Chapter One
“I’ll have your decision now, if you please.”
Lady Caroline Forrester stared at the carpet in her half brother’s study.
It was like everything else in his London mansion—expensive, elegant, and chosen solely to proclaim his consequence as the Earl of Somerson.
She fixed her eyes on the blue swirls and arabesques knotted into the rug and wondered what distant land it came from, and if she could go there herself rather than make the choice Somerson demanded.
“Come now,” he said impatiently. “You have two suitors to choose from. Viscount Speed has two thousand pounds a year, and will inherit his father’s earldom.”
“In Ireland,” Caroline whispered under her breath. Speed also had oily, perpetually damp skin and a lisp, and was only interested in her because her dowry would make him rich. At least for a short while, until he spent her money as he’d spent his own fortune on mistresses, whist, and horses.
“And Lord Mandeville has a fine estate on the border with Wales. His mother lives there, so she would be company for you.”
Mandeville spent no time at all at his country estate for that exact reason.
Caroline had been in London only a month, but she’d heard the gossip.
Lady Mandeville went through highborn companions the way Charlotte—Somerson’s countess—devoured cream cakes at tea.
Lady Mandeville was famous for her bad temper, her sharp tongue, and her dogs.
She raised dozens, perhaps even hundreds, of yappy, snappy, unpleasant little creatures that behaved just like their mistress, if the whispered stories were to be believed.
The lady unfortunate enough to become Lord Mandeville’s wife would serve as the old lady’s companion until one of them died, with no possibility of quitting the post to take a more pleasant job.
“So which gentleman will you have?” Somerson demanded, pacing the room, his posture stiff, his hands clasped behind his back, his face sober.
Caroline had laughed when he’d first told her the two men had offered for her hand.
But it wasn’t a joke. Her half brother truly expected her to pick one of the odious suitors he’d selected for her and tie herself to that man for life.
He looked down his hooked nose at her, a trait inherited from their father, along with his pale, bulging eyes.
Caroline resembled her mother, the late earl’s second wife, which was probably why Somerson couldn’t stand the sight of her.
As a young man he’d objected to his father’s new bride most strenuously, because she was too young, too pretty, and the daughter of a mere baronet without fortune or high connections.
He’d even objected to the new countess’s red hair.
Caroline raised a hand to smooth a wayward russet curl behind her ear.
Speed had red hair—orange, really—and spindly pinkish eyelashes.
Caroline thought of her niece Lottie, who was upstairs having her wedding dress fitted, arguing with her mother over what shade of ribbon would best suit the flowers in the bouquet.
She was marrying William Rutherford, Viscount Mears—Caroline’s William, the man she’d known all her life, the eldest son and heir of the Earl of Halliwell, a neighbor and dear friend of her parents.
It had always been expected she’d wed one of Halliwell’s sons, but Sinjon, the earl’s younger son, had left home to join the army and go to war rather than propose to Caroline.
And now William, who even Caroline thought would make an offer for her hand, had instead chosen Lottie’s hand.
Caroline shut her eyes. It was beginning to feel like a curse.
Not that it mattered now. William had made his choice.
Still, a wedding should be a happy thing, the bride as joyful as Lottie, the future ripe with the possibilities of love and happiness.
Caroline didn’t even like her suitors—well, they weren’t really her suitors—they were courting her dowry, and a connection to Somerson. They needed her money, but they didn’t need her.
“Is it truly such a difficult choice? You are twenty-two years old. Time is of the essence.” Somerson said coldly. “Surely one gentleman stands out in your esteem. Do you find Speed handsomer, or perhaps Mandeville’s conversation is more enjoyable?”
No and no!
She looked up at her half brother, a man twenty-four years her senior, and one of the most powerful earls in the realm, ready to plead her case, but saw at once that was pointless.
He’d married the daughter of an equally powerful earl, had nine children, and seemed happy enough with his wife, though Charlotte was a virago, a gossip, and a glutton.
She weighed eighteen stone, and was never without a plate of sweetmeats close to hand.
Speed was the male version of Charlotte. Somerson was just like Mandeville, obsessed with his own importance.
No, there would be no point in arguing, or refusing.
Somerson had decided, even if she had not, could not.
Caroline’s stomach turned over, and she closed her mouth.
Her half brother’s face was hard, and without the slightest bit of sympathy.
She was simply a matter he wanted settled as quickly and quietly as possible.
Caroline was an unwanted burden now her mother was dead.
She knew he’d choose for her if she refused to do so, and it was impossible to say which gentleman would be worse.
She shifted her feet, which made him stop pacing to regard her like a bird of prey.
“Caroline?” he prompted.
The curling vines in the carpet threatened to rise up and choke her, though her own misery was already doing the job well enough.
She forced a smile. “I promised Lottie I’d help her choose a gown for her wedding trip. There really has been so much to do for her nuptials that I have not had a moment to think about my own,” she said as lightly as possible, twisting the ruby ring, her mother’s legacy, on her finger.
“It’s been two days,” Somerson admonished. “How much time could it possibly take to make such a simple choice?”
Caroline shut her eyes. It was hardly simple.
She’d been a sentimental child, and had grown up to be a young woman with starry-eyed ideas of what romance and marriage ought to be.
She’d always thought she’d know the moment she set eyes on the man she wanted to marry.
She’d feel a surge of love that would warm her from her toes to her crown, and angels would sing.
She felt only horror when she looked at Mandeville and Speed.
Her skin crawled and crows croaked a warning.
Flee.
The idea whispered in her ear.
She swallowed, and met Somerson’s eyes, steeling her courage to refuse, but the ice in his expression chilled her. She had been raised to be obedient, even when the yoke chafed. “Tomorrow—I’ll give you my decision tomorrow.”
His eyes narrowed as if he suspected a trick. She widened her smile till it hurt. “At breakfast, is that clear?” he said at last.
“Perfectly,” she murmured. “May I go?”
But he’d already turned away, as if he had more important things to think about and she’d taken up too much of his time. She curtsied to his back and left the study.
Upstairs, Charlotte was shrieking at the modiste, berating the poor woman because the lace wasn’t sitting properly at Lottie’s bosom.
Caroline felt sorry for the dressmaker—it was past midnight, and this was the third time Charlotte had changed her mind about her daughter’s wedding gown.
Caroline had no doubt Charlotte would let her half sister-in-law get married wearing a burlap sack if it got the matter done faster, and got Caroline packed off, out of sight and out of mind forevermore.
A distant door slammed, and a maid rushed down the steps, nearly colliding with Caroline.
The poor girl was flushed, and she nearly tripped trying to curtsy and run at the same time. “Oh, excuse me, my lady—more treacle tarts are needed upstairs at once.” She bolted down the kitchen hallway like a frightened rabbit.
Caroline set her hand on the banister. She lifted her foot, held it over the first step, and stopped.
There was another loud objection upstairs, and Lottie burst into noisy tears.
Caroline stepped back. She should go up to help soothe her niece, or go to bed and think about her choice, but there was no point in that. She could never bring herself to pick Speed or Mandeville.
Flee.
She turned, wondering if someone had spoken, but there was no one there, just the modiste’s cloak and bonnet, hanging on a peg beside the front door.
Flee.
Caroline grabbed the cloak and swung it over her shoulders, and clapped the bonnet onto her head.
The brass door latch was cold under her palm.
Her heart pounded. Another shriek of rage echoed down the stairs, and she opened the door and stepped out, shutting it behind her, cutting off the dreadful sound.
For a moment she stood on the front step, looking up and down the dark street, wondering which way to go.
It was yet another choice—and one she couldn’t wait until morning to make.
Taking a breath, she pulled the hood close to her face and turned right.
She hurried away from the lights of Somerson House, moving into the shadows. If anyone bothered to look for her tonight, they’d find her gone. If not, then even Somerson would understand her choice when he sat down for breakfast tomorrow.