2 Hours Later
After Crew and I fucked for a couple of hours, he was knocked out beside me. He’d been right, I really had put his ass to sleep by riding my frustrations away on him. Being next to him was quickly becoming one of my favorite places to be, and I felt warm all over, skin tingling as it touched his.
Every time I’d checked the clock, I thought about him getting up and leaving, it made something in me sink from disappointment.
I hadn’t been with a man in a long time who could fall asleep next to me and stay asleep because he didn’t have someone else to go be with.
This shit wasn't fair and I can't believe I'm having to go through it once again.
The second the clock struck twelve, and the alarm started to chime, I shut it off before the sound could travel. His baby mama would be ok tonight watching over their daughter without him. For tonight, I want him to be about me. He can be a father to their child tomorrow.