Chapter 28 – Kirby
twenty-eight
Kirby
“There is nothing, and I mean nothing, you could say that will make me think any less of you.” I know things are different with her.
I know I told myself I would stay away from her, but walking out and seeing her in my jersey, it just shifted it all over again.
I can’t give up on her. I won’t give up on her.
I’m going to be here and be patient as she weaves her way through whatever she needs to do.
She’s the one for me, so I’m okay doing things in her timeframe.
“So tell me, Lexi, what’s your biggest secret? ”
I turn my head on the back of the couch, watching her.
“Well, it’s kind of a two-part secret.” She holds up her hand with two fingers up.
My arm that is draped over her leg moves to the side when she tucks her second leg on the couch.
But I just bring it back on her. “Okay.” She takes a deep inhale.
“First big secret. I found out Trent cheated on me when he came home one day and gave me a prescription to take.” I close my eyes, trying to keep myself calm.
“He said they were vitamin C tablets to help fight off cold symptoms.” She laughs and then wipes the tear from the corner of her eye.
“I didn’t believe him, obviously, and when I pushed it, he finally caved and told me that when he was in Vegas, he got drunk and slept with someone by accident.
It was a one-time thing and he had no idea who she was or any of that.
” I look up to the sky and hold my breath.
“He fucking caught chlamydia and gave it to me.”
I sit up, not sure I can even breathe. “I went behind his back and went to my own gynecologist, and he confirmed I had chlamydia.” She puts her hand on my arm. “Then I did something I vowed to never tell another soul.”
“Your secrets are safe with me, Lexi,” I tell her in a whisper and she smiles through the tears.
“I know.” She tries to hold it together.
“That day at the doctor’s office, I asked him to give me a prescription for birth control,” she shares in almost a whisper.
“For the last nine years I’ve been taking birth control so I wouldn’t get pregnant.
” She snorts. “The irony is, for the last year he hasn’t even been around to try.
He sort of gave up after the second year.
I was afraid he would want to go and talk to a fertility specialist, but I figured out that it would mean admitting maybe he was sterile, and he just couldn’t admit that to anyone. ”
“Lexi,” I say her name and it pains me to say it, knowing she has been shielding herself from him for the past nine years.
“One time when he was away on who knows what, I asked him what he was doing.” She laughs.
“And he said he was making himself a tea. Well, the idiot sent me a picture of the teakettle, but it was a stainless-steel one, and I saw him standing in front of it and there were girls there beside him naked, playing with his dick.”
“Okay.” I shake my head. “I don’t know how much more of this I can take,” I inform her and lean with my elbows on my knees, as my hands hang between my legs.
“Okay,” she says, sitting next to me, “now you have to tell me something that no one else knows.”
“Um, the biggest one is,” I say, looking over at her, “I found out my stepfather was dying. He had stage 4 mesothelioma and was in palliative care. My sister called me crying that he was dying. I flew up there that night, no one knew, and I went to his bedside and told him I was happy he was dying and I hoped he suffered to the bitter end. He died four hours later while I was on the plane back to my house. I showed up at the funeral and I was the last one to see him before they closed the casket, and I told him to rot in hell.”
I’m expecting her to jump up to her feet and run away, but instead she scoots closer, our hips touching as she slides her hand in between my elbow and my arm, letting it dangle in between my legs, until she can slide her fingers through mine.
“Thank you for sharing that with me,” she says softly, “and for listening to my secrets without judgment.”
“I said I would let you make the next move. I would wait for you to be ready.” I pull her face close to my shoulder. “But fuck it, I dare you to kiss me.”
She leans in her face, her other hand coming up to cup my jaw as she whispers, “Okay,” right before her lips are on mine. I close my eyes when her tongue slides into my mouth and my own hand reaches across and cups her cheek. The kiss is soft and perfect; she lets my mouth go with a soft kiss.
“Stay with me tonight?” I ask her with a plea.
“You’re still my boss,” she reminds me, this time trying to hide her smile.
“Fine, you’re fired,” I tell her and she laughs, “until Monday. Actually, how about you are fired every night until the morning at eight? Then Friday from five until Monday at eight a.m.”
“Wow.” She drops her hand from my face and gets up. “And to think I was just going to say I don’t care anymore. I’m tired of holding back.”
“That works even better,” I say, getting up.
“Now will you stay with me tonight?” I’m one second away from dragging her into the house over my shoulder.
“I would never do anything to hurt you or mess up my chance with you. I’ve been waiting a long fucking time for you to come into my life.
” I look at her. “I would also never jeopardize your position with the foundation if things didn’t go like I wanted it to.
I would become a silent partner and only work through Kylie.
You never have to worry because I will never take anything out on you or use you as a pawn in a game. ”
“I don’t know.” She turns in my arms. “What are we going to do?” She bites her lower lip, as she places her hands on my chest.
“Well, the first thing that’s going to happen is we are going inside.” I push her hair over her shoulder. “Then I’m going to take you to my bedroom.”
“Yes, I like where this is going.”
“Should I just show you?” I lean down and kiss her lips, her chest melting into mine. My hand grips her hip before going to grab her ass. “I have another secret,” I say when I let go of her lips. “This might be a really big one and you might be upset.”
“Okay.” She looks at me waiting.
“I dared you to wear my jersey tonight so you covered that amazing body of yours and I’d be the only one able to see it when I took it off you later.” She throws her head back and lets out a big laugh.
“I have a secret also,” she announces and I see her eyes are dancing in the moonlight.
“The two girls who wanted your number…” She mentions the two girls who were trying with everything to get my attention, and I made sure I didn’t even stop anywhere near them.
“Well, they saw you hit the glass with the stick, and when we left and I went to buy your jersey, I gave them a smirk and a shrug and might have mouthed, ‘Better luck next time.’”
“You didn’t?” I shake my head.
“Okay, I didn’t mouth ‘Better luck next time’ but I thought it,” she retracts. I pick her up and carry her into the house, her legs crossing behind me. “It served them right.”
“Baby,” I say softly as I lock the door behind me, “you have to know I only have eyes for you.” I turn off the light in the kitchen and head toward my bedroom.
“The minute I ran into you at the baby shower I was done or so I thought. I knew I was for sure done when I skated onto the ice and saw you,” I admit to her.
“Even after I vowed to stay away from you yesterday.” She gasps.
“I know, but it was so hard to be with you and not be able to touch you or to kiss you.”
“I have a secret,” she murmurs, dislodging herself from me when we get into my room.
The strips of lights are all on softly along the wall with my bed, and the other wall with my curtains.
Her hands cross over in front of her as she pulls my jersey over her head, leaving her in a black T-shirt and her jeans.
“I wanted you to kiss me yesterday.” She then pulls the T-shirt from her pants, repeating the same action with the jersey.
“I was sad when you left and you didn’t try. ”
“I could have been driving into my garage and if you would have called and told me you wanted me to kiss you, I would have broken every single traffic law to get back to you.” I see her swallow as she kicks off her shoes, then her hand goes to the button of her jeans and I watch her strip for me.
She kicks her jeans off to the side and stands there in front of me wearing a black lace bra and matching panties.
“Fuck, you look”—I step to her—“mouthwatering.” I walk to her, bending to take her mouth with mine as my hands come up to cup her tits.
I move her back until her knees hit the side of the bed and she falls back on it at the same time I get on my knees in front of her.
“Put your leg on my shoulder,” I tell her and she does it while I move her black thong to the side.
“Fuck, I need to taste you,” I say right before I lean and lick her all the way from entrance to her clit.
“Tastes like fucking heaven.” I push both her legs back and suck her clit into my mouth.
Her moans fill the room with a heavy pant.
“Oh, God,” she sighs when I slide my tongue and finger into her. “Yes,” she pants as I move my tongue up to flick her clit. Another finger slides into her and this time I watch her back arch as it rubs over her G-spot.
“I want to know your body inside and out.” I suck her clit into my mouth.
“I want to know what you like, what you don’t like, and what you can’t live without.
” My fingers move faster and faster in her as her pussy gets wetter and tighter.
“Every single night I want to worship you.” I bite down on her clit gently and then harder until she moans out her release.
“The question though”—her wetness runs down my knuckles as she clenches over and over—“is what do you want?” I suck her clit into my mouth and my fingers don’t stop fucking her until I feel her body sink deep into the bed and her legs fall beside me.
“I want. I want everything.” She gets up on her elbows, looking at me, her eyes a darker shade of blue.
She sits up, my fingers sliding out of her as she brings them to her lips and licks herself off of me.
“I want to suck your cock.” She stands and pulls me up off the floor before kneeling back on the bed.
I reach around her to take off her bra, leaving her in just her panties.
Her hands go to my shirt, pulling it out of my pants.
“I want to get to know your cock.” Her hands go to my belt as she unbuckles it before going to the button of my pants.
“I’ve never wanted to pleasure someone more in my life.
” She pulls the zipper down and all I can do is watch.
“I want you to fuck my mouth.” She opens the front of my pants.
“I want you to let loose with me. I don’t want you to hold back. ”
“Lexi,” I hiss between clenched teeth.
“I want you to grab my hair in both hands and fuck my mouth.” She grips my cock in her hand and then slowly, ever so fucking slowly, she licks my cock up the shaft with the tip of her tongue.
“I’ve never had someone just lose it to fuck me.
” She takes the head into her mouth. “I’ve never been ravished before”—she takes a little bit more into her mouth—“and I want it with you. I want you to lose control with me.” Her tongue twirls around my cock.
“I,” I try to say as she jerks my cock and then slides her mouth halfway down, her hand going to the base of my dick. “If that’s what you want, baby.” I grip her hair in mine and pull it a bit, and I can see her eyes go light before lusting over.
“I dare you to fuck my mouth like it’s the last thing you’re ever going to do.” The twinkle in her eyes is back, and this time I just shove her head down onto my cock.
“Open that throat up,” I tell her. “Let my cock slide into it.” I move my hips faster and faster, her hands gripping the edge of the bed.
Her back is arched, her ass in the air, and I have to close my eyes as she gags on my cock.
I let her mouth go and she fights me to get my cock back into her mouth.
“That’s it,” I praise as I touch the back of her throat and she tries to take me to the root.
I let go of her hair and reach over her, slapping both ass cheeks with my hands.
The moan from her throat vibrates through me as I knead her ass and then smack it again, making her throat open up more.
“You like when I slap your ass and fuck your face?” I ask her but slap it again.
This time her throat opens and my cock is buried all the way, her throat gagging after a second.
“Fuck, no one has ever taken me as deep as you. Going to coat your mouth with my cum.” I move my hand down her ass and into her dripping, wet pussy. “Going to watch you swallow every single drop I have to give you.” She moves her ass side to side, my balls wet from her spit. “Tell me you want it.”
I let her go for a split second, and she pants out, “I want it.”
“Then take it,” I say, another finger sliding into her.
“Suck my cum from my balls.” I close my eyes when my balls tighten and I shoot into her mouth.
Her hips move back against my fingers as she comes again.
Only when I finish coming in her mouth does she let my cock slip out of her lips.
“I might need a minute.” I look down at her and see she is licking my shaft, the smirk on her face making my cock jerk. “I think I just died.”