Chapter 23
Kallie
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Finn plunged inside of her. Kallie's upper body pitched off the mattress, and she screamed in shock at the invasion.
He captured her mouth, swallowing the noise coming from her. She breathed heavily, unable to pinpoint what surprised her more or what she was supposed to pay attention to because her body no longer felt like her own.
His cock filled her. She opened her eyes and stared at the ceiling. More than filled her. There was not a part of her that wasn't stretched completely.
She couldn't breathe. His weight pressed down on her, not letting her move away from the discomfort.
The inside of her thighs burned, forced to make room for his large frame.
She dragged her gaze to Finn on top of her. The intensity of his gaze pulled her away from what she was feeling.
"I don't know what to do?" she whispered.
His cock pulsed inside of her. She swallowed at the surge of pleasure that brought her. It distracted her from the oddness of having him in her pussy.
Finn continued to watch her without answering her question.
It dawned on her that he was experiencing something different from his norm.
She'd learned over the last several weeks—had it been that long?
—that any form of emotion confused him. There were times when he'd smile and almost laugh.
Other times, he grew quiet and lost himself in his thoughts.
She'd gotten used to witnessing him go through the thought process on how he was supposed to react to how he was feeling.
Looking at him now, she'd guess he was in pain. But his focus was on her.
"Finn?" She cupped his face. "What do you want me to do?"
"It's taking every fucking thing I have not to move," he said through gritted teeth.
She stroked his whiskered jaw. No matter how many red flags popped up around Finn, he was trying. She trusted him not to hurt her.
"Then move."
His gaze flicked over her eyes, left to right, right to left. "You're okay?"
She inhaled deeply. There was no more pain, only a fullness she wasn't used to. He'd already given her an orgasm, which was wonderful.
"I want to have sex with you." She lifted her legs higher and hooked her feet behind his thighs.
He pulled back and then slid inside of her again. Her chest quivered. A flood of relief filled her. The pain was gone.
Finn pulsated inside of her, studying her. She nodded.
His hips spasmed, and he pumped back and forth. Her stomach tightened. Surprised that her body had the ability to enjoy that so much after having an orgasm.
"More." She caressed his arms.
"You're tight." He moved faster.
Sweat broke out on his forehead. She grabbed his sides, trailing her nails down to his hips.
"Fuck it." His arms shook, and he grunted. "Hold on."
He withdrew several inches and plunged inside of her. Her legs trembled. He kept going, in and out, no longer concerned about hurting her.
She clawed at his sides each time he thrust into her. His ability to hold back and his willingness to look after her pleasure did more for her heart and soul than anything. He would soon learn that nothing he did to her or for her was wrong.
She trusted him.
He groaned, shooting his load. Her body, sore and used for the first time, spasmed around him. He hung his head in exhaustion. She rubbed his sides.
His body shook, and he inhaled deeply, trying to catch his breath.
It was only the two of them. Nobody could take their love away from them. Not the people in this town. Not Everstill. And not Finn.
She'd show him that they were made to love each other.
Finn lowered himself to his elbows and kissed her. "Are you okay?"
"Mm..." She kissed him back. "Of course."
He pushed up and slid his cock out of her. She drew in a hissing breath, unable to hide the sensitivity she was feeling.
"What do I do?" He stood up, removed the condom, and threw it in the wastebasket by the door. "Do you need water or—?"
"I'll be fine." She sat up on the bed and tested how her vagina was feeling. "It's not bad. Just feels...used, I guess."
"I shouldn't have fucked you."
"Stop." She motioned for him to come to her. When he was close enough, she grabbed his hand and pulled him down on the bed beside her. "Everyone has a first time. Now, it's over with."
He rubbed her back. "There's nothing about me that's gentle, Kallie."
"Says you. I've never been afraid of you.
Quite the opposite, really." She wrapped her arms around his waist and rested her head against him.
"I've waited my whole life for tonight. I wish there were a way to show you how much I love being with you.
But since it's my first time, I'm a little limited in what I can do.
From everything I've heard, it gets easier.
" She looked up at him. "It won't be uncomfortable next time. "
He grunted. She squeezed
"There are a lot of things I want to do with you." She kissed his cheek. "And to you."
He grunted again, but it was softer, more agreeable. He was taking his part in having sex with her too seriously.
"Finn, you didn't hurt me," she whispered. "I liked it all. Especially the first part."
He pulled her closer and kissed her forehead. "Only you."
Her smile consumed her face before she laughed. "You do realize I'm the only woman in Everstill."
His gaze warmed. "Doesn't change anything."
She hugged him tighter. Everything was perfect. Finn finally put down the wall he'd built around him and accepted they were meant to be together.
There was only one thing that would make it better.
"Finn?" She sat up straighter, gathered his hand, and held it in her lap. "Not now, but will you think about leaving Everstill?"
He shook his head. "We can't leave."
"But there's so much I want to show you in the other world." She got on her knees on the bed. "Time doesn't move when I'm here. We could go back. I have an apartment and a job. We could—"
"No." He stood. "We stay here."
He walked out of the room. A few seconds later, the bathroom door shut, and the shower turned on. She flopped back on the bed. He wasn't even open to talking about where she came from. Why was he so afraid of leaving Everstill?