Chapter 21
Chapter Twenty-One
Raylan
Imoved so fast I startled a yelp out of Lennix when I grabbed her by the hips and hauled her upright.
I gave myself a single moment to bury my nose in her hair and pull that warm, spicy sweetness into my lungs.
Then I spun her around so fast her delighted giggle filled the room and every available inch of space inside my chest.
Christ, that sound.
Her laughter never failed to rattle around in the otherwise empty space, making me feel.
“Been thinking about this longer than you know,” I declared before moving in closer, ushering Lennix backward a step until the backs of her knees hit the bed and she was forced to sit.
“Lie back,” I urged, my voice huskier than normal thanks to my suddenly-dry throat.
I could have stood there forever, drinking in the most breathtaking view I’d ever seen in my entire life.
Having Lennix naked and spread out before me like this was more beautiful than any one of the spectacular views Safe Haven Ranch could provide. The sunrise had nothing on this woman.
She slowly lowered herself back onto her elbows, her tongue darting out to swipe across her full, kiss-bruised bottom lip. “Wh-what are you doing?”
A wicked grin curled my lips as I lowered to my knees at the foot of the bed.
She squirmed, trying to press her knees together, but I wasn’t having any of that.
Not a goddamn chance. I stopped her with my hands pressed against the insides of her knees, pushing them wide so that every single inch of her was exposed to me.
If a prettier pussy existed, I’d never seen it, and I doubted I ever would.
“I’m gonna make you come all over my face and tongue,” I answered, my mouth watering as the smell of her arousal filled my lungs.
“Then I’m gonna sink my cock so deep inside you, you’ll beg me to never stop. ”
Her chest shuddered on a choppy breath and every inch of her flushed the prettiest shade of pink. Uncertainty colored her eyes, making the green even deeper. “I—I don’t . . .” She stopped to lick her dry lips.
“What’s wrong, Chaos?”
“Um . . .”
“Hey,” I whispered, pushing up and levering myself over her so I could see her face clearly.
“Baby, talk to me.” I took her chin between my fingers, using my thumb to pull her bottom lip from between her teeth before she could cause any damage.
“Nothing’s going to happen here that you don’t want.
The only thing that matters to me is making you feel good. ”
She pulled in a deep breath, blinking those huge doe eyes up at me. I didn’t think I’d ever get over how fucking beautiful she was. “If there’s anything you don’t like, you just say the word and it stops. You understand? You’ll always be safe with me, Lenni. Always.”
“I know. It’s just, I can’t . . . you know. That way, I mean.”
It took a good five seconds for me to realize what she was trying to say. “You’re saying you’ve never come from having a guy go down on you?”
She shook her head. “I’m saying that I can’t. Trust me. I’m not trying to issue a challenge or anything. That’s just the truth of it. I think . . . I think maybe I’m broken.”
The way she blinked before widening her eyes told me she hadn’t intended to say that last part out loud. She tried to drag her eyes away, turn her head away in embarrassment, but I refused to let her, keeping hold of her chin. “Lennix, have you had an orgasm before?”
She slapped her hands over her face and groaned. “Oh my god, this is humiliating.” Her words were muffled behind her palms. “Just leave me here, please. I’m gonna lie here and hope the earth opens up and swallows me whole.”
Fuck, she was cute. How she could be cute and sexy at the same time was beyond me, but she did it and she made it work in a major way.
I pulled one of her hands away on a chuckle. “Thought I told you to stop hiding from me. There’s nothing to be embarrassed about.”
When she finally met my gaze, the embarrassment was gone and that fire and attitude was back. Her eyelids narrowed on me. “Easy for you to say. You aren’t the one who’s broken.”
“You aren’t broken,” I insisted, reaching up to brush a lock of her hair back that had fallen across her forehead.
“I have had orgasms, you know,” she attempted to clarify. “Just not very many and none with—”
“None with a man,” I finished for her.
I didn’t know how the fuck to feel about that.
Part of me was pissed as hell at the pieces of shit she’d taken to bed in the past. The only way to leave a woman wanting like that was if you didn’t pay attention to the cues her body gave, and from my experience, there is never a shortage of cues.
A man would have to be a selfish prick, only interested in getting himself off, in order to leave her unsatisfied.
But another, more primal, animalistic part of me was fucking beside myself to be the guy who was finally going to do that for her.
“Close your eyes,” I said on a breath. She might not have been issuing a challenge earlier, but my body was revved up and ready to accept anyway. I was determined to make this the best night of her life, damn it.
“I want you to clear you mind and focus only on how you feel.”
I gave her a second, anticipation coiling my muscles as she lay back on the bed and lowered her eyelids. Her chest rose on a deep inhale that she let out slowly past her lips while I lowered myself back down to my knees.
The way her body quaked when I leaned in and blew a gentle stream of air against her pussy had the head of my cock dripping.
I’d fantasized about what she’d taste like for years.
In those fantasies, I’d spent hours teasing and tormenting her, dragging her pleasure out until she couldn’t stand it for another second.
But now that I was finally here, I couldn’t wait another goddamn second.
I dove in, swiping my tongue through her slit and gathering up all that honeyed wetness.
My eyes rolled back at that first taste, and I knew I was a goner.
Fully addicted after just one hit. Lennix’s dripping pussy had just become my favorite meal, and I would have gladly eaten it for breakfast, lunch, and dinner every day for the rest of my life.
A gasp echoed through the room as I speared my tongue deep inside of her. Her surprised, “Oh,”, like she hadn’t expected it to feel so good, spurred me on. The walls of her pussy fluttered around my tongue, her body’s way of telling me she needed more, and I was beyond ready to give it to her.
I zeroed in on her clit, sucking it between my lips as I worked one finger into her snug heat. “Fuck me,” I groaned as her walls clamped down around the digit like a vise. “You’re so tight, baby.”
“Raylan,” she panted, my name coming from her mouth like a desperate plea.
Her delicate fingers gripped the bedspread at her sides in a white-knuckled hold, and her hips began to undulate, writhing in circles in time with each flick of my tongue against her swollen clit. “Oh, god. That’s good.”
I added a second finger, savoring the sound of her sharp cry of pleasure and the wave of arousal that made her impossibly wetter.
She invaded every one of my senses. All that existed in that very moment was her.
The pads of my fingers found that spot inside her that would set her off like a powder keg, and I focused in on it as I grazed her clit with my teeth.
“Fuck!” Lennix’s back bowed off the bed, her moans turning into keening cries as her pussy rippled around me. “Oh, god, Raylan. Don’t—don’t stop. That’s it. So good.”
I rutted against nothing, my cock desperate and leaking at her words.
I lifted my gaze, dragging it up her lush body to take in her face as I ate her like she was my last meal on this earth.
Her orgasm came on fast and hard, her eyes shooting open in shock as the first wave crested.
She chanted my name like she was praying to me, and it took everything in me to keep from embarrassing myself and coming all over her floor like a goddamn teenager with no self-control.
That was what she did to me. She made me lose all sense and logic.
“Yes! Yes!” Lennix shouted at the ceiling as I worked every last bit of her release from her, dragging it out until she was completely boneless, lying on the bed in a satisfied puddle.
My inner caveman preened at the sight of her, my chest swelling with pride.
I did that. I gave her something no man ever had, and I wasn’t even close to done.
I couldn’t wait another second to feel her.
I shot up, wrapping an arm around her waist and pushing her up the bed until her head rested on the massive mountain of pillows Lennix had.
“Christ,” I breathed out as I hovered over her, taking in her lust-drunk expression.
“Do you have any idea how fuckin’ beautiful you look when you come? ”
The smile that curled her lips made me feel ten feet tall, and the way her hand came up to cup my cheek melted me from the inside.
The thought of sinking inside her as she stared up at me with adoration was more than I could handle, causing my brain to short circuit as I wedged my hips between Lennix’s luscious thighs, shifting until the head of my cock was nestled right at her opening.
I caught the brief flash of fear that flitted across her face before she tried to hide it from me. “Hey, remember what I said?” I asked quietly. “Nothing’s gonna happen that you don’t want or like.”
She licked her lips nervously and nodded her head.
I couldn’t resist her tempting mouth. Lowering myself onto my forearms, I caught her lips with mine and dove in. “I’ll make this good for you, Chaos. Swear on my life.”
Beads of sweat broke out across my hairline with the effort I was putting in to hold myself back. My body was screaming at me to drive forward, to fill her up, but I refused to move until she felt comfortable.
“I know,” she whispered. “I trust you.”
I had to squeeze my eyes closed against the pressure suddenly building in my chest at hearing those three words. Lowering my head, I buried my face in the crook of her neck and took a hit of her fragrance before slowly sliding forward.
Her cunt closed around me like the warmest, snuggest glove. Nothing had ever felt more perfect than she did. There wasn’t a doubt in my mind that she was made just for me. Her body held mine like the most perfect hug, her walls quivering and pulling at me to slide in deeper.
I gave Lennix another inch, then froze when her eyes rounded and her lips parted. “Wait!”
All the blood in my body turned to ice. “Did I hurt you?”
“No. No, it’s . . . it’s good. So good. But, what about protection?”
Fuck me. Not once, since I started having sex at fifteen, had I forgotten to glove up.
In fact, I made it habit to never set foot in a woman’s bedroom without having a condom on hand, just in case.
But with Lennix, it had totally slipped my mind.
Not only that, but the thought of putting something between us twisted my stomach up in knots.
I wanted this. I wanted all of her. Completely.
That was why, instead of pulling out and sliding a condom into place, I found myself whispering, “I’m clean,” into her ear before pulling her lobe into my mouth and giving it a nip.
“If you still want me to put on a condom, I will, no problem. But I wanted you to know I would never put you at risk like that.”
What the hell was I even saying? Was I really doing this? Trying to slide into my best friend’s little sister fucking bare? Was that a risk I was really willing to take?
“I—I’m clean too. And I’m covered. I mean I’m on birth control.”
And there was the answer to my question. Fuck yes, I was taking that risk.
I reached between our sweat-slick bodies to where we were connected, finding her clit and pressing down until her walls softened around me, loosening up enough for me to sink the rest of the way inside her.
“Ah, fuck,” I barked as her pussy clutched me like a vise. “Jesus, Chaos. You’re perfection.”
“God, Raylan,” she whimpered as I began to move. I wanted to lose control, to pound into her hot, wet pussy until I was all she could think about. Until she came apart around me, screaming my name, but I didn’t want to hurt her. Even if it was costing me.
With one arm braced beside her head, I wrapped my free hand around the side of Lennix’s neck, using my thumb to guide her face back to mine. She blinked those big, glazed green eyes at me, her gaze almost pleading.
“Say it,” I ordered, keeping my rhythm slow and steady in order to continue driving her crazy, like I knew it was.
I could read her body like an open book.
It was practically screaming for more, but I wanted to hear her say it.
To hear her demand the pleasure she deserved but had done without so far.
“Tell me what you want, Chaos. Insist on it and don’t settle for anything less.
” I was going to make her come so hard she’d see stars no matter what.
“I—” Her throat worked on a swallow. “I want you to fuck me hard.” Hearing those words set my insides on fire. “I’m not made of glass.” Her voice was firmer, her usual confidence clear as day as she added, “Don’t treat me like I’m breakable.”
A knowing, arrogant smile curled the corners of my lips upward.
“Good fucking girl.” I pulled nearly all the way out and slammed back in as deep as I could go, causing us both to cry out.
That control I’d been holding with an iron grip finally snapped and I fucked her as hard as I could, driving my hips forward over and over.
“Chaos. Ah, fuck.” The headboard beat against the wall in time with my thrusts. “You feel so fuckin’ good. Can’t stop.”
“Don’t,” she panted, her nails digging into my shoulders like she was trying to hold on with all her strength. “Don’t stop. Please. I’m so close.”
“Never, baby. I’ll never stop.”
That tingle started at the base of my spine and my balls tightened.
The need to come was so strong, I wasn’t sure how much longer I could hold out.
Everything about this woman tempted me. pushed me to my breaking point.
I had no self-control where she was concerned, and I didn’t mind one goddamn bit.
“Fuck, fuck, fuck . . .” Each curse was punctuated by another slam of my hips. “I can’t . . . I can’t hold on.”
“Oh, god, I’m coming!” She exploded on a shout, her pussy squeezing the life out of me as she clawed at my back. Some primitive part deep inside of me hoped she drew blood, marked me in some way as hers.
Her cunt got so tight there was no stopping it. I came with her, my balls emptying inside her.
One night. That was all it took. One night, and I was ruined for any other woman.