13. Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Thirteen
T here was plunging into the deep end, and then there was…this.
Even though he’d touched Sloan and Ezra had gotten his hands all over him, Kai hadn’t actually had sex with another guy yet.
And now he was going to have sex with two.
Kai pulled up in front of Sloan’s address, an actual house between the Mission Terrace district and Excelsior. It was small but cute, with pale blue siding and pastel yellow trim. With its location on top of the hill, it offered a gorgeous view of McLaren Park. He reached into his glove compartment for the pain meds he’d stored there and popped them. He’d need his dosage for the night, since he assumed this wouldn’t be over fast.
Better to be prepared now than a wreck later .
By some miracle, today was another light pain day, but that could flip on a dime. His stomach churned with unease. He’d need to have the conversation with Sloan too, though he was grateful Ezra knew. That gave him a little steadiness as he embarked on something wildly out of his usual terrain.
He slipped out of the car, dropping his keys into his pocket. Coming to Sloan’s to fuck wasn’t unexpected. The first time they met, the guy had propositioned him. However, scening with two guys hadn’t been on his bingo card. Truth be told, worry had jolted through him at seeing Ezra there, but both guys seemed to be on the nonmonogamy train. Of course something else entirely new to Kai.
Except, he felt comfortable around both of them, just in different ways. A polyam lifestyle might be too much for him, but like with kink, with his bisexuality, he’d never know if he didn’t try.
No other cars were parked in the short driveway, so he assumed he’d arrived first. Kai walked to the front door and waited.
After barely a few minutes, two other cars came into view. Sloan hopped out of the gray Subaru, and Ezra emerged from a scratched-up Chevy. Kai licked his lips. His heart thumped so hard he felt like he was going to take off. His mouth had dried like he gasped in desert air, and a million and one fears and worries threatened to slam in.
“Hey, gorgeous,” Sloan said, his voice a seductive purr.
Just like that, the fear switched to adrenaline.
Sloan slipped past him, their arms brushing, and he unlocked his door. Ezra approached, a lopsided grin on his face that made his wicked eyes gleam. The idea of having to steer the ship on his own was terrifying, but the fact that he’d be cotopping with Ezra? Ngh, yeah, that worked for him.
Ezra placed a hand on his shoulder as if he sensed Kai’s nerves. “You okay?” he murmured .
Kai bobbed his head. “And if I’m not, that’s what my safewords are for, right?”
Ezra’s grin widened, and warmth rushed to his gaze. “Absolutely.”
“Come on in, boys.” Sloan beckoned with a finger, then turned and walked into his place. The sway of his hips was mesmerizing. Fuck, this time, Kai could touch and taste him all he liked.
Ezra gave Kai a slight nudge, and he almost tumbled forward into the house.
Sloan’s place was simple but gorgeous, with white walls and charcoal accents. The silver fixtures matched the clean and neat vibe.
“I popped the food in the fridge. Want to head straight to the bedroom?” Sloan asked.
“I’ve got everything I need right here.” Ezra shifted the strap of his bag of wonders. Kai had experienced that firsthand, and he was greedy for more. Hell, he was desperate to explore everything he’d been missing out on all these years.
“Fuck yeah,” he said, his voice surprisingly steady.
Sloan’s bedroom was the first door to the right, and he flicked the light on. The charcoal comforter, pale blue walls, and black dressers gave off a similar vibe as the rest of the house. The whole place seemed so much like Sloan himself—buttoned-up on the outside but containing secrets on the inside.
Sloan crashed down in his bed and rolled onto his back. His legs were sprawled out, and he leaned up on his elbows as he surveyed them. Fuck, he was so goddamn sexy. “So, how do you want me?”
“Where you’re at is fine,” Ezra said. “We’re going to have fun stripping you out of your clothes, beautiful. Anything we need to update about limits from the last time we discussed them?” Ezra looked at Kai with a knowing that burned .
Technically, he should’ve disclosed this back in the class, and if he wanted to chase wherever this rabbit hole with Ezra and Sloan led, he owed both of them the truth.
He sucked in a sharp breath. “I have lupus. Sometimes I’ll be okay, but it also means bad pain days happen and occasional unexpected circumstances.”
Sloan nodded, his blue eyes soft. “As long as you communicate your needs and current state, that shouldn’t be an issue.”
His response was so similar to how Ezra had handled the discovery that Kai almost doubled over in relief. It wasn’t like people had treated him with disgust when they found out or anything objectively horrible. No, they assumed he was incapable. They wanted to wrap him in bubble wrap or simply didn’t understand why he couldn’t do things he used to that had driven him…well, from his marriage and his home.
“Since we’re new to playing with one another, I’ll tell you what I have in mind.” Ezra leaned against the wall, his arms crossed. His effortless James Dean “don’t give a fuck” attitude was so hot Kai could barely breathe. His dark sweep of hair, his thick thighs, the silver chain he wore—everything about him was so hot. “We’re going to strip down and get on Sloan’s big, comfortable bed. And we’re going to get intimately familiar with each other’s bodies before we start to play.”
“Sold on all this so far,” Sloan said.
Kai burned up from the inside out. Holy fuck.
“And then we’re going to tie our pretty sub up, edge him until he’s begging, and take each of his holes.”
Kai felt light-headed at the thought of both him and Ezra sinking inside Sloan at the same time. Mouth, hole, he didn’t care where.
“Sound good?” he asked Kai .
“I’m a thousand percent in.” He proved his point by tugging the hem of his shirt and peeling it up and overhead. It dropped to the floor, and he attacked the button of his jeans.
Sloan moved on the bed with a sanguine grace, going one button at a time down his button-up, his blue eyes aglow with lust, those long lashes on display.
Kai shucked his pants to the floor. His skin prickled with awareness that he was with two other guys. Ezra had already undressed, and Kai soaked the entire sight in. Until now, Ezra had stayed dressed during their sessions, so he hadn’t gotten to see beneath, and he wasn’t disappointed in the slightest.
Ezra’s broad chest was sexy as fuck, defined abs with a distinct silhouette underneath his pecs. His muscles weren’t from glamour but hard work, and Kai had always found that hotter. Thick, coarse dark hair trailed down his legs, down his abs and surrounded the bottom growth that jutted out. He didn’t know what Ezra preferred to call that, but Kai’s mouth watered at the thought of tasting him.
“Want to pick your cock tonight?” Ezra walked over to his bag and bent over to unzip it. Fuck, his ass was perfection. Muscular and smooth and utterly biteable.
Sloan had finished with his button-down shirt and was in the middle of peeling off his undershirt. “Fuck yes.”
Kai reached down and stroked his length. Everything was so damn hot. The idea of getting to pick the cock Ezra thrust inside him in the future…yeah, he liked that.
Sloan tilted forward as if he prepared to get up, but Ezra held up a finger.
“Stay right there and keep working on your clothes.”
Sloan let out a whine. “There’s too much eye candy to focus.” He glanced over to Ezra, then to Kai, in a slow perusal. A shiver rolled down Kai’s spine. After feeling like garbage about himself, like he was useless or a shadow of who he used to be, the way Ezra and Sloan looked at him, spoke to him, expressed their desire—fuck, it was everything.
Ezra lifted two different-sized cocks, one about comparable to Kai’s and the other a bit thicker and longer with nice veins running up along the side.
“I’d love either.” Sloan fluttered his lashes. “If I’m a good boy, do I get both of you in my hole tonight?”
Ezra shook his head, tossed the smaller cock back into the bag, and grabbed the harness to loop it through the O-ring. “Never change, sweetheart.”
Kai summoned his courage and climbed onto the bed next to Sloan. He hadn’t gotten the cue from Ezra, but he needed to take the initiative with something tonight.
He settled on the bed in front of Sloan. “Can I kiss you?”
“You’ve got carte blanche on my body, baby,” Sloan said. “I’ll use my safewords.” Sloan’s blond hair was swept to the side, his blue eyes were intoxicating, and his lips were so plush, so fucking perfect. The energy crackled between them, so strong it grew unbearable.
Kai leaned in and claimed Sloan’s lips.
At once, the tenor of the room shifted.
The nerves he’d been brimming with dissipated. Sloan was pleasure personified. His lips were as soft as sin, and the slight moan that escaped him vibrated against their mouths. The man melted in his arms so beautifully that Kai took control with ease. No challenge existed here, no fighting back, just a surrender that made his whole body light up.
Sloan tasted sweet, like the wine they’d drunk, and his mouth was hot and perfect. Kai drove his tongue inside, claiming him with a passion that had been buzzing under the surface, waiting to emerge. He felt like he’d been trapped in a cocoon for too long, but here with Sloan, with Ezra, he was finally breaking free. His mind dizzied with lust as he kissed Sloan, trailing his hands down his arms, his waist. His slacks had been unbuttoned, but they weren’t off yet. Kai pushed Sloan’s waistband down, not ceasing their making out for a damn moment.
Sloan helped him by shimmying them off the rest of the way, and he nudged them off the side of the bed. He continued his exploration unhindered and coasted his hands over Sloan’s hips to that luscious ass. Kai squeezed. A jolt of lust barreled right through him at how thick and smooth each cheek was. His cock was so damn hard he could cry, and part of him wanted to look down at Sloan’s to memorize the sight and shape of it. Except he couldn’t stop kissing this man.
The bed creaked, and Ezra settled on the opposite side of Sloan, close enough for their legs to brush together. The other man joining them amped up the voltage in the room to the point that every glance, every touch, every kiss was building, building, building.
Ezra leaned in and placed his mouth on Sloan’s neck, and a loud moan slipped from Sloan’s lips and hummed against Kai’s. Holy fuck, that was hot. His balls ached, and pre-cum welled at the tip of his cock. He continued to knead Sloan’s ass cheeks as he lapped into his mouth, far too aware of Ezra’s indomitable presence beside him. The temptation to submit to Ezra grew intense, but he loved the sense of strength Sloan’s submission gave him too.
And tonight, he would borrow that strength to indulge in fantasies he’d never imagined getting to experience in real life.
A hand settled on his hip, the touch familiar. Ezra. At once, he began exploring. He skated his palm along his side, feathering his fingertips across his cheeks. Heat flushed through him in a scorching torrent at how Sloan melted against his mouth, at Ezra’s roaming hands, at the lush feel of Sloan’s ass in his hands. Ezra’s thigh nudged against the back of Kai’s hand, and Sloan moaned louder into his mouth. Sloan reached behind him, clamping his hands down on Ezra’s body, bringing the three of them together.
Something magnetic existed here, something beyond Kai’s comprehension. An invisible force had bound them together, drawing them all closer from the day they’d met, and he didn’t want it to stop.
No, he wanted to enjoy every second of this bliss as they explored each other’s bodies.
He broke off the kiss and nipped and sucked at Sloan’s neck. Sloan shivered under his touch, and a heady burst of lust shot through Kai. Kai’s cock brushed against Sloan’s thigh, and he drew in a gasp. Holy fuck. Sloan nudged his length against his leg in return, and the hot, silken feel of it turned him on even more.
Sloan tilted his head back, his lashes fluttering in bliss. Ezra’s lips curled in a smirk as he shifted his hips, guaranteed sliding his cock between Sloan’s lush cheeks.
The desire to spread Sloan out, to taste every inch of him, reared in a big way.
And tonight, he and Ezra had the reins.
“You have something to tie Sloan up with?” Kai asked Ezra. Ezra’s eyes glimmered with his wicked grin.
“I brought my bondage tape. Easy to work with if you’ve never tried it before.” Ezra hopped off the bed in a smooth glide. “How should we bind up this pretty boy?”
Kai’s heart fluttered at the way Ezra included him in the decisions, even though Ezra had far more experience. He looked at Sloan, his mind whirring with thousands of possibilities. It settled on one, exactly how he wanted to see him for their first time together. “On your back.”
Sloan slowly leaned back until he sank into the mattress in a clear offering of submission. A shudder rolled down Kai’s spine, and a burst of confidence bubbled inside him, something he’d been chasing for so long.
Ezra settled next to him, a roll of what looked like thick black tape in his hands. He wiggled it. “This sticks to itself, which makes for great on-the-go bondage.”
“Let me try it,” Kai said, his heart thumping hard. He didn’t have the slightest idea of what he was doing, but he’d seen enough subs spread open, whether in porn or the books he’d read on BDSM, so he had an inkling of what he wanted. “I’ll take his legs.”
“Then I’ll get his wrists.” Ezra ripped off a length of the bondage tape. “Bring them up over your head, beautiful,” he said to Sloan.
Kai tested the bondage tape, which was surprisingly not sticky and stronger than expected. He settled in front of Sloan. “Spread your legs for me.”
Sloan lifted his hands overhead and let his legs fall open. The sight of his muscular thighs on display, his erect cock jutting out, pre-cum welling at the tip, had Kai’s mouth drying. He bent Sloan’s leg at the knee deeper and dragged out some bondage tape. He wrapped the black tape around Sloan’s thigh and calf, binding them together. After a couple of loops, he brought the ends of the tape together, and true to what Ezra said, it stuck to itself. He did the same with the other thigh, and when he moved back, Sloan’s hands were tied over his head, his legs bound to keep him spread open. Fuck, Kai was so turned on.
“What’s next, boys?” Sloan asked, his voice throaty with lust. His eyes had a feverish look, as if he’d begun his surrender .
“We’re going to play.” Ezra skimmed his fingers across Sloan’s nipples. “At the class, we got to map out your body with our hands, but we never got to use mouths.”
Sloan’s lashes fluttered, and he shifted.
Kai’s gaze zeroed in on the slender, erect cock, the heavy balls beneath, and the perfect pink hole waiting to be tasted. Fuck, he wanted to devour him. Ezra leaned down and licked Sloan’s nipple, and Sloan arched his back. The desire to cause those same types of reactions pumped through Kai with an intensity he hadn’t been prepared for. He might have had some fears of how he’d react to his first time with a guy, but instinct took over.
“Can I taste you here?” Kai brushed his thumb against Sloan’s hole.
Sloan moaned. “Please fuck, yes.”
Kai lowered to his stomach, his cock digging into the comforter. He slid his arms beneath Sloan’s bound legs and gripped his cheeks to brace him. His senses veered into overload. The clean scent of Sloan, all soap and musk, the pre-cum welling on the tip of his cock, the way his pucker twitched when his hot breath hit it held Kai captive. No more hesitation.
Kai leaned in and licked a stripe along Sloan’s hole, just to get a taste. Sloan let out a long, loud moan. The furled skin was slightly like soap but with a hint of sweetness, and he licked again and again, wanting more of the softness against his mouth. Sloan’s legs twitched, hard muscle braced around him on either side, and Kai continued to explore, licking up his taint along the vee and then back down to his hole.
Sloan’s moans grew louder by the second and not just because of what he was doing. Ezra sucked and nipped at his nipples, alternating between each one with an intensity that had Sloan squirming—as much as he could bound like he was. A headiness surrounded Kai that he’d been searching far too long for, a power he’d been craving after how powerless he’d felt. Sloan was lost in bliss, reactive to every touch, every taste, every sound, and Kai wanted to give him everything. He wanted to make him feel so damn good he never forgot this time with the two of them.
Kai gripped Sloan’s legs tight as he nipped and sucked at the sensitive skin down there, exploring his body. Sloan’s cries were fucking gorgeous, echoing through the room in the best sort of melody. Kai thrust his tongue inside Sloan’s hole, and Sloan lifted his hips as he tried to drive himself back on Kai’s face. His heart thumped harder at Sloan’s enthusiasm. It filled him with the desire he’d been longing for, a strength he didn’t believe he had anymore.
“Keep at his hole,” Ezra said. “I’m going to taste that pretty cock.”
Easily done. Kai didn’t want to leave this place, living for the sweet reactions each pass of his tongue elicited. Ezra settled next to him, brushing against his arm. The touch, the realization they were here together, taking Sloan apart, volleyed him higher. Ezra wrapped his lush lips around Sloan’s cock, and Kai paused midlick. The sight was so fucking hot he couldn’t stand it. And when Ezra bobbed down for the first stroke, he was mesmerized.
“Oh god,” Sloan cried out.
The sound spurred Kai into movement again. He tasted Sloan’s hole, then thrust his tongue as deep inside as possible. The slurping of Ezra’s mouth on Sloan’s cock formed the sexiest sound, and the understanding Sloan was bound and couldn’t go anywhere, just subject to their ministrations, dosed him with lust.
“I’m going to come,” Sloan gasped, writhing beneath them.
Ezra backed off, his lips curling into a smirk, but Kai continued to tease Sloan. Ezra’s head bumped against his as he licked Sloan’s balls.
“Please?” Sloan begged sweetly .
“You know better than that.” Ezra lapped at the tip of his cock. Fuck. This man was so sexy it was unreal. “You’re doing so good for us, though.”
Sloan’s lashes fluttered, and his eyes rolled back at the praise. Kai dug his fingers into Sloan’s thighs hard enough to leave marks and nipped and sucked at him, desperate for every last reaction he could squeeze from this man.
Ezra swallowed down Sloan’s cock again, then edged off. He continued the repetition, and Kai flowed with him, pausing to lavish light bites on Sloan’s thighs. The man was decadently sweet and so reactive that Kai was addicted. He lost himself in the motions, not giving a fuck that his erection dug into the comforter.
The idea of sinking into all his sweetness was so tempting it drove him out of his mind. Sloan tipped his head back, his cries growing stronger by the second.
“More,” he begged. “I need more.”
Ezra pulled up off his cock. “You’re asking to be stuffed full, aren’t you, greedy boy?”
“God, yes.”
Kai let go of Sloan’s thighs and pushed up from his spot at Sloan’s hole, which had grown nice and relaxed, glistening with saliva.
Ezra glanced at Kai. “Do you want this greedy boy’s ass or mouth first?” He ran his fingers through Sloan’s hair and tugged.
“First…” Heat scorched through Kai from top to bottom.
Ezra’s eyes glinted. “Fuck yes. We’re each going to try this pretty little slut’s holes tonight.”
God, this man’s filthiness. Kai loved it.
He reached down and stroked his cock. Sloan licked those lush, reddened lips, and that sealed the deal.
“I’ll take his mouth.”