Chapter 3
Travel day (doesn’t count)
Only a fool trips on what’s behind him.
—Unknown
Fable
His truck is nice. Like, the newest vehicle I’ve ever had the privilege to ride in. He looks good in it, too, as much as I hate to admit that, even to myself. But the dark blue Toyota Tacoma fits him perfectly.
Everything about Drew is perfect. The way he dresses—his ass looks great in those jeans, and I’m not even going to mention how that black T-shirt he’s wearing clings to all his chest muscles.
How he behaves—always polite; he always looks me in the eye and doesn’t make rude comments about my boobs or my ass.
And the sound of his voice—deep and sexy, the sort of voice I wouldn’t mind just sitting around listening to while he talks all day. He’s got perfection down pat.
He called me yesterday before I went to work to go over a few minor things. What time he would pick me up, how we needed to draw up a plan on the drive to his parents’ house.
Then I threw it out there. The money. How was I supposed to get my payment? I felt sorta whorish, asking for it point-blank like that, but I had to. I wanted that check before I left town so I could leave some money for Owen in case of an emergency.
So I met Drew downtown by my bank fifteen minutes to closing and before I headed to the bar. We chatted for a few minutes, nothing major, and then he handed over the check. He was all nonchalant and stuff, like a guy gives a girl a three-thousand-dollar check every damn day of his life.
The check was written out of his personal bank account. Signed by him and everything. He has sloppy handwriting. I couldn’t really read his signature. And his name is Andrew D. Callahan.
As I walked into the bank by myself and approached the teller, I wondered what that D stood for.
Now here I sit in Andrew D. Callahan’s truck, the engine purring smoothly and not chugging and choking as if it might die at any moment like my mom’s crappy ’91 Honda.
I told my mom the same nanny story that I gave Owen.
Told my boss at La Salle’s the same thing, too.
Considering my leaving is during a slow time for business, my boss was fine with it.
He knows our financial situation is in the toilet and he was happy I found such a short-term, high-paying job.
My mom hardly acknowledged me when I said I was leaving.
I really don’t know what I did to make her hate me so much. Well. Hate is a strong word. That means she actually feels something toward me. She’s so indifferent, it’s as if I don’t matter to her. At all.
“Four hours, huh?” My voice breaks the silence and startles him. I saw it in the way he jumped in his seat. Big bad football player scared of me?
Weird.
“Yeah, four hours.” He drums his fingers against the steering wheel, drawing my attention to them. They’re long, and his nails are blunt with no dirt beneath them. Strong, clean hands with wide palms. They look…kind.
Scowling, I shake my head. I’m thinking stupidly when I need to think clearly.
“I’ve never been to Carmel before.” I’m trying to make conversation because the thought of driving this long and not talking sort of freaks me out.
“It’s pretty. Expensive.” He shrugs, turning my attention to his shoulders. He’s wearing a blue and dark gray flannel shirt over a black T-shirt, and it’s a good look for him.
God. I turn away, keep my eyes glued on the window as the scenery passes by. I need to stop looking at him. He’s distracting as hell.
“So, we probably need to come up with some sort of story, right?” I sneak a glance at him—I can’t help myself. With my luck, this four-hour car ride is gonna fly by and then the next thing I know, I’m coming face-to-face with his polished parents and I won’t know what to say.
In other words, I need as much time as I can get to come up with a thorough plan with Drew so we sound like a real couple.
“Yeah. A history would be good.” He nods, never taking his eyes off the road.
Which is a good thing, I tell myself. He’s a safe driver, aware of everything going on around him.
But really I wish he would look at me. Offer a smile of reassurance. Hell, even a fake “it’s going to be all right” would make me happy right about now.
I get none of that. No thank you, either.
Bogus.
“Well.” I clear my throat, because I’m plunging into the cold water despite his wanting to linger safely on the shore. “How long have we been dating?”
“Start of school sounds good, I think.”
His nonchalance makes me want to choke him. “Six months, then?” I’m testing him by throwing that out there. And it works.
He slides me an incredulous look. “Three.”
“Oh.” I nod. “Right. Well, like I know since I don’t go to school anymore.” Stupidest answer ever. Everyone knows when school starts.
“Why don’t you?”
I didn’t expect him to ask me that. Figured he really didn’t care.
“I can’t afford it and I wasn’t smart enough to get a scholarship.
” As if I could waste my time with school at the moment anyway.
I work as much as I can. I used to have a full-time job, but that fell through a little less than a year ago.
I put in as many hours as I can get waitressing at both La Salle’s and at a tiny Mexican restaurant not too far from our apartment, but that’s more a temporary thing.
They only call me in when they’re understaffed.
The money sitting in my checking account thanks to Drew will ease some of that burden, at least for a little while. I didn’t put it in the account I share with my mom because I know the second she realizes that much money’s in there, she’ll blow it.
I can’t take that chance.
“How’d we meet, then?” Drew’s deep voice breaks through my thoughts. I wish he would take the initiative and come up with some of this story.
“The bar,” I suggest because it sounds so trashy, and I figure the only reason he’s bringing me is because he wants to look like he’s slumming it to his uppity family. “You came in with a bunch of friends and it was love at first sight the moment our eyes met.”
He sends me a look that calls me on my bullshit and I smile in return. If I’m in control of making up this story, I’m going to make it the sappiest, most romantic thing out there.
There is no room for romance in my life. It’s so stupid, but I let guys use me because for that one fleeting moment, when the guy is focusing all of his attention on me and no one else, it feels good. It helps me forget that no one really cares.
The second it’s over, it’s like I snap out of my mental fog and I feel cheap. Dirty. All those clichés you read about in books and see on TV or in movies, that’s me. I am a walking cliché.
I’m also the town slut who’s not as slutty as everyone thinks she is—again, another cliché. And I’m definitely not the girl you want to take home to impress your mama. There is nothing special about me.
Yet here’s Drew taking me home to impress his mama. Or more accurately, freak his mama out. I’m sure I’m that rich bitch’s (now I sound like Owen, from “broke bitch” to “rich bitch”) every nightmare come to life. The moment she lays eyes on me, she’s going to flip.
“I’m assuming you’re bringing me home to your mom so she’ll lose her shit, right?” I need confirmation. It’s one thing to think it and be okay with it. I need to face the facts head-on and deal with the repercussions later. Like how this might screw with my head despite how much I need that money.
His jaw firms and his lips thin into a straight, grim line. “My mom is dead.”
Oh. “I’m sorry.” I feel like a jerk.
“You didn’t know. She died when I was two.” He shrugs. “I know my dad will love you.”
The way he says it kind of freaks me out. Like his dad is probably a creeper, and that’s why he’ll love me.
“It’s just your dad and you, then?”
“No. There’s Adele.” His lips virtually disappear when he says that name. And he has really nice full lips, so I’m wondering where exactly they went. “She’s my stepmom.”
“So you want to freak out your stepmom.”
“I could give two shits what she thinks.”
The tension radiates off him in visible waves. There’s something going on between him and his stepmom that’s definitely not good.
Ignoring his remark about the wicked witch named Adele, I forge on. “Have any brothers or sisters?”
He shakes his head. “Nope.”
“Oh.” His lack of communication skills could be a real problem since I’m wholly dependent on this guy for the next freaking week. “I have a brother.”
“How old?”
“Thirteen.” I sigh. “Owen’s in the eighth grade. He gets in trouble a lot.”
“It’s a tough age. Junior high sucks.”
“Did you get in trouble a lot when you were thirteen?” I couldn’t imagine it being so.
He laughs, reaffirming my suspicions in a heartbeat. “I wasn’t allowed.”
“What do you mean?” I frown. His answer makes no sense.
“My dad would kick my ass if I stepped out of line.” He shrugs again.
He does that a lot, but I like it because it reminds me that he has those delicious broad shoulders.
If I’m lucky enough, I’ll get to touch them during our fake relationship over the next seven days.
I’ll lean my head on his shoulder, too. Press my cheek against the soft fabric of his shirt and secretly breathe in his scent.
He smells good, but I want to get up close and really inhale him.
Sappiness is ready to overtake me and for once in my cynical, no-room-for-fairy-tales life, I’m ready to let it happen. After all, I need to be the best actress on the planet, right?
“Isn’t that what all dads say they’re going to do when their kids step out of line?” I ask.
“Yeah, but mine meant it. Besides, it’s easier to do what I’m supposed to and not get distracted. I lose myself in the mindless stuff, you know?”