looking at him, and I can't help but laugh at his face with a mouthful of pasta.
Ash, not wanting to relieve my embarrassment, takes a big mouthful of pasta, looks at me and says with a cheeky smile:
"Wow.
.. these are really good... with a man's sauce, what can I say.
"
Everyone bursts out laughing, including Colby and Niko, and I feel my face instantly heat up.
I try to focus on my plate, but I can't help but glance at Sergio and Kael, who are giggling, obviously delighted by my reaction.
"Very mature... you really made me feel like a child," I mutter, trying to regain some of my dignity, but their laughter pulls me back into that embarrassed, yet still funny state.
The moment passes, but it stays in my mind all day… and honestly, I can’t help but think about how Ash said “man sauce” with such gusto.
Do you think he’s telling the truth??
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This chapter was a bit of a mess. Too many perspectives.
But at least I posted the chapters on time, I PROMISE!Now if we talk about chapter 50, I really don't know!!! Srry.
Maybe I'll write it today, and post it tomorrow around 8pm, but only if I translate it.
And I'm trying to write the epilogue just as quickly!
But now with all the stress from school, I don't even have time to think about it anymore.
To be honest, I really don't want this story to end.
But considering it's the first story, it's pretty crappy, and badly written.
.. I mean bad.
I hope if I do a second story maybe I'll do it with Sergio and Colby or, a second version, a different story but still with the same idea.
But I don't know if with werewolves, it's a headache.