Come On
Butterflies and nerves wreak havoc in my stomach as the four of us walk towards the guy's shelter. Bjorn notices immediately and softly squeezes my hand in his.
"You don't have to do or see anything you're not comfortable with Juliette." His soothing voice calms some of my nerves and I shake my head.
"I want to."
His eyes darken with lust as he examines my face, "Then trust that we'll take very very good care of you."
Nikolai and Caspian turn towards us when we reach the door, Caspian still slightly flushed from Nik's flirting earlier. Nik gives me an assessing look before opening the door.
"Cas. Go inside and get ready." His voice is low and steady and sends a flutter between my thighs.
Caspian flushes more pink but obeys slipping inside quickly, clearly over his momentary brattiness.
Nik steps closer to me cupping my face in his rough palms, "Do you understand what's about to happen Princess?"
I nod blushing and unable to form words to verbally answer him. I know a bit about what happens between a man and a woman, and thanks to my embarrassing intrusion on the three men I understand some of the mechanics between men. But that doesn't mean I'm experienced in the slightest.
My mother was the one who gave me the awkward talk of what occurs between a man and his wife.
But I'm not married to any of these men and...
what I saw between them that day didn't look anything like what my mother had told me.
Caspian looked like he'd been enjoying himself.
In fact they all looked like they'd been enjoying themselves.
Mother had told me not to expect anything beyond a one minute penetration to get pregnant.
Nik raises his brow as he studies my pink face, "I'm going to assume you haven't ever had sex."
I turn a brighter pink, "No."
He smiles a little at my embarrassment as he gently brushes his thumb over my cheek, "relax Princess. There's no need to be embarrassed. You know you don't have to do any of this if you don't want to. I speak for all of us when I say whatever you're willing to give us in this relationship is enough,
even if that never extends past those sweet kisses you give."
Bjorn nods in agreement, staying silent as he watches the exchange.
Relief fills me with his words. I know they'd stop if I asked them to. And it's that deep trust and belief that gives me the courage to say, "I know. I want to. I... want you. All of you. If you'll be patient enough to teach me?"
He smiles even as lust fills his expression, "of course Princess. We'll go slow. You should know before we begin though that Cas enjoys being... dominated. By Bjorn and I. So in the moment Bjorn and I might say some degrading things to him and we'll also give him praise.
Just know that he likes everything we say to him . We've had a long time getting to know what he likes and doesn't like Princess and we won't say anything that hurts his feelings or makes him feel bad."
I hesitate, "I don't want you to say degrading things to me... Please."
Nik's eyes soften, "Never. Not if you don't want us to. How do you feel about praise? Does it make you feel nice if, say, I called you a good girl?"
A shiver rocks through me at the low whispered phrase. Nik grins and I feel Bjorn step up beside me also smiling. His rough voice fills the air next, "Mm or what about pretty girl?"
I bite my bottom lip as I look between the two men admiring their smug faces filled with pure male satisfaction. "I-I like that."
Nik smiles, "good girl." Then he takes my hand and leads me inside the shelter, Bjorn a steady presence behind me.
My eyes widen when I see Caspian kneeling in the middle of a massive bed, shirtless and head bowed in a soft position of submission.
Nik leads me to the bed so I'm standing in front of Caspian and holds my hips from behind. He presses his face to my neck and whispers loud enough for Caspian to hear, "Doesn't he look gorgeous like that, Princess? Kneeling and ready to serve. And look, his pretty little cock is already hard."
I blush as I nod watching as Caspian squirms slightly at Nik's words.
Bjorn strips off his shirt and my eyes widen in appreciation at his huge muscled frame.
Scars cover his body and when he turns around to place his shirt on the floor my eyes trace the long lashed scars across his back.
Horror fills me at the sight. There would be over twenty lashes, several of the scars overlap as years of injuries intersect with each other.
Nik squeezes my hip softly and I lift my head to meet his serious eyes.
He shakes his head once, a warning not to bring it up and I nod. I know what it's like to be covered in scars you don't want to talk about. Anytime you explain how you got them it's like relieving it all over again.
Bjorn turns back to Caspian and kneels on the bed in front of him, "look at me, pretty boy." Caspian looks up immediately, already softly panting. Bjorn kisses him slowly before pulling away, "I want you to go and welcome Juliette."
Caspian smiles and looks at me, meeting my wide eyes with his own sultry ones. He crawls across the bed and stops in front of me, "Are you okay Love?"
"Yes. I am." I'm surprised by my own calmness. I want this.
He smiles and leans forward, capturing my lips with his own gentle ones. He kisses the same as he did in the forest, leading me in a soft and sensual dance. Tangling his hand in my hair and angling my head, he guides our lips together. All I can taste is honey as I moan against his mouth.
He pulls back panting with me, "so fucking sweet."
I laugh, "I could say the same Honey."
He smiles as he raises a brow, "Honey?"
Nik's hands flex on my hips as he answers for me, "Because you taste like honey Cas. Always. It's addictive."
Caspian blushes before kissing me again. I fall into the rhythm of it and when we pull back again I'm lying flat on my back in the middle of the bed, Caspian hovering above me and Nik and Bjorn watching with heated eyes.
Caspian trails a hand down my front stopping at my neckline, "Can I take this dress off love?"
I hesitate knowing the scarred skin that resides there. But... I can't hide it forever. As much as I'd like to.
"Yes. Please."
Caspian smiles delighted as he starts undoing my front lacings, pressing kisses to the exposed skin that slowly reveals itself. He undoes the last lacing and opens the front of my dress revealing my breasts.
"Fuuuucking hell. Perfect." I whimper as he leans down and captures a nipple in his warm mouth, sucking and swirling his tongue around the hardening peak.
Nik crawls on the massive bed on my left side and kisses me. I feel another set of hands on my right taking off my shoes and I fall into the overwhelming sensation of it all.
Pleasure alights in me as I let Nik dominate the kiss and sensation builds between my thighs as Caspian doesn't stop his administration, switching to my other ignored breast and laving the peak with his tongue.
I moan when Nik pulls back letting me catch my breath, "You're doing so well pretty girl. Being such a good girl for us. Do you want Cas to help you get completely out of your dress?"
I nod frantically moaning again when Caspian does something with his tongue that makes my thighs squeeze together.
"Words Princess."
I flush with embarrassment even as I arch further into Caspian's touch, "Yes please."
"Good girl. Cas?"
Caspian pulls away from my breasts and I whine softly at the loss. He grins and winks as he finishes tugging away my dress.
The atmosphere goes cold. Dead silence fills the room as the three men I'm coming to love stare down at my naked body with a range of anger and disgust. I squeeze my eyes shut, unable to watch them anymore. I know what they see. Disgusting scars all over my body.
My most recent chest injury is still red and tender. Along my ribs a long skinny scar goes from my side down to my hips. My knee is mangled and I've got small burn marks littered across my stomach.
Instead of the yelling I expect to hear I tense at the light sensation of someone pressing a kiss to my stomach.
My eyes fly open to the sight of Caspian pressing soft kisses to each of the burn marks littered across my abdomen.
Bjorn follows his lead, pressing kisses up my leg and to my injured knee.
Nik stays tense for a moment longer before kissing the top of my head.
Hot, ugly tears fill my eyes. This moment is everything I dared not to dream of. Everything I could ever have wanted. They accepted me. They accepted my body.
Nik wipes away a tear escaping down my cheek, "I'm sorry Princess."
I shake my head, "Please... I don't want to stop." He studies my face, anger and pain, pain for me I realise, warring across his features.
"Please."
I see the moment he acquiesces to my plea. He relaxes a sigh against my hair before kissing my cheek.
"As you wish Princess."
He captures my lips and I moan with relief at the searing touch.
I gasp softly into his mouth as Bjorn spreads my legs, settling between them at my most intimate place. Nik pulls away from me only for Caspian to take his place, kissing me deeply. My body jerks at the sudden feeling of a tongue licking a stripe through my pussy.
"Oh!" I gasp in surprise pulling away from Caspian's mouth to throw my head against the bed, "What-"
Nik chuckles, "relax princess. Let Bjorn enjoy his meal."
Caspian grins watching my squirming with lust-filled eyes and Nik shakes his head watching him with amusement. "I don't know why you're smiling, baby. You're next. Be a good little whore and crawl to me."
My body buzzes with pleasure at the feeling of Bjorn groaning softly between my thighs and at the sight of Caspian's lean built body crawling across the bed to Nik. His blond curly hair is mussed and his cheeks are flushed a beautiful pink.
"Yes sir." The words are spoken breathlessly as Caspian kneels before Nik.