Chapter 25 Primal Fear
Primal Fear
Freddie
I’ve felt fear many times in my life. I’ve stood on the edge of absolute dread and danger time and time again.
As a born feral alpha, it’s always been wrapped up in my fate.
Being feral is going to always be with me.
I’ve accepted it. The amount of times in my life I’ve blacked out to find I’ve done great violence should be reason enough to never allow me near this vulnerable, sweet omega.
She’s the scariest thing I’ve ever come across.
And I should never have had her alone in the woods that night.
I lied to Jake. He knew it too, that’s why he stopped listening to me while I told him my story.
I found my scent match that night.
And I took her.
She doesn’t remember, though, because the poor girl perfumed that night for the first time.
The fear I felt escaped me like a mushroom cloud. She’d wandered on the edges of the party, and I grabbed her. She barely resisted. She seemed curious. She was beautifully submissive. Her mouth under my hand didn’t even protest. I wanted to melt away with her.
And it was me who was afraid and not the princess I stole.
I took her away, pushed her up against a boulder, and kissed her. She lit me aflame. Her hands went under my shirt. My hands were in her wig.
And then, triggered by the sound of my alpha purr, she perfumed.
She passed out in my arms. I didn’t know what was happening at first. I held her and drank in her incredibly vibrant and bright scent.
After a while, when the haze settled, I realized what had happened.
I needed to get out of there. I was in no position to take an omega.
I brought her back to her party and laid her in the cab of her boyfriend’s truck.
That was one year ago. I smelled her on Jake when I arrived in the city and knew she was back in my life.
I’ve spent all this time trying to be the kind of alpha who could care for her. But seeing how obsessed Jake is. How Shadow looks at her like she hung the moon. And how Sebastian talks about her like she’s everything. I realized she’s found a pack.
They are a good pack. And Jake is a strong alpha.
I’ve taken so many hormones to stop my scent from becoming a problem for her. It’s a wonder I’m even standing.
I could tell the moment they wore off tonight, when Sebastian noticed my scent. And I couldn’t get enough of him. I was this close to licking him tonight.
This room smells like vanilla, cake, and orange ice cream. Whiskey-tinged. Smokey and creamy. God, I am going to come in my pants just from the smells alone. I could bury myself in these scents until I die and die happy.
Ondine is looking at me with want. And my alpha side is howling at me to take her. To fuck her. Bite her. Claim her. I shouldn’t be here.
I feel myself getting washed away in the primal desires of my feral alpha side, and I’m powerless to stop it. I want to fuck. I need to fuck. And I must fuck her.
Sabbies sees the alpha in me. And my alpha loves the attention.
He wants him just as badly. Whatever I’m holding in my hands gets abandoned.
But as I’m trying to get to my omega, I’m halted entirely.
My back hits the floor with such a great force, it knocks the air out of me, and I can’t breathe. I gasp for a breath I can’t have.
Sabbies pulls me off the floor and into the hallway, slamming the door shut behind us. Cutting me off from Ondine. He hauls me to the receiving room with the windows and throws me on a couch.
He bares his teeth at me.
“No!“ he barks. My alpha just shrugs off his influence. It’s paltry compared to mine. I bare my teeth back, but with no threat. He’s a fine consolation prize.
He doesn’t know this, so he holds my shirt tight in his fists and slams me up and down into the soft couch.
His naked body holds me down. He smells like Ondine and sex and fucking and orange dreams. I’m so fucking hard.
He finally pauses. He feels how hard I am. Of course I am. I’m about to go into a feral rut. He smells the air and notices my intentions are not violent. Only sexual. I cock my eyebrow.
“You can’t go in there with her. You can’t be trusted to only fuck her and not bite her.
And most importantly, Jake just knotted her,” he says so logically.
Oh, sweet Sebastian. Always does the right thing.
Always expects everyone around him to obey the rules, made up or otherwise. “You need to keep it together.”
I playfully snap at him, and he throws his head back, but stays, pinning me down with all his strength.
“And you don’t want to help me? Did she fuck everything out of you?”
Mate of my mate, the alpha in me says. It startles me so much I lose my smile. Is Sebastian also her scent match? His scent does send me into a tailspin. It’s so similar to how I feel around the omega. I realize Sabbies hasn’t declined my offer.
I watch him gulp a dry mouth. I look into his eyes. He’s not opposed. I’m so hard I’m aching.
His mouth hangs open a little, and I can’t help but look at his lips. Is he into men? I close my eyes. Who fucking cares?
Suddenly, I feel his mouth on mine. It’s unsure, but there’s a ferocity to it. Sabbies is kissing me. With tongue. I get in the game and kiss him back. My alpha loves this unexpected kiss. I fucking love it too. It makes not having Ondine right now not the worst thing.
Sabbies is fiddling with my pants. I am so lost in the kiss, it takes me way too long to realize he’s trying to get my pants off. Freddie, get it together.
I get my pants pulled down enough to pull my cock out. Sabbies is hard and right there, so I grab us both and give them a nice up and down motion. We both groan into our mouths.
He adjusts himself on top of me more, and now I’ve got a great grip on our cocks. While he continues to kiss me like it’s the most important thing he’s ever done, I stroke our cocks hard and fast, trying to elicit the most intense sounds. And I’m really good because both of us are very vocal.
I started down this path, but it’s my inner alpha that takes it from here. He wants sex and fucking and rutting and pleasure. And he’ll get it. He’ll take it from Sebastian Meier.
Time bends and slows and stops and warps—but it’s all hot breaths, tongue and teeth clashing, and our bodies writhing together.
I chase our shared climax all the way through it. We both shutter and kick and moan and shout. I cannot stop kissing him throughout it all.
In the descent, like we’d climbed a tall mountain, we just pant into each other’s mouths. I hold our cocks together with cum coating my entire hand. I cannot believe I just did that with Sabbies. Is Shadow going to be pissed? My little brother’s best friend…fucking hell, Freddie.
Does he regret it?
He looks like he can’t even think straight. Well, that’s probably a good thing.
We both hear him at the same time–Jake. He’s on the phone. He steps out of the nest, using the door down the hall. Sabbies leaps off of me and is suddenly on the other side of the room. I get off the couch and stand there. I tuck my cock into my slacks and fasten them back on just as Jake walks in.
Fuck this.
I exit to the bathroom and lock the door behind me.