CHAPTER TWO #3
It was madness. Isla knew that. But it was madness with an internal logic, a cosmology that had sustained itself for decades, and that made it something more dangerous than simple insanity.
Brune wouldn't stop because he was scared, wouldn't go to ground and stay there because the FBI was hunting him.
The lake demanded, and he delivered. That was the equation.
That was the entirety of his moral architecture, and fear—even the fear of capture—couldn't override a voice he'd been hearing since he was eight years old, standing on a shore somewhere, trying to understand why the water had taken his mother and left him behind.
He would kill again. She was as certain of this.
The compulsion was older than his identity, deeper than his sense of self-preservation.
He might run, might hide, might disappear into the margins of the city for another week or another month.
But the lake would call and he would answer, and another body would wash up in the harbor or be pulled from the water near the docks, and the medical examiner would find the head wound that looked like an accident and wasn't, and the count would tick up by one.
Unless Isla found him first.
She squeezed back through the gap in the fence and walked toward the work lights. The heavyset officer was where she'd left him, stamping his feet against the cold, and he straightened as she approached.
"Find anything?" he asked.
"He went through the east fence. The trail dies at the access road."
The officer nodded as if he'd expected this. "Forensics already noted the fence. They're hoping for DNA on the fabric caught in the wire."
"Good. Make sure they flag the bootprints between the container and the fence. The stride pattern might give us his physical condition—whether he was injured, whether he was carrying anything."
"Yes ma'am."
Isla walked back through the scrapyard, retracing the path of orange flags, moving through the corridor of crushed cars toward the distant glow of the cruisers at the gate.
The cold was no longer something she was ignoring—it had become something she was enduring, a physical reality that had worked past her defenses and settled into her muscles and joints with the dull permanence of an ache that wouldn't leave.
She paused once, halfway to the gate. Turned and looked back toward the work lights, toward the container and the blood and the scratched words on the metal wall.
The scrapyard stretched around her, vast and silent, its towers of dead machinery standing like monuments to things that had outlived their purpose.
James had stood here. Somewhere close to this spot, he'd stood in the pre-dawn dark with his flashlight and his determination and the fatal, foolish belief that he needed to check one more corner.
He'd walked toward the container because that was who he was.
He'd known better and done it anyway, and the knowing hadn't saved him. Never did.
She understood the impulse. Understood it with a recognition so deep it was almost indistinguishable from self-knowledge.
Because she was here too, wasn't she? Standing in a crime scene in the middle of the night against her boss's explicit wishes, running on no sleep and no coat and a guilt so large it had its own weather system.
They were the same kind of broken, she and James.
The kind that confused devotion to the work with devotion to each other, that couldn't tell the difference between solving a case and saving someone they loved.
Loved.
The word arrived uninvited and she let it stand.
There, in the dark, alone, surrounded by the metal bones of someone else's wreckage, she could afford to let it stand.
She'd examine it later, turn it over in the fluorescent light of the hospital waiting room or the gray light of a morning she wasn't ready for.
But here, now, the word was simply true, and she was too exhausted and too frightened to pretend otherwise.
She kept walking. Reached the gate, ducked under the tape, and nodded to the young officer who was standing exactly where she'd left him, looking cold and slightly relieved to see her leaving.
Her car was frigid. She sat behind the wheel and put the key in the ignition but didn't turn it, her hands resting on the steering wheel, her breath fogging in the dark.
Through the windshield, the scrapyard fence stretched away in both directions, the razor wire at its top catching the faintest suggestion of light from the city beyond.
She'd come here hoping for something. Not Brune himself—she wasn't that delusional, though she might have welcomed it, might have relished the chance to face the man who'd put James in a hospital bed.
She'd come hoping for direction. A thread, a trace, a piece of evidence that would point her toward wherever the Lake Superior Killer had gone.
She'd come because she was Isla Rivers, and when the world broke apart around her the only thing she knew how to do was read the wreckage.
But the wreckage had told her what wreckage always told her: that something terrible had happened here, and the person responsible was gone, and the trail ended where the pavement began.
She turned the key. The engine caught and the heater groaned to life, pushing stale warm air against her cold hands. She pulled out of the lot and turned south, toward the hospital, toward James.