Chapter 12
Lena
“So, what lies has she told you?” I demand to know when I see Cole and Rex, who have arrived to replace my guards in the small back room. I jump up from the couch I’ve been anxiously waiting on.
“She told us the truth,” Rex replies softly.
Oh god, it’s worse than I thought. Have they really believed Mary Beth’s lies?
“You can’t be serious?” I say, hiding my fear behind indignation. “I can’t believe I have to say this, but I am not Zeke’s girlfriend! The man tried to rape me, and now he wants me dead!” My voice is edging toward hysteria.
I wonder if I should come clean now and tell them the truth. That he didn’t just try, and that maybe he wants Mia, not me. That he thinks Mia is his, but I know in my heart she’s Rex’s.
“We know, Lena,” Cole says pulling me from my thoughts. He places his hands on my shoulders and forces me to look him in the eye. “Mary Beth admitted everything to us. How she lied, how she convinced you to leave in the first place.” My gaze darts to Rex, who looks hopeful.
“She lied to you, Lena,” Rex says softly. “I was never married. I didn’t lie to you or betray you. There was no other woman, and certainly no child. She lied to make you leave.”
His words hit me like a freight train. It can’t be true, can it? Did I throw away everything because of the words of a woman I hate? “But…” I shake my head, unable to process this. I had been so sure.
“It’s true, Lena. Rex has never been married and doesn’t have any children. That we know of,” he adds.
The addition is pointed, and I realize he, too, suspects that Rex is Mia’s dad. I’m not ready to admit that right now, though, so I ignore it. I’m too shocked by the revelation that the last three years of my life could have been so different had I not trusted Mary Beth.
“Why didn’t you speak to me? Or ask literally anyone else?” Rex asks, voicing the questions I’m now asking myself.
“I don’t know,” I admit. “Mary Beth was so convincing. She told me that if I wasn’t quick about it, your wife would find out and it would destroy her, destroy your marriage, and leave your little girl childless.
That she was heading back to town that night.
I couldn’t do that. I never had a family, and I didn’t want to be the one to break up a proper, happy family.
And…” I pause for a moment before deciding to speak the truth.
“I don’t think I could have stayed and watched you with another woman. ”
Rex nods, understanding, and I feel a rush of affection for him. “I understand, I would feel the same. But I promise you, Lena, I’ve never lied to you.”
Guilt floods me as I think of how I’ve lied to him about Mia, about Zeke, and I am still lying by omission. “God, I’ve been so stupid. You must hate me for leaving without explanation. How can you bear to have me back here? To help me again after I threw it in your face last time?”
He shakes his head, stepping closer, and Cole tactfully moves aside. “No. I could never hate you. I was hurt and confused, but I haven’t stopped thinking about you since you left. Seeing you again has only reignited my feelings for you.”
“But I’ve been so awful to you since I got back. Especially tonight.”
“Well, I was trying to make you jealous, too. So you’re not entirely to blame for that.
For the record, Starla was the one who kissed me, and I pushed her away.
You were too busy with Cole to notice. But I don’t want Starla, or any other woman.
I want you, Lena. You and only you, if you’ll have me,” Rex says earnestly.
I hesitate.
What do I want?
“I want you too… but…”
I’ve spent so long feeling heartbroken and hating Rex, it’s hard just to switch that off.
I never thought we’d get back together. Of course, I still want him.
I want our daughter to have her father in her life.
But I can’t lie that I also have feelings for Cole, too.
Damn, I’m even attracted to Doc and Judge.
Can I really be in a relationship with Rex when I’m crushing on his friends?
And if I feel that way, doesn’t that mean my feelings can’t be as strong as I think they are for Rex?
Shouldn’t I feel the same as him? That I want him and only him?
As if reading my mind, Rex says, “You’re attracted to Cole, too. It’s obvious. And he wants you too, don’t you, Cole?”
“I do,” Cole agrees. “While we’re laying our cards on the table, I’ll say my piece. I want you, Lena. I want to be with you.”
“How can you expect me to choose between the two of you? I won’t do it. I won’t get between two best friends,” I exclaim, shaking my head, feeling shocked they would even ask me to.”
“You don’t have to choose. We’re happy to share, if that’s what you want. Cole is my brother. I want him to be happy, and I also want you to be fulfilled in every way possible. If being with us both does that, how could I refuse?” Rex offers.
“And if your feelings for Doc and Judge continue to develop, they’d be happy to share too,” Cole adds. “I wasn’t joking that day when I described our dream woman, the relationship we all want. If you want to be in a relationship with all four of us, we’re all in.”
Oh my god, is this really happening? Is this something I want? Looking at them now, I can’t deny it any longer. I want them, I want them both, maybe all four of them. They’re saying that they wish to give this a go, so why should I deny my feelings any longer?
Looking at the two of them standing there, all muscle and fire, I’m overwhelmed by desire for them both.
Suddenly, I stop asking myself if this is a good idea and how it would even work.
All of my questions fly out of the window as I allow myself not to worry about the future and just focus on what I want, and right now, I want them.
“What are you thinking?” Rex asks nervously.
“I’m thinking that I want the two of you to fuck me in this tiny little back office.”
Rex’s eyebrows shoot up at my response, but then a dark look of desire crosses his face, and he immediately closes the gap between us, pulling me into his arms and kissing me passionately.
I eagerly kiss him back, hungry for him.
It feels as if no time at all has passed, and the burning desire I felt for him three years ago is reignited.
Rex buries his face in my chest, kissing my neck and breasts, and I reach out for Cole, pulling him close and kissing him.
His tongue explores mine, and I feel on fire as Rex begins to undress me.
We tear at each other’s clothes in a frenzy.
Once we’re all naked, the men take a moment to admire me.
Instead of feeling uncomfortable, I feel powerful under their gaze.
Their cocks stand to attention, turning me on even more as I see their desire made real.
Rex is even bigger than I remembered, and Cole’s cock is so thick and long that my eyes widen at the sight of it, and I wonder how I’ll take them both.
“You’re so fucking beautiful,” Cole murmurs, stroking his fingers lightly along my body and teasing a nipple between his thumb and forefinger before kissing me deeply.
They guide me over to the couch, and I sit down. Cole moves beside me, still kissing me. I take his cock in my hand, stroking the length of it and feeling it grow harder under my touch. Meanwhile, Rex drops to his knees in front of me, worshipping my body as he buries his head between my thighs.
I let out a soft moan as his tongue flicks against my clit, his breath hot and his touch familiar. It’s been so long since a man has touched me, I feel as if I could explode from the mere caresses that they’re giving me.
“Fuck, I’ve missed the taste of you,” Rex growls.
Rex slides his fingers inside me, his tongue circling my clit.
I throw my head back and moan as Cole sucks my nipples, sending shockwaves of pleasure through my body.
I lean forward, taking his cock in my mouth, licking the salty precum from the tip.
He watches as I suck his thick cock, his best friend’s face buried between my thighs.
Cole’s eyes are filled with naked desire, spurring me on as I try to take his dick as deep down my throat as I can.
The sheer naughtiness of the scenario, of fucking them in the office while the club is in full swing outside, is turning me on so much, and I can feel the orgasm building within me already.
I’ve made myself cum in the years since Mia’s conception, where I’ve been basically celibate, but I’d forgotten how good it felt to have someone else take the wheel, so to speak.
Rex’s expert tongue drives me wild, and I soon find myself hurtling over the edge cumming hard and fast.
“Let me taste her,” Cole says, and the pair seamlessly switch places.
Cole slowly licks the length of me, delving his tongue deep inside me, licking me like an ice cream cone that’s almost finished.
“Fuck,” I hiss, enjoying the new sensation and pleasure he brings.
Rex kisses me, and I can taste myself on his lips. “See how good you taste?” he purrs.
I feel overwhelmed with pleasure as Rex teases my nipples, gently kneading my breasts and stroking my sensitive skin as Cole takes his time, languidly licking me.
He pushes my legs wider, angling me so he can lick me from asshole to clit.
His tongue lingers around my asshole, and I let out a gasp of surprise.
I’ve never been touched there before, and I’m surprised how good it feels.
“One day I’m going to fuck this tight little asshole,” he declares confidently.
“We can fill every single hole,” Rex adds.
“Fuck yes,” I moan, knowing that I want that to come true. That one day I will have all four of them filling me and fucking me in ways I can’t even imagine. “I want you to fuck me now,” I beg, desperate for more.
“So impatient,” Cole purrs with a low chuckle, slipping a finger inside me and making me moan and grind on him, hungry for more, to feel his thick cock stretching me.