Chapter 19
Charlie my darling
I can’t go on like this. Without you.
DON’T TELL ME I HAVE TO!
no no no no no no
So tired my love. Can’t hold pen in my ha
Sleep doesn’t help. Bridget told themschool I taken ill
I wish I was strong like you.
Food has no taste. Putrid
Only want YOU
Just come home. Please Charlie I beg you.
I love you
Love you, my darlin
Only you.
FUCK THE CHURCH!!
If God wishes to condemn us to eternal damnation, then so be it.
Charlie you are my savior,
my sacred love,
and my fucking religion.
Bad thoughts. Nevers go away.
Michael forced me to eat. Said the doctor would lock me up just like MOTHER
Need you, my love.
Need you
Need you
need you
Can you fucking hear me Charlie????????
Have you FORSAKEN me?
Need our bodies to be as one, move as one. Need your touch. Your lips upon mine.
Come home.
PLE A SE
Your sweetheart,
Thomas xxxxxxx
—LETTER NOT SENT—